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lebanese can suck my big syrian cock
Hell yeah dude
What do you think of mr Assad ?
he's based
I think he cute.
me on the left
It Takes A Long Time To Get Over Yourself
Oh, man. This letter has taken me an embarrassingly long time to write. Probably because I haven’t written anything but e-mails and Tweets for 12 years.
If the last year has taught me anything, it’s this: it takes a long time to get over yourself.
Last March, after 7 years on the road, I decided to take a break. I was excited about this. I’d imagined myself watching tv all day, being a “chill person”, eating doughnuts because I didn’t have to wear latex catsuits anymore. The reality was not quite the joy ride I’d been expecting.
I’ve been an artist for over a decade but up until this year, I hadn’t realised how much my sense of self had been defined by my role as an artist. I’d never thought of “Marina and the Diamonds” as a persona or a construct, and I didn’t think the stage-me was very different to the sofa-me. MATD was an exciting vehicle that helped me express ideas and thoughts to people. But just as people construct online personas, artist construct visual ones, and over time, the lines between art and reality can drift apart.
I can’t remember when I first became conscious of it but I started to feel like there were two parts of me, artist self and private self, and there was nothing in between to link the two anymore. I was one or the other, and neither part of my personality could be present in the same environment. Perhaps because I’d spent most of the past 8 years devoted to being an artist and this hadn’t presented many opportunities for other parts of my personality to grow. When one part of a personality dominates, other parts shrink and life can take on an unreal, two-dimensional quality. I felt confused as to why I no longer felt like I fit into the world I’d built. I don’t think my feelings are exceptional (particularly in entertainment) but I wonder if you are someone who has experienced this in a different context.
I’ve always been interested in identity. In my twenties, I felt frustrated by how regularly my identity seemed to shift and change until I began to consider the idea that a fixed self may not exist. I explored this in “Electra Heart” by deconstructing aspects of female identity in a portrayal of female archetypes. However, the past year has made me re-examine this idea. Not being able to equate my identity to a job, project or visible entity has created a lot of discomfort and uncertainty in me. Which has been a surprise, as I thought I felt secure in myself. How can I be so sure of who I am if I am so susceptible to change? A lot of what contributes to our idea of identity is down to pure chance - ethnicity, social class, upbringing, religion, job, relationships - who are we without those influences?
Everything in western culture feels so geared towards self-definition, but I wonder if having a looser idea of yourself could make life richer. The past year hasn’t been full of rainbows - I feel like my brain has been brutally rewired - but letting go of a perceived idea of myself has resulted in a new kind of personal freedom. My image is no longer a main source of identity, nor are previous signifiers like clothing (more on this in a future post), designer brands + other things I subconsciously used to define myself.
Lasting change rarely happens over night. This past year has been painful and slow. But I’m in a more genuine space than I was a year ago and I would never want to go back to that stunted way of being again. In fact, the only solace I had in this period was being able to read the books and blogs of other people experiencing significant life transitions, so I hope this might be of help to anyone who is going through a similar stage.
Truth is, I’m not planning ahead much right now. I am indeed going through my “what should I do with the rest of my life” phase that most people go through at 21. Which is… cool. But I’m grateful to have the opportunity to explore different interests, and starting marinabook is a part of that. I’m starting a Psychology course soon, which I am SO excited about, and I’m ready for a brand new chapter. I hope you’ll be a part of it.
Some people have been asking about new music and I’m always flattered to be asked. I know one year is like an aeon in digital time! The honest answer is I don’t know when that will be, but the connection I have with music has always flowered from an honest connection with myself, and I trust my instincts. Whenever I get back on stage again, I would love to feel like I am the sum of my parts, not the sum of a persona or an image. That’s the goal. A lot of reality with a little bit of fantasy. So, marinabook is a way for us to stay connected while I work that out.
I miss you all!
This pajeet thinks someone is gonna actually bother reading whatever nonsense he just posted lmao
how do you cope with not being able to teleport, change your suit, tie and shirt inbetween frames
me? I don't cope with it, it keeps me awake at night
I wonder what Arnie actually thinks of his lard ass of a son.
He probably loves him but is extremely disappointed
motherfucker mind controlled me and made me jump off the zep in orgrimmar
Post mena qts and their feet please
i'm not posting myself or my feet.
You are not cute
i still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
i still feel your finger in my ass
Based edition I like Julio Iglesias.
