I just want a girl to want to hug me because she wants to feel my skin against her own as much as I want to feel her skin against my own. This will never happen, and for this reason I externalize my desires onto physical objects and numbers in my bank account.
>Maybe if I have $10k I'll be happy right? Enough to go on a big vacation any time I want
Nope, didn't help
>Maybe if I have $100k I'll be happy right? Enough to escape wageslavery for decade in a shitty apartment in a shitty location if I wanted to
Nope, didn't help
>Maybe if I have $250k I'll be happy right? Enough to escape wageslavery for a decade in a nicer apartment in a nicer location if I wanted to
Nope, didn't help
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It keeps going on. I'll bring you an anecdote from Runescape
Back as a noob I was so excited to level up and get good at this game. When I got my first 1k gold I was so happy.
>I can finally buy everything in the general store, I'm finally one of the rich players now
Or so I thought
Then I got my first 100k, once again I was happy but now I had bigger desires, and this felt to me like it was elite and forward-thinking. I should never allow myself to become happy and complacent or this will hold back my drive to achieve even more, right? I went with this motto
First 1m GP I didn't even feel it
First 100m GP I didn't even notice it, I wanted more
First 1b GP I was happy, but still not enough for a partyhat
First partyhat? A purple, 1.4b. Wow, so amazing, but I wanted a blue
Two blues? 10b. I need more though, I can't even afford a purple anymore, how poor am I honestly?
It just keeps going. The more you have, the more you want. Take heed of my warning anons, it will happen to you too. All I want now is some friends to play video games with, but I have none because I focused on my career over developing social skills. May as well fucking kill myself now.
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