I am trying to open up and put myself out there but I just can't.. here's all the shit that failed..
>try to do volunteer cooking for eldery work, it is fine but hard for me to socialize with the others, I tried but... first week met a nice girl, second week she didn't go, never hung out and I quit >play flute well and went to play at a bar, so nervous I'm shaking, embarrassed to be in front of others, feel depressed because there are confident musicians and singers there with happy lives and relationships, I never contact again or go back >try to work with people online to make music, none of them have a song for me, one promised to work with me then ditched me without word for another singer >tried to work with a local producer, so nervous I can barely sing, and he also said the sings I composed are bad >try to maintain a friendship with this girl, she doesn't keep her word, gets clingy, then decides she hates me after I lent my expensive music stuff to work on, won't return it so I have to sue her for it >tried to find ex bf to talk to him and see how he is doing, turned into a huge shitshow, realized I came here for him and wasted even more of my life >gave up chances to model because I was convinced I am hideous >approaching 30 and I am still miserable and hopeless
I want to work on this but it seems like my emotionally instability means I need to spend my life doing everyone on my own. I have a couple friends left now but I have to leave this country.. There's more but my rant is already long. I come here because I rather talk to you then the adv board, they are all incels or people who say "omg just be happy it's okay" like that works
What about conscription? The military made me less of a sperg.
Justin Butler
sorry I wasn't clear I am female, and I don't want to get raped or kill people for a living :/ I just want confidence and not nerves whenever I am not by myself, and starting to think it's not possible. I feel scared of the world.
Jose Reyes
You are a woman, just find someone to settle with on work or a white tourist with yellow fever. You don't nerd to try hard to find a companion.
Chase Johnson
ooh hihi hello !! doo uu have discord hihi?
Benjamin Brown
>don't want to get raped What's wrong with your military culture if rape is prevalent enough for it to be a fear? >or kill people for a living Last time any Korean soldier killed someone was in Vietnam. Anyway, the POG life isn't bad.
Josiah Russell
so what do you want to do exactly? music industry isn't for you obviously you also talk a lot about girls but mention ex bf,what is it that u want
finding a good companion is harder than just finding someone to fill that spot I was really hurt by ny ex who was the first man I ever really trusted.. I don't want to go through that again
I think I am too different from most people and others like me wouldn't find.me
I'm American and military culture hates women around the world. They don't care what happens to female soldiers. I already grew up with ingrained misogynistic ideas in my head and find it hard to deal with.
I wanted the girl to be my friend. I only like men romantically.
Ethan Perry
tits or gtfo
Jaxson Parker
shut up pog
Charles Green
it's cute thanks I like myself when I'm by myself or with close friends, most people don't like me much
I get the thrill from sports and dance desu
I'm indie so it's not a career but a passion, I did music my entire life actually, but the idea of fame makes me feel nauseous
Why are you in Korea? Please tell me you're not an English teacher
Samuel Baker
Bullshit. You have a pussy in between your legs and you can use it to do anything you want. You were born in a place of opportunities not a corrupt 3rd world shithole, you are just being melodramatic here. If they dumped you over some other better musician no one can blame them. Theres literally no way you can fuck things up as a woman unless you are ugly as fuck, which I am sure you aren't.
Charles Cook
Based. My first command is in a shore duty base with barely any
Caleb Brooks
it's sad men think this way like really sad to me...
I can't be a teacher here and wouldn't want to, they're so weird. I have tutored different subjects and some oddjobs to survive and had some money from doing a medical study in the us, and I originally came to learn about it, left, came back because of my ex.. I don't have the strength to relive the details of that but he was very unstable and made me feel guilt for leaving so I stayed here even though we don't even talk anymore.. I felt so guilty..because he said he wanted to die when I left.... I can leave anytime so I think I'm finally stable to leave
I feel like a broken person, but I don't hate myself exactly, just society?
Alexander Diaz
yeah bro, you like to dance? That's great, the Military has a perfect job for you! We're looking for Aircraft Munitions technicians right now, you'll be perfect. It's just like ballet except instead of dancing you're loading bombs onto airplanes; you'll be perfect bro. It's got a $2,000 signing bonus, you'll be one of those Call of Duty war heroes in no time dude. All we need to do is sign some papers real quick
Jose Walker
stupid get
James Harris
Thank you for your service
Anthony Jackson
ill fuck you with my hung aryan dick then you will feel better
it's stupid the world got you instead of any of the other sperms
jk I'm secretly Satan
this thread is stupid.. but it does help me whether you guys believe me or even care, it's free therapy
Connor James
More like FLACID and GYPSY dick
Justin Edwards
woah there high speed, Recruiting Command says we need more female applicants, so unless you're trying to kiss a buzzsaw with your pee-pee, you can go ahead and beat feet, hooah?
