I had it all anons.
In dec, my blockfolio was 550k at its peak.
I kept refreshing, saying "hodl!", watching it dwindle down. I didn't cash anything out, waiting for that 2 million mark to make it.
>fast forward to today
I consolidated everything into SPHTX in may, thinking mainnet launch would mewn it.
I have 40k left for my net crypto worth.
I dont have a college degree or social skills at 24 years old.
I was planning on not working forever, being a SMUG NEET, and now I'm at a loss for words.
What are my options?
honestly considering suicide.
Handling crippling depression, lost gains
Hunter Hughes
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Matthew Parker
what was your initial investment?
Hudson Sanchez
330K -> 15K here
Was waiting for 1 mil
I usually think about it everyday. Some days I've let it go other days I feel hopeful it will go back. Truthfully I should let it go.
The truth is, guys you like and I, and many others on this vietnamese hentai forum, were inexperienced at got lucky. We thought we were geniuses but all we had to do was see that people were posting about a shitcoin, we had a feeling that it had moon potential, then we went balls deep.
It was a glorious time. The problem is we were too dumb and greedy. You had 2 mil in mind. I had 1 mil. Technically, we didnt have any money as nothing was actually realized. So that's why we never sold, we had our stupid target in mind and kept holding wishing it will come back. I guess that's why most people lose at this game, just dumb greed.
You gotta take this as a learning lesson and don't beat yourself up. 90% think like you. You're not special. So many people in your boat (we have one of these threads everyday). But the reason why you feel bad is because at the same time, your post indicates you had no degree, skills, and just wanted to play vidya. That money would not have made you any happier. You would have gotten bored and felt unfulfilled within a couple months anyways. There was an user on here that got rich off ETH and ate shit food everyday that he got diabetes. That's not a way to live. But because you havent worked, you didn't develop the realization of how many wage slave hours you would have to put in for that money. Same as me. It was just play and so we kept holding. Only when it is gone do you feel sorry that you wish you sold. You didn't feel it back then. Anyways, this bear market has been a good teacher. Try to do some analyzation and learn the lessons it has taught us about ourselves, money, and our lives. Not many people get brutally anally raped like we did. We could learn a few things.
Christopher Hughes
I had a similar experience and put everything in BTC now.
Christopher Russell
2k in may of 2017. bought a ton of antshares at 1$ and sold it at $50, kept compounding into coins like walton, icx, dragon, and then i got fucked.
That fucking sucks though. it's probably easier to kill myself than be a wagie. ill OD on coke fucking hookers in tijuana, if anything. i refuse to be a norman and receive a salary from a boss.
Owen Allen
A lot of suicide posts today, (I am suicidal myself). I think we are in depression for sure. Sadly I have no money left to ride this through. I'm fucked.
Anthony Brown
Thats an awful idea desu. Your gains on alts when they could parabolic will be more than btc's rise. At one point i had 68 btc. i now have 8. I want to throw up rn, ive been drinking everyday around 2 pm to dull the pain.
Im just like everyone else.
I literally lost half a million dollars.
FUCK
Aaron James
I'm similar started with Antshares too and then rode alts and didn't sell. Been wrecked too being 95% down. shit is brutal man.
Fucking hookers in tijuana would sound fun. Any user in here done that?
Landon Lewis
Are you a NEET or have to wagecuck?
Our only hope is that the next bull run is bigger than the last, where btc would go to 100k unironically. if not then im really fucked, i shouldnt have gone all in this fucking shitcoin sphtx.
Brody Morgan
I was wagecucking end of 2017 but now I'm a NEET lol. Well if it makes you feel any better I'm all in ICX.