1. cunt
2. are you dumb
malaya
yes
1. cunt
2. are you dumb
malaya
yes
I pretend to be smart and it works because everyone else is even more stupid than me
i've always been on the lower end of it
it's like i'm smart but not that smart
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yes and i try to make myself even dumber so i suffer less
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i like to think im smart but in reality im a brainlet retard who cant pass a simple course in university
>graduated from local polytechnics
>ended up working at retail store
>mfw always wanted to be in academics of some sorts
>mfw SPM grades made it impossible for me
I got D in Maths, really fucked me over on anything that I actually liked
can't even apply for a degree in TESL
my IQ used to be 278 but after several years of Jow Forums experience now i'm the average poster of this board thanks frens
>did a meme test
>came out as 97
wonder how i'd fare if i paid for an actual test
I don't think fundamentally because i generally do well on school things. Not genius like top 20% mark slightly padded by how the system works and getting the marks in history, English and biology
but without the goals and drive people have it means nothing and with common sense things im retarded. Always bump into shit and get the weirdest interpretations from what people say.
Not sure how so many people can go into a completely new environment and with confidence + common sense fit in seamlessly and be able to do the job/fit in without even needing prompting
feel and act the same way, cunt
i already work in a kitchen and fucking it up to
every day i inch closer to death, i feel worthless
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2.yes
I do the same thing in my jobs. Only reason im out now is because i transferred after 4 months because i moved after i could see the disdain all the managers that worked with me had. And Now that it was out of the way i started like i was a normal person. But still constantly misinterpret shit and have to say things twice because i speak quite.
Honestly could do boring work all day if it didn't make me feel like a unsavably useless burden.
im sure your are at leaste smarter than southern muslim thai
i'm bound by contract right now to do 4 months
i feel like i should get out and do something else but i dont want to let everyone else down
they've spent so much on me, and i'm trying, i honestly am
but dear lord my colleagues hates me and i'm costing the restaurant a lot of money with my fuck-ups
i dont care what happens to me if i'm the only one affected, i care what happens if i drag somebody else down with me
i'm sorry, mum, dad
i've failed you
No, because I'm still 15
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2. yes
no, but im getting dumber and lazier every tear
fuck I meant year
Straya
I have aspergers so yeah I am dumb.
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