Isaiah Campbell
>Recruiting Command says we need more female applicant B-but muh 99 ASVAB. For real though, I think that only happens with officer candidates
Nicholas Howard
It's literally impossible for a girl to be truly unhappy in this day and age. Unless you're extremely ugly, of course.
Jason Kelly
What exactly made him become unstable? Did he had a stressful job or insecurities and feared that you might've been cheating on him? The way you talk makes it seem like he randomly became someone like that and he didn't show any symptoms of it before.
Why the fuck are you in Korea? Did someone give you a job offer there or what?
You always the option to move to another country with koreaboo, like Indonesia. Teach English/Korean, I bet many will pay you good salaries. Also living in Indonesia is pretty lax, not so stressful, lot of nice people.
Justin Allen
oh, you're infected with the feminist horseshit. That's why no real man wants to touch you, not "emotional instability"(aka being a normal woman)
Benjamin Ortiz
>99 ASVAB HOLY SHIT! You didn't tell me I was dealing with a MacArthur Genius here! Step on in hero, right this way... You want a tee shirt and some shitty branded trinkets made in China? No? Too bad, here's a box full- I need the floor space that's been taking up. Go pass them out to your nasty little friends and mention my name. Anyways, I might be able to work something out for a little braniac like you. How does Military Police sound? You'll love it- just like being a real police officer; you even get a real gun and a little badge and everything! High speed pursuits, hostage situations and shit, you'll love it bro! Let's go ahead and knock out some paperwork real quick. I recommend a 6-year contract to let the boys down at MEPS know you mean business...
Kayden Torres
is it necessary? it will clog the thread.. I don't want to put someone else's personal life out there especially because I still care about him but as I understand it he was lonely, he left Korea as a kid and came back as an adult, friends would leave, ex gf was abusive, after I left he went back to her and hated me somehow for that, sigh.. this is all the past but the scares are still under my skin, my childhood sucked worse than this too. it is possible to be unhappy when you battle traumas every night or when you get a panic attack.. I know it sounds dumb to people who haven't experienced it though
and also traveling and immersing in other cultures is my dream so I live in other countries on purpose. is it bad? Korea was a 1 year plan, but this man changed my priorities.. I was young and I really liked him
Guys.. I need to take a break from the thread sorry... continue to shitpost :)
Grayson Hernandez
No offebse but you're such a basic roastie, seriously boring
Jack Young
damn dude, looks like your life is a wreck.
You know who's good at cleaning up wrecks? US Military Motor Transportation specialists. You'll love it bro. No sign on bonus unfortunately, but I'll give you a pity E-3 sew-on since your life's a joke right now. You'll have a blast my guy, you get to drive your own little tow truck with a machine gun on it. Everyone on facebook will be stupid jealous when you start posting boot pictures
Justin Young
Go away recruit officer
Jonathan Robinson
Jow Forums is not your fucking therapist.
Joseph Parker
Look, I'm gonna be real here... I can get you in the door as a Pavements and Foundations Engineer, but I'm a little worried about the, ah, Chinese influence that people in your country have to deal with. If I get you started on an SF-86, I need some assurances that we're not gonna find anything silly afterwards. You'll be a war hero bro. Total 10th prestige. Give me a call, we'll work something out.
Oh, by the way, you maaaaaay be legally required to renounce your citizenship. But I just won't make mention of it again until you're already on the flight for boot camp...
Suicide is the only option for you. I mean you have it many times better than I could ever hope for and still you are miserable? There is just fundamentally something wrong with you.
Gavin Ramirez
But I dont want to denounce my Chi-I mean Canadian citizenship
Leo Reyes
Yeah, nah. Don't even worry about it. Let's go to A&W real quick so we can sign these papers over lunch. You don't need to look at them too hard, there won't be too much reading going on in Pavements
Ethan Murphy
2 momma burgers and you got yourself a fresh recruit
Oliver Scott
>I mean you have it many times better than I could ever hope for I doubt so.. you really don't know someone's life story
>There is just fundamentally something wrong with you. Yes that's what the thread's been about since the beginning.
I might post sporadically now PSA don't join the military
Blake Roberts
>PSA don't join the military I would but I am overqualified.
Blake Barnes
I am coming to Seoul next year. You can be my Korean gf :)