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Dicks are so cute omg( •ω• ) when you hold one in your hand and it starts twitching its like its nuzzling you(/ω\) or when they perk up and look at you like" owo nya? :3c" hehe ~ penis-kun is happy to see me!!(^ワ^) and the most adorable thing ever is when sperm-sama comes out but theyre rlly shy so u have to work hard!!(๑•̀ㅁ•́๑) but when penis-kun and sperm-sama meet and theyre blushing and all like "uwaaa~!" (ノ´ヮ´)ノ: ・゚hehehe~penis-kun is so adorable (●´Д`●)・
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try looking for hers
based Algerianon thanks for the tune
So you really like my penis huh? Thank you.
With this kinda attitude I'm afraid you'll never get the job Mr. Bitar
Tumblrina's just asking for a way to get banned.
w*Men are so fucking gay
but I doubt its really tumblrina behind this post
>not an iphone filename
you tried
shut the fuck up incels
you're not cute
have sex with one of us
you're not cute
>one of us
No.
Sharing is caring comrade!
we all have to share sven's giga dick
INCEL
Timestamp please? I'm too focused on her protruding nipples, poor girl doesn't even have enough money for a bra :(
First for Algeria
Dumbwhore got saudi ip range banned brcause of her whoreshiness
lol did she really?
Did she post nudes?
Incel.
the masr bull strikes again
wtf LOL
she films a separate part to show herself crying?
classic woman move
She got so mad at the fact that she was Egyptian. Can’t say I blame her.
What’s your opinion on female Pokemon gym leaders?
Never played or watched pokemon. But they seem cute
16 million men on earth have Genghis Khan's Y chromosome
and 5.5 million of them live in a country next to me
Any of you took part in the cluster fuck threads that took part earlier?
>tfw when I’m not one of them
Yeah yesterday was banned it got lifted this morning,it said due to abuse idk what she posted probably furry porn
Cynthia lewds were the first piece of pornography I've fapped to. So yes, female Pokémon trainers have a close place to my heart.
S U O M I
I meant her own nudes
I hope I'm one of them.
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Powerful.
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>finland
>white
Mena girls are so boring here they want a guy who has a job
Where is your slave sven
Just sex them.
I came on their feet and left.
Don't know, probably sucking som dick
How did you manage to have sex with them
Go back to Haringey faggot
It's an American thing to do I noticed. Though I understand it, if she complained she didn't get financed and that the "dad" didn't pay child support either likely. But her dumbass amerikikoid brains make her think about superficial things such as love, which has been dead already since a long time ago.
It's an American thing to do I noticed. Though I understand it, if she complained she didn't get financed and that the "dad" didn't pay child support. But her dumbass amerikikoid brains make her think about superficial things such as love, which has been dead already since a long time ago.
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I'm middle-class white, so if you're arab this might be different for you:
You win their trust and establish a connection just as with any woman; what's different here though is that for the mena girls I had sex with (most of them moroccan, algerian or israeli), we had been talking deeply for almost a year.
Then after 2-3 months you go from romantic to lewd and since it's the internet they don't feel as guilty (snapchat->audio call->video)
From there on I met up with them, usually under the guise of a date. Don't make it into a sex thing just say you're interested in knowing her better. If your appartment is close you seal the deal and if not you meet again.
Half of these were flings that ended up as relationships but it really helps to have a connection.
Blacks do it totally different, they skip the romantic shit and it goes immediately to lewd. If she begs to have his babies inside her he may or may not do it.
I hate sandpeople.
Go back to Berlin, Turg
Fuck you, go back to your TFC. Oh wait, they’re closing down
XAXAXAXAXAXAXXAXAXA
No idea how blacks do it. Nafri women seem to have an affinity for them though, but it's best to drop them if they do.
What's a TFC?
You're not any better though, astoghfirullah. Dating sandapes yikes.
Turkish food centre you twat. Are you not from Haringey?
No, I'm not even in southern England.
allahu akbar
>he’s from the north
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have fun being working class and on JSA
I'll soon transfer to a uni in London though. Not enjoying my engicuck degree.
Absolute cope. Dutch women are disgusting and you know it.
monki hongry
kebab or starve?
Hope that it’s Imperial and not >ucl. Don’t dox yourself :^)
>moroccan, algerian or israeli
>arab
>link
they were bieber's spiritual predecessor in that they were the musical punching bag for online teenagers/15-18yos
You get my point.
You do realize these are among the few in the south that are even worth moving to? I might move into imperial.
Just go to Reading and smash ket every day with tories. I’m sure your parents would be proud
thank you for the cheap bitches mr. bitar, keep it up!
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they make me coom
lmao
>go to a public university
That's gonna be YIKES from me!