Is suicide inevitable for you? Do you really see yourself dying of old age?

It is the education system that brainwashes people to be blindly patriotic, The education system here is a non stop lecture about how great israel is and how happy we should be we were born here and how it is our right to be here

Whats with all the suicide threads

This is the post that might have convinced me you guys are not my crowd
No, suicide is not inevitable. I want to live long and teach younger generations.

Same here user, its like I'm a shell, I can't connect to people, I can't feel anything, I can't even cry anymore, its just constant melancholy.

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That's pretty fucking useless. Try to live your own life and not actively get rid of it for some bullshit cause.

I feel like her. But I try to find some meaning from my hobbies like running, guitar playing and languages. It's not working very well. But at least I'm don't want to kill myself.

Hopefully cigs kill me so I can die in socially acceptable way

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trannies reaching their peak

Not that guy, but you can't stop being X nationality because it's a part of objective reality: you are socialised into a culture of the X nationality, outsiders see you as a member X nationality and all that it entails. You can't just opt out of it (well maybe you can, but it takes years). If you can't change it you might as well embrace it.

I'll never understand this "hopelessness meme". If I ever feel like dying, I'm buying a plane ticket to Africa or Central Asia and going on an adventure. No, some story book treasure hunting type shit, but I'll wander the country and if some mercenary group needs me or climb some mountain or see how far I can walk/hitchhike. I won't be afraid of dying then, so I won't have to worry about the risks.

>cigs
ahh i remember now why i smoke
it was never to relieve stress as I've told countless people

time to light one up I guess

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basically doing this with alcohol

I wish I still had my hobbies with me, depression drained everything I liked from me, I used to like vidya, reading and walks but now I can't even bother reading 2 pages of a book without giving up
You clearly have no idea what its like to feel like this

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Then I suppose you still have some life left in you, I have no desire to do any such thing, I feel simply done with this reality.

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I forgot to post an image, insomnia is a bitch

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It's from having fucked up brain chemistry/wiring. Their lives could completely turn around and they'd still feel miserable.

>Is suicide inevitable for you?
Yes, but that itself doesn't really bother me. I've never seen the point in living into old age, I always figured my life would end with suicide and I've been at peace with this for as long as I can remember. What I do have an issue with is that it looks like the day is probably going to come sooner than expected. I thought I'd at least be able to live through my 20s enjoyably but I'm failing miserably.

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Fuck no suicide is cringe as fuck and for weak beta incels

I wonder how's Hitomi doing nowadays.
If she's even still alive.

Zoomies going thru their first existencial crisis

>Do you really see yourself dying of old age?
I'm only 20, but my doctor said I have internal organs of an old man.
My spine is shit, I get headache almost everyday, I can barely see ten meters in front of me.
My liver is fucked up by energy drinks, cigarettes and beer, so my lungs and heart.
Not to mention when I am relaxed my height is at least 5cm less due to my back hump

Thank you parents for buying me a PC at 7.

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The 20's are really the deciding age of your entire life, if you fuck them up you have basically no chance to recover, good luck user
This, even if I had a huge mansion and I'd be rich I'll still be depressed, depression doesn't come from lack of material things, it comes from feelings of meaninglessness in stuff that you do and constant existential dread

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Hopefully shes somewhere happy, although I really doubt she could recover from her state

i would say dont mind the anime posting Jow Forums rejects but every retard seem to be migrating to int these days

it's part of human nature to give significance to things that in reality are meaningless. music is just vibrations, paintings are just pigments on a canvas, a nation is just dirt. but we derive meaning from these things.
for me being able to trace my ancestors to my local area made me feel a great amount of sentimental attachment to my land. knowing that my father and his father and his father's father etc etc worked the land i live on and shaped my life today as well as the lives of my local community. a migrant doesnt have the same link to this land as i do. his forefathers didnt live and die on this land, they didnt fight in wars to protect it, mine did. i am part of a chain and i intend to continue it because it gives me a sense of purpose. i want to do my part to cultivate my nation because it allows me to feel connected to my ancestors and my people. what does that mean in reality? nothing maybe. but it means something to me and many others who have patriotic tendencies

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Yes. I can't live in this modern world where every single thing is irreversibly corrupt. There is no solace to be had, not even a brief respite from the unendurable mental torture. I have started to refrain from even fantasizing anymore, as I can no longer conceptualize a scenario in which there is anything even approaching happiness.

If every other possible avenue of my life ends up a bust, then yeah, probably. As long as I get my goal career and have my friends, i'll be good.

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>too far gone
>no fucks given anymore
>just keep up appearance to look sane enough
yesterday i went out to buy kfc dressed in a torn up shirt, shitstained jeans, and flip flops

but i paid with a RM100 bill so hey

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I know that feeling. Hopefully it will get better. Surely it will get better. It got somewhat better for me in recent years so I get some enjoyment from my hobbies now at least.

Basically doing this alongside alcohol and shit diet.

Nothing wrong with patriotism but there's a difference between it and unreflectively supporting anything put under the label of your nation. In the case of Anglo countries, supporting your government and political system in general is the opposite of nationalism.

No I'm actually doing something with my life

hopefully it leads to your death

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>music is just wiggly air lmao
Die please

hey, you are me. feels good when you reach this point, gotta say

i think i saw that video... she was a prostitute living in a cyber-cafe right?

I think she works at karaoke as waiter or something like that, can't remember

I want to live forever

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I don't wanna get old, that's for sure
unless they invent a cure for aging I'll off myself at 50 or 60, maybe 70 if I'm still relatively healthy (but probably not)

some e-celeb killed himself I think so now everyone is a fag