No way to move forward in life

>Only member of my race on face of planet earth
>All the other Amerindian tribes with tri-racials are .12 FST away genetically from the one I descend from
>White to black is only .153 FST
>Whites commit genocide against one another at .0120 FST, and I'm at .0173 when compared to the people genetically closest to me on earth
>It is white people divided by two for me, so I know it's going to be desolate and hard no matter what I do

I'm totally alone in life, and I'm almost worthless. My IQ is only 132, but it has destroyed me and given me autism. I can not feel attracted to other races because of it.

I don't know what to do now.
I can't brutalize others because I'm not an immoral creature. I can't love anything because I'm not strong enough as a person to break/be blind to the racial barrier.

I want to just kill myself and die and be done and close the door on life, but that would mean leaving my sister totally alone in a world this horrible. I'm thinking to get on SSI, wait 30 years, and kill myself at 50-60 so that my sister's brain shrinks to the time she was 14, and she becomes mentally strong enough to handle my death.

I don't believe I want to keep living if I'm working. One of the jobs I'm at will find a way to try and kill me through stress and sadness. SSI is built for people with autism like me anyway, so it's best to use it, but I know someday they'll take it away.

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en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Assortative_mating
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3491494/
washingtonpost.com/news/wonk/wp/2014/08/25/three-quarters-of-whites-dont-have-any-non-white-friends/
reuters.com/article/us-usa-poll-race/many-americans-have-no-friends-of-another-race-poll-idUSBRE97704320130808
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3659010/
journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0048546
perception.org/research/racial-anxiety/
citeseerx.ist.psu.edu/viewdoc/download?doi=10.1.1.515.6374&rep=rep1&type=pdf
youtube.com/watch?v=j4iFcbe4LPw
pnas.org/content/pnas/115/10/2341.full.pdf
hal.archives-ouvertes.fr/hal-00726962/document
twitter.com/SFWRedditGifs

cool post
didn't read a single letter

Dios mio...

Breed with your sister

Nobody cares, mutt

You care enough to tell me that no one cares,
It's a start.

I wish I could, but it only ever creates deformities, illness, and sickness. I feel no sexual attraction to my sister in real life.

It's my brain saying "It's too genetically close to you. If you pass your genes to this, they will be damaged."

Bro trust us on this but your genes are already pretty damaged so just something to consider

I suppose it's true, but I'm not going to roll the dice and hope the kid comes out normal.

Good chance of being an 85 IQ that lands in prison for life because the judge thinks he's ugly.

>I can not feel attracted to other races because of it.
Maybe you're gay.
Have you tried seeing if you're attracted to men?

I am repulsed by men.
I hate my own face and body because it's so damn masculine.

>I hate my own face and body because it's so damn masculine.
You're gay.

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La creatura....

Unironically move to Brazil or the Dominican Republic. Can you show us a picture of your face just to classify you better?

post face but censor your eyes
lets see if u ugly

Hes posted it before, just search for it on int archive

He can just move to Puerto Rico. Since its safer there. Or just breed with one of the many latina immigrants in America

Just breed with a Latina retard, they're half native.

Just focus on your black side my brotha

Why are mixed people from USA always mentally ill? Is this what growing up in a racist WASP society does to you?

Have you ever considered growing up?

We got a future school shooter right here

Damn, the mutt memes completely broke this guy

>BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH

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OP here,
I wanted to do that, but then I realized the people there are not my people.

The Amerindian genetic distance is too great. These places are so far away from Nicaraguan Amerindian that it's laughable.

The people there would hate me.
They would want to kill me just for speaking with them.

Here it is.
Pic related.

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There's nothing to grow into.
It doesn't exist for me.

Unironically transition

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since your iq is132, you can get a nice job in south america and then live in a pretty comfy neighbourhood where there isn't so much violence and afford an above average life in a developing country. the good places to move are south brazil,costa rica, chile, dominican republic, panama

hot. you would look like the brazlian singer paula fernandes

You're handsome

you re nice looking.

hahahahaha

"I want to have sex with foreign women, but I also want the joy of dominating a MAN."

The Amerindian is too genetically different.
The Chorotega and the Arawak are two totally different tribes. Almost like a white-guy to a black-guy. This is why there was so much murder between Amerindians.

Moving to those towns isn't worth it for me. It would be signing up for the same misery I experience in the USA, but I wouldn't be able to secure a job.

Average south Brazilian also stop trolling or if youre serious you let this site affect you too much.

There is no inherent unity of people based on race

>There is no inherent unity of people based on race

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Assortative_mating

ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3491494/

washingtonpost.com/news/wonk/wp/2014/08/25/three-quarters-of-whites-dont-have-any-non-white-friends/

reuters.com/article/us-usa-poll-race/many-americans-have-no-friends-of-another-race-poll-idUSBRE97704320130808

ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3659010/

journals.plos.org/plosone/article?id=10.1371/journal.pone.0048546

perception.org/research/racial-anxiety/

citeseerx.ist.psu.edu/viewdoc/download?doi=10.1.1.515.6374&rep=rep1&type=pdf

Where has this union of people based on race exists?
We are all individual organisms, and the problem is that you would look different to an individual then by concidence the same to these groups of individuals but none of those individuals are part of any community they are all individual humans.

