/cum/ - canada, usa, mexico

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The only time we have is life.

imma tell my mum next time i see my therapist

And it’s a scam

Real talk though
Couldn’t imagine being a 5’9 or below man

How old are you?

I'm about 5'6. Maybe a little taller. It's not a problem though.

27

the no edition edition

You said that before. Shit or get off the pot you fucking coward.

i don't get suicidal people desu
what makes them glorify their death or wanting to die? it's the opposite of how the mind works...

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Life is a meme

Have you been out of the house much?

how do you think your fathers would react when you tell them you're trans?

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:)

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It's not so much a desire to die so much as a feeling that life isn't worth living anymore or that there's no hope left.
t. have had thoughts of suicide in the past

what does that even mean? .-.

I've hated being alive since i was old enough to have thoughts of my own (around 8-9) I've wanted to die since then.
People are, by and large trash and this life holds nothing for me.

Why

not good

Can you remember a time when you didn't feel the way you're feeling now?

oh, well, i'm glad you're over that phase
but, why?
people are not trash, what are you talking about?

he said before 8-9

A girl winked at me and I got hard

It ebbs and flows in severity, there was a 7-8 month period when i fell in love the first time that things felt different, but otherwise no.

ouch, that sucks
what do you think they would do to you after you tell them?

Yes

I just completed my last requirement for my degree

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Think for a second: if it's up and down periodically, and you've felt better before, isn't it logical to assume that you can feel better in the future?

Nope, it says here you still need to do the penis inspection with prof epstein

>people are not trash, what are you talking about

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I love canadians

im actually enjoying competitive overwatch after the patch

it's probably early adulthood depression, i was pretty depressed from 18-25 or so

>Overwatch

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you get hard with simple interactions, don't ya?
c'mon user, there's gotta be way more times where you felt happy, you're exaggerating it
you're the one who's being mean here, not me

I meant the wanting to die and actively thinking about it does, I'm still dissatisfied with life regardless.


I don't use this as any sort of justification, but if every human that wanted to die did, that's a big chunk of emissions cut out.

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I think it's an increasing problem. Suicide is one of the top causes of death for young people. Alcohol related liver damage in young people is also increasing.

you've called me mean twice today now, and i don't feel even slightly bad about it

>early adulthood
>8 or 9

I'm 28 now. I'm used to it by now and still lead a somewhat productive life.

i'm not saying that to make you feel bad, but to make you realize you're not acting nice like someone should

just ate a dave's double

Perfect satisfaction is not a realistic goal. We can't be perfectly satisfied with everything in life; if we were then that'd be a real reason to not continue living. The composer Dmitri Shostakovich (fascinating life BTW) said that a composer keeps writing music because he wasn't totally satisfied with his last work. Likewise, there are always things in life that can be improved.

i find the main thing to keep from getting depressed is to keep busy, having hobbies is important
also try to get good sleeps, drink moderately (not until black out) and try to not eat too many carbs/sugar

Perfection doesn't exist, i would never use that word. "Dissatisfied by life" may not be the best term to use to describe the emptiness and weltschmerz, but i didn't want to sound overly autistic trying to describe the feeling.

Go ahead and try.

Did you get it without pickles?

I like when brown girls wear yellow because they look like sunflowers.

yeah, and no tomato, i dont like wendy's pickles and they usually use those really cheap field tomato that taste bad
for me, it's roma or hot house tomatos

This is all good advice. I've also found exercise to be a potent antidepressant. A quarter mile per day of jogging, then a slow increase in distance each day.

I love when they wear orange. Reminds me of leaves on a tree in fall.
Any fall colors on brown girls.

Took my gf and my mom to Walmart

It’s so fucking hot

I've tried everything but pharmaceuticals.
Cycling feels good when you get so exhausted that your vision begins to narrow and get dark around the edges and the only thing keeping you going is the desperate need to inflict more pain on yourself, to kick just a little harder. Buuuuut, you have to come back down to earth sooner or later.

Do you experience symptoms other than the thought that life is not worth the effort? Feelings of hopelessness or despair? Feeling like crying? Not wanting to get out of bed?

I exercise for an hour and a half every day and used to be on antidepressants but they didn’t help
Still think life is pointless

go see a therapist and get some anti depressants friend :(
i don't want to see you like this

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fucking limp dick circle jerk

Which medication? Sometimes it takes some tampering to get to the right medication and dosage.

