Self made millionaire 32 year old boomer

just read books all day, id do that were i a millionaire

Seriously something like this may help you.
I don't know if you want to write books or paint or what, maybe learning to fight? I don't know. But probably something outside your comfort zone.

Invest in entrepreneurs or medicine. Start your business. Setup a goal and do it you pathetic betacuck.

start playing dota2

That's what happens. That's why rich people work to become more rich. Nobody retires at 30 y/o.

As for the social aspects of life, now that you're rich you should only hang with people of similar status. Or be as humble as possible. Poorer people will have an inferior complex. Congratulations you are now privileged person.

As for women, that's how it is for some. The chase is so much more fulfilling than the prize itself. Just hafta keep finding one worth keeping.

Get a wife and kids and settle down in the mountains next to a stream and mess around with the dogs all day

can't read either. i read every day earlier, but i haven't turned on my kindle for months.

what's the point, though

problem is, i don't really have 'colleagues' i always worked on my own. how do i become friends with 'people of similar status' without having any connections?

Watch some Jordan Peterson videos. Help yourself and clean your room, bucko.

either go to a therapist or gamble til u eventually lose it all and kys. That's what i would do at least senpai

You should try playing music : piano guitare, something that motivates you. Also music on computer ?
Go on hike take a van, your full stuff and loose yourself in the mountain, take some great photos, put yourself in danger.
Now that you're in the 0.1% richest person in the world it's time to become the 0.1% best skilled person in the world (in a field you enjoy). Real friends will follow

OP...... buy an AK-47 VEPR and go shooting and your whole mindset on life will change.

Just do it

jokes on you I'm poor and I don't care about social interaction haha

>0.1% best skilled person in the world (in a field you enjoy)
any tips on interesting fields to build skills in?

Oh also I don't think there's some being completely satisfied forever formula. Nice people will make you bitter, angry and sad... but if you're lucky you may find a couple that are a slightly less unsufferable. If your expectations from people are really low, at some point it's really hard to be more disappointed.

My man you gotta read "The subtle art of not giving a fuck". I was like you, completely indifferent to everything. Seems counter intuitive but this book helped me a lot.

Would have hoped you had plans on what to do before becoming financially independently, financially independently. Ive been in since 2011 and have seen lots of people retire off crypto.
>move to another country, enroll in language school, start a business, meet someone, get married
>party in LA getting wrapped up in drugs before burning out years later and marrying a bottle service girl and becoming spiritual
>start a crypto related business or site, travel to crypto cons
>enroll in college to get a degree and id imagine impress roasties with your immense wealth

Guess I can drop my own blog here:

I started trading at 25yo(28 yo now).
No millionaire and I don't even care to become one, I managed to secure a moderate living with it.

I trade as a hobby, because it's the only thing that kept me away from suicide after a huge depression, I seriously am tired of life.

When I got unemployed I said fuck it, and never looked back, since I wasn't afraid of losing I kept gambling on each trade until I figured out a pattern to day trade two particular stocks that now make me earn a lot.

The thing that got me depressed beyond relief is the social aspect, just like you OP, I came to realize that it doesn't matter how much money, I make, how successful I am at what I do I will always be socially inept.

Now I only wish of being employed as a professional trader(it's actually easier than on your own) but I have no idea how to do so as an amateur, or any social connection for it.

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try jiu jitsu or muay thai

get fit, kick ass, and learn confidence at the same time

you need that struggle in your life or you will die as a man

if you dont like violence do bodybuilding or some sport like biking i dont know

just dont be down

i'm not actually indifferent though, i know what i want to work on (money was never my goal) since i was a kid, and my 'goal' never changed.
it's just a 'concious goal' and for whatever reason i don't seem to genuinely want it. can't work on it. but my end goal is satisfying myself so my brain will let me work on what i actually want. i don't see the point in living a life of nihilism, or whatever. i want something that makes me feel motivated and lets me work on what i 'conciously want'.

I kinda felt going into a existentialist slump like yours this year, due to my crypto investiments going to shit, my increasingly shittier social life and a bleaker and cynical look on life.

But recently I've read the following link which kind of improved my overall look on things (really, read it all): markmanson.net/the-one-rule-for-life

And do the following, start each day (e.g. after waking up) by thinking about five things you're grateful about in your life (bonus if you have a gratitude journal). You'll see that things are not that bad :)

Also, do you have any tips for a SW developer in order to start a business?