True, but they are all individuals that automatically cluster with other individuals that share their DNA.

Yes, it is true they're individuals, but much like individual ants form a colony, so, too, do individual people form social networks.

actually, south brazilians have a higher amount of european blood, but there are also a lot of light skinned pardos like the op in the big cities of south brazil and in the southern brazilian coast

>My IQ is only 132, but it has destroyed me and given me autism
This is the biggest bait in your entire post. Well done!

And that means literally nothing, being part of the same genetics or race literally means nothing, people only care about their own survival and economical and political power, no one gains anything by being a race.

You know vast majority of posts here are memes and bait? I just dabbed on a Turk in another thread and probably sent him in a depression. You should never take anything written on 4chins seriously.

No.
Human evolution didn't just say "Okay, time for 132 IQ!"

The structure that supports it had to evolve as well. Arabs are 85 IQ, but whites are 100 IQ. The forehead climbed up with prenatal estrogen.

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It means everything.
They cluster together for their survival and economic and political power as well.

They survive and grow best together.
This is why they cluster together in the first place.

You gain the most by connecting with your own race unless you are of abnormal strength.

You seriously have pictures of paint lines measuring average human foreheads saved on your computer?

It simply means that certain groups of genes mated most by their geographic region, literally nothing else that should matter to you or anyone.

rate and hate snow coons

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How did you end up 12% central asia?

kurd grandma

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They mated because they were the same.
They unified because they were the same.
They didn't fuck wolves or goats. They fucked the thing that was the same material as they are. It's not a big stretch to apply this to humans, who are made of material.

Nearly every ethnic group is the result of different ethnicities intermingling you absolute mong. Assortative mating refers primarily to settling down with a partner of similar SES, education level, level of attractiveness, etc. Get your autism fixed

They're different ethnicities to a point, but they all have a certain degree of genetic proximity in order for them to intermingle in the first place.

You don't see White/Chinese man and Black Woman unless it's through rape/desperation.

It was always WHG with ANE, shit like that. The few times where actual race-mixing happened, a new race was created.

They mated because they were in their geographical area.

Yes. And more.

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Wrong.

They would have had sex with animals if they did not prefer their own. To this day, the same pattern remains. People want to wed their own kind. They are prejudiced against those that do not share in their blood.

Now that the races are mingled together, it is clear to see that geographic location has nothing to do with it. Inter-racial marriage is rare in every major racial group.

>They're different ethnicities to a point, but they all have a certain degree of genetic proximity in order for them to intermingle in the first place.
Have you ever read a single thing about history outside of burgerland?

Yes.
I am unimpressed.
It's the same thing over and over again.

They cant mate with animals and animals are not even apes or homonids, all humans are homonid and 100% human.

If they had no prejudice, any hole would suffice.
Even among hominids, there is prejudice.

I wanna eat cereal out of where your shoulder collapsed in on itself

It doesn't sound like autism even begins to explain all of your problems, do yourself a favor and see a psychologist

I'm not a Sikh but read a bit about the religion.
Watch this youtube.com/watch?v=j4iFcbe4LPw obviously it will not completely alleviate your worries but take note of the potter and the clay. Do you think say four hundred years from now when humanity is exploring and settling other worlds your anxieties will matter?

You look nordestino.
Come to northeast brazil.

>Average south Brazilian
Why so specific? Stop the hate

I'm not though.
Look at this chart to understand

pnas.org/content/pnas/115/10/2341.full.pdf
hal.archives-ouvertes.fr/hal-00726962/document

The amerindian tribe that made me is in Nicaragua.

I think that's the only real place in the world that I can find the closest person to me though.

Puerto Rico is off limits now that I know they are Taino.

I don't really care mate, you are more european than native american, embrancing only your native side will only hurt you, because as you said, you are the last one alive.
So come to northeast brazil and be happy you cunt.

I don't embrace the native only.
I have to because it's a part of me. If I don't, I'll get hurt by people that look like me that aren't anything like me.

I think it will be hell to make it to Brazil, and it will be even worse to live there for me.

It makes me doubt if it's worth it. I know Jews and Palestinians don't race-mix at .010

It's more than I want it to be.
I think I may just get hurt by it.

you are a disgusting WHITOID, stop larping europoor.
>b-but im like 0.01% POC broo!
one drop rule cracka

No one will be able to tell your different if you have the same phenotype and adapt to the culture

What would this board do without its Finnish posters. Dare I say
>based
>and
>redpilled
??

North Brazilians are just black

The fuck is FST

You just made that term up

a lot of southern brazilians look like him, have you ever been in itajaĆ­?