Does depression also hit you hard just after waking up?

yes pic related is right next to my bed

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Do you do coke?

this. Everytime people tell me how depressed they are or everytime people use their """depression""" as an excuse for staying home doing jack shit I just lose it. I just tell them how much of a fucking pussy they are, like, I'm a khv, no friends, has been depressed for 20+ years, have to take 4 insuline injections a day and I still don't complain like a faggot. Why? Because I live in a fucking 1st world country, don't have to fear for my life because of war, there's no drug cartel hunting me down, I can eat 3 meals a day, I'm not dying of cancer etc... tl;dr these p*risians faggots don't know how lucky they are yet they whine like little bitches all the time because muh life is too hard waaaa.

no it's insuline needles

Codeine pills ease my depression but fuck my liver up

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wait a min, don't you need prescriptions for that?

I'm usually more depressed when awake than when sleeping, yes.

Based. Stay strong user. I'm proud of you

you're not depressed

calm down abdul

Nah you can buy this at a pharmacy.

Yes, because I didn't have time to roll a joint or open a beer yet

>gatekeeping being sad
lol

It's too weak.

I hate myself day and night.

Uh yes I am? I'm just saying, stop complaining about your depression with irl people, the last thing I want to talk about with you is your normie "depression" because chad broke up with you that's all I'm saying

I believe you 100%

why? romanians are extraordinarily sick cunts

>depression

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cortisol is highest in the morning so your anxiety and stress might be worse

I like the broscience.

I'm pretty much in this mindset:
youtube.com/watch?v=khwQWXs1Uw8
I just always keep myself super busy to forget loneliness and the fact I'm going to die alone so I just became Jow Forums, try to help my comlunity with volunteering and read books/watch good movies etc. I guesd the treasure is not really getting the gf but more the journey to it.

>your normie "depression" because chad broke up with you
Don't take it personal french bro, I get you.
I'm a khv with no friends as well.
Yes, it gets me mad when any random normalfag complies because he/she broke up/got cucked or whatever, but I just don't give it more attention

me too
what's wrong with it
not trying to be a dick, im genuinely curious

"Extreme sadness", "melancholia"
Call it whatever you want

>goes to gym
>he IS able to walk across the street, get into a gym and do Jow Forums stuff
yeah just like I guessed you're just what you comply about (a normie).

unless you do it at home

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I also feel the same thing, but I, at this point live for my family and my collective, I study hard in college in order to get a good job and help other people and perpetuate my family's genes by having children. Collectivism is the cure to depression

Wow that's cool I'll have to see if I can get some here.

I don't really care but what pisses me off is how everyone just uses the term "depression" all the time like they don't quite understand what depression means except chronic depression. That's an illness, a real one, you need a treatment to live with it, not even getting over it, just being able to live with it. Sometimes my depression is so bad I can't do anything for an entire day and it gets me in pretty bad spots for uni whe I can't work at all for an entire day. It's not like I'm nit lazy or anything it's just that i these moments I just can't do anything, I just lose hope, stop eating and stare at a wall for 10 hours. In these times medication is really handy because you can't just get "motivated" like telling yousrelf "ok now it's time to work, no time for depression", you genuinely can't move forward without actual pills. Hopefully it's all the time but it's shitty enough to be called an handicap I think, especially with chronic depression. You can't "beat" it, like with every handicap you just learn to live with it the best you can and honestly I am proud of myself for achieving quit le a lot of things in my life.

Yeah a little bit
So i consume the whole bottle in one day

hell yeah dude takes me about 4 hours to be able to get out of bed

taking public transport is pretty bad. I alsways get the feeling everyone is looking at me behind my back, taking pictures of me or laughing at me.
I know pretty much everyone's face at the gym yet I avoid them and sometimes change my routine's order to avoid having to ask someone to share equipment. I have friends at uni I work with but I don't see them outside and don't have any friends. Once again, I don't just sit there and let life beat me up, I try really hard to make it and become a normie. I try dating girls and have more or less a date every 2 or 3 months and even if every single time it ends up being just a casual meetup with a girl and we never do anything sexual I still continue trying.

:(

I'm usually depressed several minutes or half an hour after waking up, not immediately.

You guys NEED a girlfriend.

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Usually after jerking it for me. I just listen to music and it gets better.

I prefer guys

thats not depression, thats guilt

Guilt about what? It's mostly just being sad about not having a gf desu.

post-masturbation guilt is a real thing, look it up

My depression actually builds up thru the day and in the night before bed i'm already feeling like dying...

Nah it's really not guilt, I mostly just think well that was nice but I'm not going to ever get that irl

I actually wake up every morning with a goal of making my day better than before.
>t. someone who thought they were "depressed" but found out they were just being a little bitch.

Homosexuality is such a weird phenomenon to me. How can a man be in love with another man? Are you sure it's not just a fetish?

plannedparenthood.org/learn/teens/ask-experts/is-it-normal-to-feel-guilty-after-you-masturbate

Can you not read?

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i'm a fucking monkey, of course i can't read

>study hard
>get job
>Romania
Aha, yeah.

If I had one I wouldn't even be here

A Chad.

It hits me harder at night, I’m too focused on other things in the morning to be depressed

Yeah the way I feel about some guys is just the way straight guys feel about some women. Technically I'm bisexual; I just lean towards guys

I am the most suicidal whenever I see Felipe.

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Don't derail the thread with fruit posting

Yeah but that won’t happen

I don’t really care at this point, I’m just aversive of all attractive females. Ugly/old females, I can hold great conversations with. Males? I’m an excellent conversationalist. But attractive females? I will avert my gaze and change the direction I’m walking to avoid interacting with you. And when you do talk to me, I will either speak too loudly or too quietly.

yeah after waking up and before going to bed

Pfffft.

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I want to beat every male dead with a steelpipe and fuck all women under 30. I don't take pills because I am scared, I feel angry and annoyed by others.

Only during spring/summer. I love winter

yeah, the self hate and guilt hits as soon as I open my eyes

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Extremely based if you ask me
I do love winter too. Love to stay in bed watching my anime under a blanket.