Look into Buddhism user.
Once you realize that your identity was completely formed by society you realize there's no point in making developing your image (wealth, status, accomplishments). Focus instead on having a good experience, hobbies where you get lost in the moment, being mindful of your health, and helping others have a good experience as well. That's what I like about Jow Forums, you don't have an identity here or anything to work towards so theres no pressure.

The truth is you will find so much peace with this, you're trying to hard user, keep it simple

Eh, guess I wasn't the first one to recommend something from Mark Manson. :)

Money and possessions will never satisfy the eyes of man

Jesus said what will it profit a man if he gained the whole world yet lose his own soul?

You need Jesus Christ in your life

Are you fat and ugly? Of course you hate everything. What’s the point of having money if people won’t give you respect. Lose some weight and start taking care of your appearance.

If you are a self-made millionaire at 32, what are you complaining about? You've made it. This is all that there is to life. Life doesn't have a higher purpose than escaping wage cuck slavery and having all your needs met. And having the funds to enjoy some wants as well.

I am one-third a Canadian millionaire thanks to wage cucking while living at home + crypto investing. I am not where I need to be to escape wage cuck slavery for life. Unless I have a short life. Once I become a multi-millionaire, I am just going to live the NEET lifestyle and enjoy a quiet life. Bitches ain't shit. They are just a warm wet moist hole that you dump a load in. Friends ain't shit. They just want to use you for their own benefit. Hell even my family ain't shit.

>traveled a lot, hit on girls, but the moment i feel like i could lay them i lose all interest and just can't get myself to interact with them anymore.

Also you sound full of shit sorry user. You traveled to hit on the girls, and then lost interest? Sounds like cope. You THINK you had a chance of not being rejected, and rather than finding out if you were right, you’d rather “lose interest” to protect your ego.

“Hitting” on girls is different than “fucking” a lot of girls.

I’m not saying girls are the end all be all. But I feel like you’re glossing over something important here.

You’ve done extremely well in an area of life that over 99% of the world wants. You should be proud of yourself.

Maybe the problem is that you have this inflated ego that you’re great (which sense as you became rich), but you don’t want to venture into new territory if you feel you won’t be as great (aka women).

You’re actually in a good place because you’re young. But I wouldn’t beat yourself up so much. Take some time to learn and “figure yourself” out. Somewhere in there, you’ll find the new challenges in the road ahead, and forge meaning from that.

OP

What's the best way to keep from burning out when writing code? Also, it feels like I use tutorials as a crutch and I freeze up when trying to write anything on my own. Advice?

>Also you sound full of shit sorry user. You traveled to hit on the girls, and then lost interest? Sounds like cope. You THINK you had a chance of not being rejected, and rather than finding out if you were right, you’d rather “lose interest” to protect your ego.
Exactly. If you use your wealth to get girls, you are nothing more than a glorified john.
If you want to get pussy for real, you need to be Chad or you need to gain status.
This white rapper is not a Chad in the traditional sense but he has so much status that he has thots throwing themselves at him at his shows. And he turns them down because he fell for the monogamy meme youtube.com/watch?v=mDIqaGjdE-4

As someone who isn't fully rich (I have a fair amount of LIQUID wealth, which is more than can be said for a lot of wage cucks) but doing pretty well for myself, I fantasise about being a white rapper Chad all the time. Because my money ain't shit. I have fucked some pretty hot sluts (escorts). Some really hot fucking tanned white girl clubbing sluts. The type of girls in high school and college that I longed for from the side lines. And I still feel depressed afterwards. Because I know that her heart is reserved for Chad.

>wat do.
Keep challenging yourself. Shit, if you're an actual multimillionaire you can easily take nine months off and circumnavigate the world alone in a sail boat (+3 months intensive prep). A used seaworthy 41 footer would be like 100k, or a new one for 350k. Not much interaction with people unless you plan it that way.

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It's this or DEATH
youtube.com/watch?v=fEwlCwQyO8Q
If you don't have girls worshipping you like this, what's the point?

maybe start studying something, either by yourself or at university. something you always wanted to know better, chemistry..physics, then cure cancer or figure out how gravity works.

or just try to sozialicem in the beginning it will be awkward and frustrating but with time youll know your ways.
also force yourself to go outside and walk, some oxygen in brain really helps, even if you really dont feel like it, gotta ask urself if you are stronger or your part that wants to stay inactive.

