How do I get a bad memory to stop playing? It's been replaying for maybe almost two hours. Please, I'm desperate...

How do I get a bad memory to stop playing? It's been replaying for maybe almost two hours. Please, I'm desperate. It's blocking my thoughts and keeping me awake.

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listen to drone music

No kind of music is going to help me here. It's almost as if the memory is playing louder than all sounds around me, including music I was listening to.

Get drunk

Drink until you pass out
You wanna share that memory?

It doesn't exist outside of your head so why should it exist in your head. You can't actively forget but you can redirect your mind. When you feel that thought oncoming divert your thoughts to somethibg else. Do some stretches or read a book.

Give meditation a try. Count to 3, breathe, and then begin the count again. If the memory resurfaces, relax, breathe, and then begin the count.

I am not allowed to consume alcohol by religious law.
>You wanna share that memory?
I've already shared it on Jow Forums before, and I know I can't just keep sharing it again. Maybe it's best that I don't.

what happened, bruv?

re-live it
open wide, mama, i'm coming home

Meditation.

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Hop on your bike and ride till your muscles burn and feel weak, exhaust your body until you can't no more, then you might get some sweet dreamless sleep.

Someone manipulated, sexually assaulted, sexually humiliated me in front of my family, then physically assaulted me. It sounds even more fucked up if I go into all the details. It would take up more than the Jow Forums post character limit.

And do you have to obey that religious law? It's not like God said anything about getting drunk, it's just other people that say stuff like that

It's cool man, don't let people push you into talking about it if you don't want to. I agree with find some kind of exercise you can use to wear yourself out with.

This is different from what you're thinking about, but l digress.

Hot

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get out shitskin

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Was she hot? You can make multiple posts btw

go to a psychologist

I am actually white, believe it or not, but again, let's not stray off topic.
This was a repulsive moment. I can find nothing hot about it.

no, albanians, tatar, bosnians, iranians etc are all wogs
don't fucking pretend

I'm not Muslim. I have French Acadian, Scottish, and Anglo-Saxon ancestry.

Hes a Mormon oh my god

then you dont have religious laws against alcohol

tell us your story user

Not really, but sure, keep demonstrating to everyone that you are as cultured as an American.

>I'm not Muslim. I have French [...] ancestry

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Mormonism is a cult. Get out and never look back

Did I forget to mention that for this whole recollection to make sense, I would have to give some personal details which I'm not comfortable sharing right now?
You also don't know what religion I follow. This is pointless, don't want to get into another argument about it.

Whatever you're suffering from is divine persecution from being such a fucking raghead

Ok fuck off le ebin mystery man read a book or something

>The person who did this to me was of a very specific ethnicity that's rare where I live
>Come to Jow Forums
>See that flag
>Memory starts replaying
I mean I guess I could obviously stop posting on Jow Forums but I don't want to.

Ok i found your thread on the archive. All I can say is that you deserved that for being a homo

I wish you got fucked with a bayonet

link please

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OK, well I maybe left out some details that time. It's even worse than you might think. I posted the actual true story on /lgbt/ because I thought they would take it better, and it's much worse than me just being a homo.

thx
Based estonians correcting canadian homo whimps
Why did you lie about religious laws? You're a fag so you're already breaking the most basic rules

I'm a pagan and I have spoken to gods personally and they told me that I cannot drink alcohol.

the paan gods would want you ritually hanged and thrown into the bog

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Whatever you say, finngoloid.

the pagans were even less tolerant of fags than the early christian
in fact if a viking got referred to as by a slur that meant "somone who gets fucked in the ass" he was legally allowed to kill the one that threw the insult

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>killing homophobes in retaliation was legal
Based

if being gay was acceptable wouldn't have been an insult
germanic languages are so basic the word was entirely descripitive

>if being gay was acceptable wouldn't have been an insult
We still have the word faggot, you know, and it's not like an archaic word.

What if I wanted to fuck my wife in her popo

Faggot isnt descriptive
No point in arguing with retardagans i suppose
you didn't insult women with it you retard

Yes it actually is if you look into the etymology of it.

You know that faggot means a bundle of sticks, right? translate it into Italian and you have fasci which is the first half of fascism and ask the Italian fascists what they thought of homosexuals

>if you look into the etymology
do you even know what descriptive means you fucking inbred