Yes
No
No
No

Just stop being trans.

i like it when boys wear tight clothes desu

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Which other symptoms do you experience?

>go see a therapist and get some anti depressants friend :(
DO NOT do this
it almost always makes things worse

Zoloft Prozac and Celexa

This. Especially if they're revealing. I love seeing the contours of the male body.

None really
I just don’t see life as worth living
I wanna seem normal so I still have a social life even though I find it boring

disagree
people i know that have been sad and went to see a therapist changed for the better

LGBT+ community is an embarrassment.

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>Especially if they're revealing
yes, this very much

Those are all of the SSRI class. If you see a psychiatrist, tell them your past experience with those medications (they'll probably ask you). There's a bunch of commonly used medications outside of the SSRI class, and some of them work very well in people that didn't do so well on SSRIs.

Cried a bunch recently, before 02, may, 2017 i hadn't cried in about 7-8 years. I've been loafing around a lot more in the past 4 months and not staying as active.

I'm too afraid to.

Really feeling the vodka rn

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I don’t think it’s a brain imbalance or whatever
Just don’t see a point to life

Don't be afraid to seek help. If you're concerned about being hospitalized, remember that in this day and age it's not easy to get someone hospitalized for depression. Depending on the state, there are different criteria, but generally they have to prove that you're dangerous to yourself or others, like if you actually have a concrete plan for suicide or homicide.

You mix it or just sip/take shots?

I like my liquor like i like my ladies
Corn based, and rested in oak.

why are you afraid?
tell me, do you want to change? do you want to feel better and stop feeling how you feel now? do you wish to be more positive? then go for it, take the risk
don't get too drunk, user

t.

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I don't think that depression or any mental problem is necessarily 100% derived from chemical imbalances in the brain. I just know that medication often helps those who are in therapy. The most effective approach seems to be both medication and therapy.

Since I started smoking weed my dreams have gotten more realistic and I always wake up feeling emotionally shattered either due to something that happened in the dream or because I wake up and realize I’ll never see the people from my dreams again
Once had a dream that lasted about 5 years and included me getting married and having a kid

What kind of clothing would that be?

I'm afraid of taking the drugs. I know how to lie and avoid hospitalization.
No one that knows me in the fleshspace knows how i feel, so I'll just do what every human does. Live until i die, be it natural or self inflicted.

Skin-fitting underarmor or athletic clothes, some types of swimsuits

yesterday, after i went to bed, i got a (You) from some complete fucking retard that thought only rich people could afford to eat a healthy diet

jesus christ why are fatties so stupid?

Based. One of the worst events in my life was caused by a Dave's triple

So if I were running in winter in my spandex or swimming in swim briefs you'd check me out?

Don't be afraid about taking medication. They usually start at a low dose just to see if there are any side effects. If there are nasty side effects, they take you off the drug. If there aren't, they may increase the dose until you notice a change. If you don't notice a change, they'll lower the dose back down again and eventually take you off of it.

I'm old, the only dante i know looks like this

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why would you be afraid of taking medicine? it will make you feel better friend
>nobody knows how i feel
trust me, that's a lie, a lot of people know that pain
don't see life like that, see it as a unique experience in which you have the freedom to do whatever you want, do good things for all of us and do things better for future generations

Maybe. I generally prefer guys within a few years of my age (22), so late teens to mid or late twenties. If I see a guy who looks attractive I'll sometimes glance over at him. I won't stare or ogle though. That's rude.

No, i never said anything about wanting to change. I just told the other guy to hang instead of shoot himself out of consideration for whoever finds the body.

clothing that makes their bodies more visible
it can be whatever

I didn't mean that nobody understands me or my feelings, i meant that i keep them hidden from everyone that knows me. Aloof. Detached.

My brother in law used to smoke weed some years back, and while he did that, his dreams were crazier than normal. Trippy stuff.

what happened? i haven't had a triple in a long time

Do you have an outlet for this side of you? Something creative, perhaps?

any1 here based?

but you should change for the better, user
you should also try to talk about your feelings to your loved ones so they can help you with it

i've been told that i'm pretty based (and even redpilled)