Alternatively give money to me and I'll make more out of it and take a share in case you need more.

Sounds like you just want the chase, find something you can't attain and pursue it fruitlessly.

never again

You need to find meaning. Spend some of that money on a good clinical psychologist to gain a little perspective on finding that meaning.

like, made license keys? or to a company?

you must find your true will
we are going to be dust again, the only thing that remains is our legacy

get a job. like a real fucking wagecuck job. you'll figure out what you want to do when you dont have time to do it

>get a job. like a real fucking wagecuck job. you'll figure out what you want to do when you dont have time to do it
been there dun that bro. when i was a wage cuck, I fantasized about having free time to play vidya, shitpost, watch animu, watch Netflix, etc. Then when I actually became NEET, I got completely bored of vidya, animu, Netflix, etc. VERY QUICKLY. I shitpost still but that's only because I can't think of anything better to do. I am bored af. I took up crypto trading in order to keep busy and make money. But boredom is still a bitch.

I started building things. Built a workshop in my backyard then came back and finished the interior to be an home office. Replacing the porch this winter. Then a shed for my boat and a new master bedroom addition. thats the next 3 years.

Last night I was fucking excited when I saw the new weekly episode of Better Call Saul up on ThePirateBay. I get on dat VPN and torrent that shit. Then 44 minutes later, it's over. And then you're left saying to yourself, "what now? Everything I haven't watched on Netflix already is shit. I lost interest in video games. I lost interest in anime. I can't be trading crypto 16/7. What now?"

Don't get me wrong, wage cucking is fucking misery. I bitch about my boredom but you don't see me going out shooting resumes to Mr. Shekelstein do you? lmao.

I've come to the conclusion that life is suffering. Unless you are rich. And even then, rich people get bored and need to find hobbies to stimulate themselves. That's why rich people continue to work after 30. But the difference is that for a rich person, a job is a hobby for them. Something to stimulate their mind. For a wage cuck, a job is a necessity. They are forced to work jobs that they hate in order to buy shit they need.

I'm 31 and have almost nothing in the bank.

But I can say OP you missed out on some good times.

company.

idk man, i did burn out. the only thing that kept me coding is that i fucked up all other areas of my life hard enough to still keep it the most lucrative part kinda

idk man. idk what i'd tell myself if i could go back in time. maybe to keep an open mind. i had a lot of unsuccessful projects before finally making it. but not 100% sure atp if it all was worth it, i did sacrifice a lot of my health. also wanted much more than just money with my programs, but rn that's p much all i got

Sounds like run of the mill clinical depression dude. Go talk to someone and jump on meds for a little bit if necessary. Nothing wrong with that.

did you watch The Package
shit is lol

>I'm 31 and have almost nothing in the bank.
>But I can say OP you missed out on some good times.
Balance is needed in life. High time preference is bad if you have nothing left in the bank account and are now poor. Deferral of gratification is no good if you never get to enjoy your wealth. Or if you have an early death.
I am praying for an early death so that I don't have to work no more. That's probably the best thing. I'm already 33. What do I need to live to 80 for? I never slayed without having to pay for it. The hottest girl who let me hump her without having to pay for it left me for Chad. I'm not going to get married to a roastie and be her slave and be a slave to the bankers getting a mortgage to buy a home for our family.

The human brain is designed to never be truly satisfied with the status quo, unless you're either an anomaly or able to control your emotions very efficiently.

The only thing to do is either
A: Distract yourself, be it drugs, food, women, religion or whatever you find numbing
Or
B: Set a goal and pursue it.

That's how our brains work. We're machines with a certain code, written to pursue certain actions to assure our reproduction.

Truth is, we're all slowly decaying and the second we pull our heads above the stressful confined ratrace that is get an eduction, job and work like hell, we realise how hopeless, scary, lonely and confusing our world really is.

joe rogan that you?

self projection to the max holy fuck

>assure our reproduction.
Yeah that's the thing, after I became red pilled and eventually black pilled, I realized that getting married and having kids is a scam. If a man has no desire to reproduce, he has no purpose in life. The suicidal ideation makes sense because if you're not going to reproduce, your genes are going to die with you anyways. I don't want to be some beta cuck provider for some roastie and be a slave to my employer and be a slave to the bankers (mortgage). Death is preferable to slavery in my mind. 95-99% of first worlders were born as slaves. And probably 99+% of humanity (if you include the third world) period lives in slavery.

do you have absolutely no desire to reproduce?
what exactly is preventing you from reproducing?

