Live in Bible Belt

>live in Bible Belt
>Raised Christian
>find out I'm gay at 22
Those of your who live in religious areas of your country or with conservative parents (and who are not able to move out), how do you deal with this problem in your cunt?
My churches say I should remain celibate and to not enter a same sex relationship but it's all I want. Prayer doesn't help.

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>religious areas of your country
>western europe

*Ahem*

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>Get a job
>Move out
Wasn't that hard, was it

you aren't surround by grease covered hicks and their cumstained bibles.
OP should consider moving to New York where everyone is gay.

How do you find out you're gay so late? I found out I was heterosexual at age 13

1. put up job applications
2. get an internship in NYC
3. get your hillbilly asshole plowed by some nigger in Harlem
4. die of aids

now go out there and be somebody Cody

>find out I'm gay at 22

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How it take you till 22 to find out?

>find out I'm gay at 22
How does this work? How did you not know at 21 that you're gay? What did you jek off to during your teen years?

If you want to remain a Christian, you need to stay celibate, yes. Jesus did it, the Saints did it, the monks do it, it's not the worst thing in the world. If you don't want to be a Christian, then Christianity has nothing to tell you and it's pointless to consult Christians on the topic.

I fucked her in the ass, that's how we found out

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>doesnt reply
confirmed youre a faggot OP.
>blaming them for their own homelessness
>not christcuck parents
peak brainlet tier.
>celibacy isnt hard
for an incel like you it isnt.

But I have student loan debts to repay, it's not that easy for me to move. Even if I could it wouldn't be anytime soon.

go suck off your pastor for bus fare

The first thing I fapped to was futa. I fapped to women too, but I disliked vaginas and vaginal sex. Eventually I got into crossdressers and buttplay. I only fapped to women if they were dominant, there wasn't PIV sex, or if I self inserted as the submissive woman getting dicked. Occasionally (and for a couple years) I fapped to exclusively gay stuff, but before then it was sporadic. At no point was I ever really into real women romantically or sexually, and I noticed that at 13 or so when everyone else was hitting puberty and expressing that interest, while I wasn't. I figured it must have been from porn addiction. So I quit masturbating for about three years. My tastes didn't change any. At 18, I chalked it up to me hitting "that part of puberty late." Three years later I have no interest in even fapping to women some of the time as I did before, even if I inserted as them. Everything I am sexually interested in now is male on male. I've also started to notice features of guys I like, including some IRL men, but I don't like all or even most men, and I don't like guys who have receding hairlines or no hair on their heads, among other things. It's this that primarily made me think I wasn't gay until everyone called me a faggot when I asked for advice online and described my attractions (romantically and otherwise) to my psychiatrist, etc. Honestly, I'm still not sure if I'm gay or not.

I do want to be a Christian but I experience lust and ignoring it makes me sleep horribly. I'll have wet dreams every other night, and be drowsy the next day. I don't want it, it's like I'm being raped. I also desire emotional intimacy on a level beyond friendship.

Then keep it a secret, you can still fuck guys without your parents knowing.

>be raised in a catholic family
>every saturday and sunday morning at church
>read and study the bible because parents make you do so
>at age of 20 rn and I don't follow catholicism or any other religion
I believe in god, but how should I believe in a supposed old as book that differ from writer to writer?
Also, stop being a fag, you will want to have a family and children one day

How am I to do that? They already probably have an inkling, and I don't merely want sex, I want a relationship. Not to mention they'd obviously notice something was amiss if I went out at night and didn't return until morning.

The Bible is divinely inspired.
Having children is immoral imo.

>Havingchildren is immoral imo.
>t.

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Until not too long ago most gay people in america have been forced to live in the closet. I'm not gay but I'm sure that it's not too hard to pretend that you're inept with women so that your parents don't suspect that you're gay.

>Having children is immoral imo
So do the world a favor and neck yourself fag

your homosexual desires are the result of perverse modern understandings of love and sexuality. you are not damned or reprobate, but your soul has an infection, for lack of a better term. I won't blame you for falling for soothing temptations, but remember that as long as you keep repenting and returning to God your situation will gradually improve and you will become stronger.

