I'm wasting my life

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i haven't given up but I've fucked up IT at uni, didn't fail but was useless at a trade school mechanic certificate, doing my job am incredibly autismo if i have to deal with customers. So the big 3 career paths.
Back at uni, might have fucked up the exam i just did. If i majorly fail again im cutting contact with everybody i know and living of the dole in a drug fucked town in the outback and cutting contact with everybody i know.

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Nobody cares about you failing
The opposite of success isn't failure, it's giving up
You're too young so get back in the line and try not to screw up as much as possible
While you're at it, leave Jow Forums and never come back, this place will forever fuck you up.

You are at your prime age where you can still completely turn your life 180. Work harder and start studying skills in your free time and never stop. Once you stop, you will go back to your old ways and fuck it up again

i think the trick is to move as much & think as little as possible

kinda pessimistic but redpilled. i understand what youre saying is true, getting help and being motivated to get help is the hardest thing for me. thanks for the post tho

It's not about skills or work, but about opportunities I missed, bridges I've burned.

I know that feel, but we can't forever sulk and be stuck in the past. We have shitty personality that pushed people away from us, hence the opportunities and friendships lost along the way.

Best we do is change our personality and try not to think much about the bridges we've burnt. Once we've coincidentally met them face to face, all we can show them is we have become a better version of ourselves.

That's my view.

i met a guy in the college who is already 31.
its never too late

>go to Uni
>stop going to class because apparently I'm repulsive and scary
>stay at home and study
>start eating and slacking off more
>2_years_later.jpg
>haven't passed 18 classes; most I didn't even show up to write, all physics/math related
>gotten fat; 230 lbs at 6'1"
>became a bit of an alcoholic
>skin still fucked from years of teenage acne
>friendless KHV
>Jow Forums has given me insecurities I never had, especially concerning "muh dicc"
>forgot to renew my classes and missed the current exam period
I don't even know what to do. Currently, my hemmorhoids are tearing up my ass. Honestly, going to bed at night and having depressing thoughts of dying homeless and unloved give me a sort of bittersweet feeling that I've learned to enjoy. People get butterflies in their stomach from something they love. I get them from imagining myself as failing at everything and dying from old age in a pub, and nobody discovering my body until closing time...

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>26
>work retail
>get drunk when not working
>not a total social sperg or a kissless virgin, but haven't had proper sex, still don't understand the few women who've done things with me despite me being fat and a loser
>social life is getting even worse lately
i need to fix this

>working hard seems to not be on their agenda
Can you blame them? I'm not a NEET, I'm a full-time wagie and every single day I want to put a bullet through my fucking skull. No human should be forced to work like cattle in an enclosure for 40 hours per week (and that's not even including commute time and lunch break which here is unpaid). It drains every single bit of life and soul out of me. Every single one of my coworkers (literally 100% of them) is normal and well-adjusted and has a long-term partner, with many also having kids. I imagine that having a partner and kids must be what motivates them to continue their wageslavery (which, by the way, is a VERY apt term). However, I have no such thing, and honestly the more time goes on, the more I start thinking that perhaps just becoming NEET and living on scraps might be better. I cannot understate just how horrible wageslavery is.

Wats ur job?

>nobody has someone who truly loves them,
I do
>and if they do they don't cherish it that much.
I'm happy that I got my girlfriend, a few minutes ago she gave me a glass of water and a hot lemon drink and told me she loves me, made me happy

18 and I don't know what I'm doing I feel like a child who just graduated and was told to figure it all out myself

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That's what all 18 year olds feel when they graduate. Stay away from this site and enjoy the last of your carefree summers.

meditate my son

youtu.be/tdoJ6OYbU_8

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Mech engineer

The buddha teaches us that everything is impermanent. There are lessons to be learned in the pain of living, but that pain is impermanent, and life itself is impermanent. The cure for your pain is in the pain itself. Embrace it, let it in, and let it pass. You will have as many lifetimes as you need to perfect yourself. Do not become attached to this life or you will only prolong the suffering.

>I have no skills
What about things like singing, narration, video games even? Even if you don't you can make skills. Take singing lessons, learn an instrument, study a historical field. You can do anything in this world user as long as you believe you can do it and go through with it.

>I have no ambition
Depression and self-pity is what kills your ambition, user. You need to get yourself out of this funk. Rememeber what inspired and awed you as a kid. What made you look in wonder at the mysterious and interesting world e live in, and used that as inspiration and create your ambition. Don't be a man who forgets the existence of stars because of a stormy sky.

>I have no one who loves me.
This is 100% incorrect. All of your friends and family that may have grown estranged still have their deep and intrinsic love for you. It's only the Wolfs and Jackals of despair and doubt that shroud you from seeing this. My brother is going through hard times, away from friends and he too feels lost and lonely, almost abandoned, but when I expressed my worry to one of his old friends he said he worried too.

Everyone wants too help you. They just need you to be strong to see your out of this darkness and towards their help.

>24
>wasted my early 20s in the military and then at a shitty mechanic trade school I feel like I got forced into because the military made me become a doctor or a plane mechanic and I hate blood
>going for a bachelor's at 24 because I don't know why I didn't get into something with computers which was my passion until I joined the military

That doesn't help I have my mom breathing down my neck telling me if I don't find a job or go to college NOW I'm fucked

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I have more drive post 22 than I ever did at 18. I could play dota 2 every waking moment I had at 18, had zero drive

>The buddha teaches us that everything is impermanent. There are lessons to be learned in the pain of living, but that pain is impermanent, and life itself is impermanent. The cure for your pain is in the pain itself. Embrace it, let it in, and let it pass. You will have as many lifetimes as you need to perfect yourself. Do not become attached to this life or you will only prolong the suffering.

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I am in total despair. My life is over. I have already made every good memory I'll ever make. Distractions don't work anymore, hopelessness is at the forefront of my mind at all times. The real gravity of my situation has finally dawned on me and I can no longer ignore it. I'm terrified and deeply mournful. I wish my life could have been more than this.

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Thats a bad ass job bro

An Hero before it gets any worse.

Leave Jow Forums(nel) forever

>he still cares about shit
ah kids