This

Same boat OP

>tfw retired self made millionaire
>tfw not quite rich enough to travel the world partying like a celeb doing whatever I want
>literally just rich enough to live off of ~60k/year

I'm basically just a standard dude living a normal life, except 9-5 I don't work I just sleep in and watch TV and shit.

This. Get a puppy, a van, a good camera and go see the country taking landscape photos. Smash ho’s along the way..

sad trips

Thanks for the advice. I guess.

the 'freezing up when trying to write my own' thing never happened to me, though. i could never do tutorials and generally could always only do everything my own way. i had to fail everything myself several times before i could get myself to look at how someone else solved that problem.

>do you have absolutely no desire to reproduce?
>what exactly is preventing you from reproducing?
gynocentric family court laws for one
I also don't want to take on that responsibility desu. It's bad enough having to support myself. I don't want the life of a small human being in my hands. Also birthing a child into a life of wage cuck slavery is cruel. I hate my mother for giving birth to me.

>NPC

start fasting

look up the Snake Diet on youtube

you guys are onto something. not about the women in general, i legit absolutely was unable to find the slightest interest in any of them once i felt like they've given in.
but the girl i first dated, i couldn't get her and still can't get her no matter how hard a tried/try. she's still teasing me from time to time, gets in contact with me then disappears. probably just depressed/trying to figure women out cuz i can't get her.

go do multiple ayahuasca sessions in the peruvian amazon. it didn't do shit for me, but i think that's because i didn't really need it (am relatively happy, normal person). it sounds like you're depressed and you don't even know the source of your depression. all it takes is a bit of courage and it could be the best thing you've ever done. it's worked absolute wonders for some people; like a rebirth

Use your money to build a non profit school with free tuition

If you dig deep enough, you can realize that you are missing kids. Its built in you.

schools suck. i come from a country with 'free' education, which gives college teachers an insane amount of power. it would be millions times more efficient if every 18 year old just got the funds and could do whatever they wanted with it. fine, the state should tell them what they can't, e.g. not spend it on drugs, but if someone wants to found a small company, make a band, try him/herself as a writer by taking 2 years off, they should be able to do that instead of forcing everyone to go to college.
'free' tuition means that everyone who doesn't go to college pays the tuition of those who do, if in no other way then by receiving less benefits than they would if the state didn't fund tuitions.
it's a horrible system and only really beneficial for college teachers

Use some of your money to pay for therapy

Maybe this

So don't build an academic one, maybe something more like a MOOC, but not online.

>What's the point though

Why don't you chop your arm off if None of it matters cuck. That will give you some new meaning to your life.

Its called a library. You follow your curiosity, maybe spend a lot of time bored. Doesn't matter. Start reading about people. People that interest you that did interesting things in the past. Read about their lives. Read any subject that interests you. Don't put pressure on yourself to make decisions.

that still forces kids to take courses. nah if i did something like that i'd just 'invest' in kids that they can spend on whatevre they want, but
1. there's no way it'd be profitable (though i think on state-level it'd be)
2. i'm not that rich.

pretty sure this post is autism

I wish I could try to initiate you user, but I fear doing so requires you to be in person with me.

Aside from this I would recommend you focus on your body. Once you have hardened your body (martial arts, general athleticism, etc) you can focus on your spirit. If you wish to learn about the Order of Hashem, please contact me at [email protected]

sorry pal, the only cult allowed on Jow Forums is chainlink

>the moment i feel like i could lay them i lose all interest
pretty sure you're just a faggot, OP

You are trying to fill a hole with money. Should probably use some of that money for a therapist to find out the real issue then come up with a solution for that.
Alternatively: en.wikisource.org/wiki/Moral_letters_to_Lucilius
Welcome to reality, user. Nothing will ever be enough, even if you avoid unreasonable expectations. Your soul is programmed to be dissatisfied. The best you can do is plan your life in a way that gives you steady, small moments of conscious satisfaction throughout the day, every day.