God loves you, user.

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If you're really a fag you should kys

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Based

I've thought I was damned and/or reprobate very often, because no matter how much I prayed, no matter how much I read, the desires are still attacking me. I repent, but am I not living in sin if I still have these desires? I'm no better than a man who keeps lusting after women who aren't his wife. Because I'm living in sin and my situation isn't improving, I feel it's hopeless.

The only reason I don't is because I don't want to be guaranteed to go to Hell, which I would if I did so.

>op is gay
>post anti tranny propaganda
???

>lesbian, gay or bisexual

are they including men who diddle boys in that figure, because if so it's pretty disingenuous
3% is also a conservative figure even for a country like america

Following Christ is never easy. Everyone sins, everyone is capable of overcoming sin. You're in a bad case because your primary temptation is tied to sex and romantic love, but remember that there are men and women who defeated this temptation and lived happy lives.

being gay is just another stepping stone to becoming a tranny

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>but remember that there are men and women who defeated this temptation and lived happy lives.
I don't tend to see it. Everyone at my church is married, for instance. "Ex-gays" never got rid of their desires. The one bit of hope I do see is in same sex attracted persons who don't act on their urges and never have, and remain celibate, and don't force themselves into a heterosexual marriage...and even then, they suffer tremendously, being deprived of a basic human need. Sure, God's there for them, though, and He's here for me but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

Where's the difference?
Gays are just proto-trannies.

I have a similar story to you
Also found out I'm homosexual late, at 19 years of age
Also live in a very religious family
The day I live independently from my parents is the day I'll tell them I'm homo, I know if I tell them now they'll kick me out of the house and stop paying my uni

Based Gesellschaft blume poster

>Gays are just proto-trannies
what a retarded statement, you seriously believe this?

Just do what you want to do with your life don't let some book dictate your life dumb fuck

do you question your faith at all?
if you do secularism is worth looking into.
if not you can still become part of a more accepting church in a different part of the cuntree.
like i said above in NYC everyone is a fag even the pastors. and the religious viewpoint on homosexuality is more tolerant.

gays are just trannies who don't have the balls to cut off their balls

Wait, it's possible to find out you're gay at 22? So there's still a chance I'm gay?

>do you question your faith at all?
No
>if not you can still become part of a more accepting church in a different part of the cuntree.
While people would disapprove less of me, I'd find doing so dishonest and lying. The Bible is clear what it says about homosexuality, and I'm not talking about the Old Testament.

what New Testament passages do you look to?
just curious.
there's a chance youre a tranny and just dont know it yet.
kek.

>what New Testament passages do you look to?
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Bible_and_homosexuality#New_Testament

Yes. All trannies were fags before began to mutilate themselves.

>Homo
>Is a weeaboo

Really makes me think

you are a virgin who never kissed a man or a woman for that matter and you are gay
americans are truly retarded

you are just a sad sack of shit wanting attention

A lot of trannies are incels, they call themselves "transbians".

>The first thing I fapped to was futa. I fapped to women too, but I disliked vaginas and vaginal sex. Eventually I got into crossdressers and buttplay.
Stopped reading here, that's agp from porn addiction. Unless you are attracted to actual men, that is not traps, not femboys, not feminine guys, actual men with chest hair and muscles or fat bellies, beard, etc. You're not gay.

Stay the fuck away from porn forever. Alternatively get on grindr and your first experience will teach you that you are not, in fact, a homosexual.

>u dont really like dick

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I want to suck dicks, I don't want to be a girl.

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>I fap to traps and trannies, I'm such a GAY HOMOSEKSHUAL woe is me

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Noporn was sort of implied in my post.
>Unless you are attracted to actual men, that is not traps, not femboys, not feminine guys, actual men with chest hair and muscles or fat bellies, beard, etc. You're not gay.
I like men with fat bellies and muscles, not so much a fan of beards or chest hair.

Try gay conversion therapy.

