how are you holdin up, Jow Forums? What are you doing with your life?
How are you holdin up, Jow Forums? What are you doing with your life?
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Waiting for the sweet release of death. Every day I’m one step closer to my ultimate goal. I want to return bac to the earth.
i'm holding trying to do my best day after day, life can be tough sometimes, but you still can do whatever you want its your life
>how are you holdin up, Jow Forums?
not well
>What are you doing with your life?
I wish I knew
what about you?
I'm an epic failure and thinking of ending my life so I won't be a disappointment anymore
Everyone will be happier if I die. My parents included. My family resents me and everyone else is at least uncomfortable with me.
having a ciggie, listening to italo-disco to pump myself up
bruh, if you're going through a bad time check this out
i know its a meme but honestly it gets to you if you're stuck in that mindset, stuck in that abyss
youtu.be
don't say that user, ur important you have your entire life to live, life it's not just a rainbow of happiness
You really don't know anything about my life.
im not going to even try to change myself anymore
crush moved away to fuck her chad boyfriend
parents threatening to dump me out of the house
failing every class in uni
grandma, the only person who offered to help me our passed away recently
im just waiting till i either die out or some illness gets me
user you can end your life if u want it's yours right?, just try do your best user
Trying to turn it around at this particular moment. Some bad days, but more good days. Honestly exercise is helping. I just hope I can keep the momentum going. Try not to give up frens, you are not alone in your struggles on here at least.
I'm failing life lole LOLE LOLE LOLE LOLE LOLE LOLE LOLE
not well either. I'm supposed to be studying but some times it's really difficult to go out of the house and every time I go out I want to go back in as soon as possible. I can't connect with people and staing outside makes me anxious as hell.
i hope everyone itt is alright and nothing bad happens to you
you can be successful if you try your best and get away from depression :(
i wishbi could believe that
>be me
>just lost my brother to drugs
>be loaded with college classes
>police break down my door in the last semester and take my comp over stupid shit
>have to deal with all this and the idea that my life is worthless while trying to pass school
>graduate with honours and make my family happy but at the ceremony wallow in loneliness and lack of assertion
>get stuck in the back of the graduation procession. I'm there all fucking night and the place is emptying out
>faculty around me suddenly say I get to call on the fireworks
>the_happiest_I've_been_in_4_years.png
>line is almost up. everything is quiet and beautiful. I can't wait to feel like I have meaning one last time.
>roastie and her spawn appear behind me
>uhwut.jpg
>faculty think she paid someone off to take my spot. The few people who know are giving weird looks or trying to laugh it off to save my feelings
>I ask kindly if I could go last
>"lol um no"
>Wait a while. I'm almost up. Politely ask if I could go with her. If she was nice then I could live with myself.
>"ummmm no. I'M GOING LAST haha"
>deepist pit of rage, sorrow, and hatred fill me. shake hands and walk off in front of everyone with the most trying fake smile I've ever done
>look back as roastie and her hellspawn hold up faggot cards about being a single mother or some shit
>fireworks go off
>I want to go home and my family doesn't get it
And here I am and this story was 100% true and I feel like I want to throw up.
Been a NEET for about 4 months now. Sucks having no job and very little money desu. Still no QT gf, going to definitely die alone.
But I have a good family, so that keeps me going.
oh c'mon, don't say that :(
why so negative? what's wrong user?
A single mother? How old was she? What a fucking cunt.
Just woke up, gonna take a shower and then get drunk again..
I pretend to study all day and play more vidya instead. Slightly worried about my future.
If any of you are gay, please, kill yourselves already
posted above.
being thrown out is what hurts the most. i dont live with my parents but i live in the old house we used to. they want to renovate it to make an airbnb. they wont take me in and my grannys house has already been sold due to disagreements in her will.
i just want off
I'm undergrad. She's some masters grad so mid-late 20s. Some people said "it's ok, you were the last bachelors graduate to cross the stage :^)". Somehow no one seems to understand how fucked up I am in my head from this admittedly stupid thing.
I need to commute 4 hours on bus & train for a job interview because I don't have a car. Then the interview will be 4 hours long. Then I'll need to take the bus & train back.
Most people on Jow Forums are gay, user.
i'm bi so i'll just ehh my arms a bit
not good. its depressing here
don't give up hopes user, that's what keep striking you hard
you say you can't change yourself but i know you can, you have to get those thoughts away and see yourself as a better man and try your best to achieve that
i know you have dreams, achievements and have a vision of seeing yourself successful, achieve that user
you can always try again if you fail, user, just don't lose hope
btw what's an airbnb?
fuck off
My washing machine flooded the room.
:(
I'm just counting the days before I finally fucking die, the wagie life is tiresome
What happens to your brother? How old is he? I lost someone very close to me in my family, too. I want to die.
>whats an airbnb
cheap housing for tourists.
basically uber for apartments. its become rampant in the city i live in and there are locals getting thrown out due to landlords selling them to do these.
apparently my parents want a bite in that pie and dont give a shit if i go homeless
I can't complain, I'm moving to Europe soon to be with the woman of my dreams and working on the language instead of playing video games these days. Life's still got its issues but in general things are looking better.
if your parents are that cold towards you something then something pretty bad must have happened user
what's that?
i'm trying to rip my dental crowns/bridge off and it's not moving a millimeter I've been at it since yesterday.
Well, my childhood and teenage years were shit and I developed paranoid schizophrenia but now Im 31 years old, I have a job and I got engaged few weeks ago. Bitter-sweet
my life suck and will never get better
after my grandma died they started to get rid of a bunch of old stuff. they said its therapeutical and lets them be freer of older sadder moments.
i dont know man. i talk to them but they just have this constant condescending tone all the time. its like they dont even want me to be alive.
If only there was a way to completely vaporise oneself. So they don't do funeral shit. Damn catoholics and their stupid wakes and rituals. Just cremation and flush down the toilet pls.
I'm buying another gun, my project car is almost finished and it seems I will be getting that new job I wanted.
It's going quite well at the moment.
You guys can't give up, it will get better as long as you work at it.
PS. Don't fucking move here
Half-brother. He lived in a separate state with his mom and got into drugs. He robbed someone and was put in prison for a year, got out and tried getting clean. Then they found him dead from an overdose. I barely knew him but I wanted to talk to him when he got out but no one on our family was very excited so I said nothing and I regret it. The only time I saw him was when I was a baby and now I saw him dead when he was almost 30. The funeral is also how I met his family and kids.
You shouldn't want to die from that user. It's not worth it.
Working a souless minumim wage job
Pic of me rn
But i have a great gf if ir wasnt for her my life would be misery
ask your parents what do they have against you, maybe they don´t even have anything against you and it´s just you who feel like that
sorry you have to pass through this :(
No job, being a manchild cooped up in my room at 23 while the rest of my family has jobs and relationships and lives. I could be homeless could be a lot worse, not doing anything with my life right now though.
thanks user.
we're pretty much on non-speaking terms right now. but ill try.
fix yourself, try your best, don't stay in the filth and improve yourself user
i know you can, it's all in you
just came back from taking the entry exam to engineering school and drinking right now
life's looking up if I get in I suppose. getting real tired of being a full time drunk
I just got a comfy job making metal detector part. Will move out into a nice one piece apartment soon. So things a great like they are when you anticipate a change
Waiting for iftar makes meto appreciate life more