Happiness is an emotion, which, as every other emotion, has it's triggers, purpose, and duration.
What triggers happiness is the fulfilment of goals/wishes that are of high importance to a person. It comes as a reward and it's addictive because its purpose is to create a note in your mind and make you want to do more things that lead to that nice feeling and live a purposeful life (or you can just take drugs and have it instantly). But it fades away because you can't stagnate in life, there is no such thing that will make you happy forever because that would mean your life is over and you have no more quests to fulfill so you can just die. You can't be high on one big sniff forever. Don't expect to be happy if the circumstances you brought yourself into do not match your true wishes, no matter how good they may seem objectively. But if you think surreal gains will make you happy for life, you are wrong. Your brain needs to move on and you will always want more or something different. That's perfectly fine because otherwise, life would be easy and boring

You are a dork

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OP here btw.

this amount of insight really was unexpected and i did get a lot closer to know what my real issue is.
didn't really think posting this on Jow Forums would actually be beneficial lol. like, why would i even post this on Jow Forums.
this board really is for something much more than just "the discussion of topics related to business, economics, finan..."
there is something here you just can't find anywhere else on the internet.

thank you a lot guys. i am gonna keep this thread in mind and eventually going to take a look at all the videos posted / books recommended ITT.

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Hi, user, again
One of the bitter lessons in life is no matter your external circumstances, your internals will remain mostly the same.
Your pleasure response is from dopmaine, and it quickly wears off. Modern society is designed to wreck you. What makes you "happy" quickly fades away.
What do?
1st dont kys. This is fixable.
2nd if you really think you are unmotivated, stop doing activities that aggravate it. Marijuana is really bad for it (sad!)
3rd you need to start doing things different. Stop looking for reward and fulfuliment in outcomes. Seek it in your actions. But how you feel in the process does not have to be correlated to the outcome. Does that make sense?
Money can hurt or help you. It is hurting you right now because your existing mental problems are not stable. It is adding fuel to the fire. Dont quit, be grateful for your money, but view this as the ultimate sign that even after $ sex and travel you will still be unfulfilled - unless you deal with your internal world.

I guess I'll add in too. I'm the same age as you, although I spent my 20's adventuring and training in athletics. It sounds like you just lack social experience, like you have spent too much time, too many decades, alone in front of a computer without friends and experiences and meaningful life stuff. Your world is empty if all you have in it is a computer. You have a fantastic position to start your adult life in though, having that much money means you can live life on your own terms, you can buy whatever you need and above all, you don't have to waste time doing stupid shit like working a wagie job.

You need people. Find people, make sure people are physically around you, and things will get better. You will discover things about yourself that you didn't know just by being around other people. Whatever you do, don't stay in isolated computer world.

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Yeah sounds like you need to get on a 420 diet not because you "need an addiction" but because you need actual anti-burnout medicine.

It will reset your brain after some months of continuous use, but protip find a woman beforehand

>googled 420 diet

youtube.com/watch?v=brPRr6DVGe0

this video is SO sad : (

Maybe you're LARPing, but I'll give you a serious response. I was in a similar situation, chasing the almighty dollar and building a fortune is a fulltime job - once you arrive you're ignorant about many things. How do you find meaning in a harsh world?
I recommend finding a life coach, it's a shortcut. They specialize in helping bored rich people find themselves.
The long way is finding your path. You busted your ass to make that money, why did you do it? For real? Was it really to live an easy life? There are easier ways to get your dick wet, and coast without problems. I'm assuming from your post that you care about being somebody, you're bragging on an anonymous image board about your achievements. Why is it important to you that we're impressed? Follow that thought.

>I'm assuming from your post that you care about being somebody, you're bragging on an anonymous image board about your achievements. Why is it important to you that we're impressed? Follow that thought.

could be, but i don't think it's recognition i'm looknig for, and def. don't think it's the reason i pointed the part that i made money out. i think it's a pretty crucial part of my issue and also big part of what makes it relate to this board. i made lotsa money and completely blocked down. omitting the 1st part would make my situation pretty damn different.

how is lifecoach better than a therapist? and i did attend a local therapist, but holy shit, she's just really fucking bad. will probably look up 1 on the internet, but i actually been to 2 so far in my life and both really just sucked

i did 'slip' about how much money i made often in real life 'unintentionally', though

hmm...

Are you me

>I hate my mother for giving birth to me.

Jesus man. Of course you didn't ask to be born into this mortal coil (none of us did), but to go as far as to hate your own parents... You're a bit fucked in the head.

Look up Sadhguru.

take some lsd or dissociatives for some introspection

Go to a trading company and show them how much money you've made trading "as a hobby". If you're nto larping you will get hired on the spot