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>Prayer doesn't help.
Really? Maybe you are not doing it right. Have you tried folding your hands?

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Not yet maybe. Being gay makes you a risk for society and especially for children.

How do you find out you are gay at 22? Don't you realize earlier?

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People who are gay are always miserable

I find the man here extremely attractive, but not perfect because of the facial hair.

Read the thread.

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If you are confused and feel like noone wants to accept you then at least think of your decisions

you need to eradicate anime OP, your obsession with it has created unhealthy ideas and attitudes within your personality

I haven't watched anime in some time because I've been busy with the end of the semester.

Tfwn southern faggot friend doing me some favors while him acting normal on public

Theres no god but why did i spawn here where transexuals think and act like they were real girls, instead being honest faggots

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>Sit down
>Eat junk food
>Drink caffeine and watch anime
>Avoid all sunlight, water, and physical exercise
>"Mom, Dad! I am a homosexual"

lol

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It's not that simple. Unless you have daddy money nobody can just pack their shit and move somewhere else

But I go to the gym every other day

By not being a fag

absolutely incredible

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FOR ROME

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Mutts glorifying Rome

Well suck my dick then Plebs

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But you don't intermittent fast.
You don't drink water. You don't get at least 30 minutes of sunlight a noon a couple of times a week.

You are probably eating loads of sugar.
You're ruining your body and, consequently, your brain.

Absolutely

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Remember Matthew 23 whenever someone religious tries to give you shit for being gay, that's all the advice I can give you. Fundamentalists christians are terrible at being christian but great at being hateful pricks.

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But what about these verses? It's still wrong to be a practicing homosexual, at the least, and debatably being attracted to the same sex at all?

Deus vult

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And the only exercise that even matters is running, cardio. Weight lifting lets you stay dumb

No wonder you're a fruit loop.
You are living like one.

Are you doing it right saracen

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IM is a meme, sunlight exposure doesn't have to be at noon.

ahahahaha

DUDE LOOKS LIKE A LADY

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Jesus christ

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It doesn't have to be, but it's best at noon.

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I'm been a practicing Catholic since i was 19 and I'm 22 now, i have don't swear anymore, i don't drink, I'm not an angry person anymore.
Every aspect of my life drastically improved but one and that is masturbation, watching porn/hentai. This is the one i find difficult to stop as whenever i go a day or two without fapping my peener gets hard and it tortures me i can't sleep it away at night so i just do it and feel shit afterwards then instantly fall asleep it is hell for me. I've managed to change many things except for this one.
I know my situation is different from your problem which is homosexuality, but you know you gotta fight it, lusting is an easy sin to fall for, sometimes it crossed my mind to drop my faith and become a full blown hedonist but somehow I'm still holding on, fight it user.

We all have our own battles.

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The blackpill is that there really is no winning here. Even if these verses are just one out of a hundred verses that demand ridiculous things people are still going to use them to drag you down and justify their own prejudice or ideology.

Because leaving religion means you have to become a hedonist or a nihilist

Fact is: There is no place for gays in Jannah.

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I am protestant and i am filled with hate of degeneracy but i believe we can redeem ourselves in the of the lord

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I drink a gallon of water a day.

But no cardio, at all.
This is why you think you're gay.

I do donkey kicks and hip abductions

Me failing over and over made me think that i'm already damned to hell so why bother, but the Lord keeps reminding me even though i'm far from grace.
Good thread, venting un-clutters the mind

Are you Catholic though?

Please tell me this is bait. Turning gay from futa? Fuck off.

youtube.com/watch?v=sloyo5i1o3I

No running. At least 4 times a week
The most important cardio exercise that engages your entire body.

I did that when I was 16, it really is that simple. I didn't get money from neither my mom or dad or anyone else in my family.

underrated post

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You aren't funny

>her
And now you have aids. Congrats.

>faping to traps isn't gay

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>>find out I'm gay at 22
AGP and prison gay
you will realise this once you make out with another male but then you'll already be filthy
safe yourself the trouble and find a cute girl to fuck