how do i beat ocd and being a tard "perfectionist"? its torturing me ever since a child.
few examples:
>used to throw away my most overpowered yugioh and pokemon cards because they had light scratches and were then worthless in my opinion >when i accidently trained def 2 on my runescape pure i had to restart a new account from scratch because its not perfect >when i fail nofap on oct 1 i need to restart on nov 1 because 2nd date looks terrible >when i fail nofap i need to fap 3 times that day >idk why prob cause i been lifting for years and sets of 3 is in my head now >if i binge after midnight then the day is already ruined and i stuff myself with food until im close to puke >i drink until i nearly pass out or stay sober >its either all or nothing >either i drive a porsche or amg or rather take the bus >either i have an ap on my arm or no watch at all >i bulk on 6000 calories and cut on protein modified fasting >emy whole workout regime has to be free weights, machines are not "clean" >as a child i wanted a nintendo ds. when i got it and it got a first scratch i didnt want it anymore >same with any smartphones >either my room is 1a cleaned or looks like dogshit >etc etc
Jesus user, are you me? >used to throw away my most overpowered yugioh and pokemon cards because they had light scratches and were then worthless in my opinion This was me with dual master cards I feel like we are soul mates
Matthew Myers
Your first pic fitted better, user.
Connor Kelly
hello user. >duel master cards i forgot, had these aswell.
Julian Cooper
I got a new laptop few year ago and already want I new one cus I feel I have taited this one with junk, even thou I do disk cleanup and what not every so often. Also I have a habit or factory reseting
Adrian Hughes
I meant few months ago
Cameron Stewart
ok, YOU are infact me.
this literally happens every fucking time.
Isaac Stewart
sounds like a living hell. I happy to say i can not relate to any of this.
Isaac Lopez
Are you found of collecting phisical thing too?
Aaron Powell
>living hell it is user. being perfectionist has its advantages aswell, like having a good physique and money but its still hell. the thing is i dont know anything else so im used to it but i want to finally try to change now in my 20s before its to late.
Anthony Parker
i used to when i was younger extremely, like sneakers, books etc but that extreme turned into the opposite. now i wanna be as minimalistic as possible and find comfort in it. for example, delete any image, app or file from my phone or pc i dont need. i dont have a single image saved. i wanted to erase my past. throw old clothes away. i have 1 big luxury bed in my room and thats it.
Benjamin Barnes
user, did you have OCD when it came to writing letters and numbers as a kid?
Carter Brown
You are like me (I am MC, you NPC ofc).
Some of this will go by itself the older you get, some of it the poorer you got, some of it the more you convince yourself (ex: having a scratch in my PC makes it my own special thing), same of it will stay with you forever, and you gotta learn to live with it.
Hunter Jackson
im not sure, it def was present in first grade because i remember being ocd about how i store my pokemon games for gameboy and how i wanna setup my room.
im not sure if it was already present in kindergarden though. because i can remember having a digimon plushie and it got dirty and that got me pissed but at 8-10 years old i already was aware that im "different"
Isaiah Collins
>You are like me (I am MC, you NPC ofc). jesus, that's exactly my thought process . I feel like I'm destined for something.
James Phillips
Yea. I had that ocd in early grades
Owen Moore
oh nvm, i read it wrong. "did ocd start when first writing letters"
i cant remember having ocd about writing but i def have ocd now about numbers. some i like some i dont. some fit, some dont.
the most insane thing is when i fail nofap i either need to fap 1x or 3x lmao. 2x doesnt fit
Lucas Phillips
Nice bait if truth you reallly really had to get medical help before kys
Joseph Long
Same, I always start nofap exactly after midnight
Robert Howard
>I feel like I'm destined for something. this. i unironically believe i see and feel the world in an unique way only i can. even my thoughts etc.
i know its delusion but my brain still wants to believe im 1 of a kind
Grayson Rivera
Do you bite lump of you tounge?
Camden Peterson
lumps* your*
Cooper Thompson
I used to have some obsessive tendencies as well, everything needed to be aesthetic and in it's place or I'd be compelled to try and fix it, including my hair and beard which I would pluck neurotically. My advice is to get a pet rabbit and let it hop around your room freely (protect your cords & cables first). They can be litterbox trained to an extent but will probably poop and piss everywhere ocassionally. You can't really get mad at them because negative reinforcement doesn't work on something with no understanding of cause & effect. This will teach you patience and understanding. Meditation and mindfullness can help train away your neuroses as well. Neuroplasticity enhancing supplements can help as well (psyilocibin being a good one)
Liam Martinez
Sorry for my misspelling, I so exhilarated knowing that someone out there is just like me.
Luis Ward
yes i do. since forever, the inner flesh of the mouth aswell. also bite my finger nails
ok, you are me 100%. Let me guess, you used to peal wounds as a kid?
Bentley Morales
scabs*
Caleb Hall
yes of course, but dont all kids? kek
do you daydream aswell alot?
Isaiah Cox
I always do. Sometimes I wouldn't get sleep, cus I kept thinking of how I would approach a girl the next day and what not(it usually never went through).
Thomas Martinez
ITT: """unique""" NPCs circle jerking each other to (ironically) validate their uniqueness.
David Watson
Begone NPC. Real players are talking
Hunter Cooper
>this. i unironically believe i see and feel the world in an unique way only i can. even my thoughts etc.
Of course you are, brainlet. Just like everyone else. Everyone sees the world in their own unique way, some more similar than others but everyone is unique.
No NPC, you can't comprehend the thought prosses of real players
Cooper Diaz
You reach a fork in the chan, would you like to: >Keep believing you're a unique snowflake or >Exit & Save
Nathan Price
kys npc
Michael Flores
> bought a new laptop > slap an SSD into the old one and use it rather
Brody Turner
Why sometimes Katies tits look like saggy pieces of sand and sometimes firm balloons (like that sesame street gif). Did she get surgery at some point? Are there any reliable nudes?
Camden Martinez
The thing is, I don't thing I'm the smartest person. there are plenty of NPC's that are way smarter than me. I'm sophisticated, yet flawed and mentaly unstanble. I can be scheming, paranoid. I will often break down the thought prosses of my peers and friends. in my head. I'm want to be good person and I am one, yet I have hendonistic and materealistic tendencies/crawing.
Lincoln Cox
you are me user.
did you do that personality meme test? im entp
Michael Phillips
I know, it's cringe and edgy. I just wanted to let it out.
Brandon Wright
This particular pic is photoshopped to hell so there's that.
Brody Bennett
B A S E D A A E N I S S X E K E E E M E D D D A D
Josiah Cox
just checked it out. I'm was pretty sadistic as a kid. I burned snails and lizards alive. I regret it all now.
Christopher Hill
> cooks a snail > woah I'm pretty sadistic thanks for kek user
Joseph Powell
OP read "Feeling Good" by David Burns. What you are describing is a cognitive distortion called "all or nothing thinking"
Bentley Bailey
They were alive minds you.
James Roberts
do the test user and report back, takes like 5 minutes
Good God, user See a psychiatrist or look up best practices on how to cure ocd and the like You're wasting mankind's resources this way if you're really throwing away perfectly good shit and not at least giving it to people or selling it
Mason Ross
When I was a child, I would pick up and take home the most random pebbles and sticks that caught my eye. Then in middle school, I started taking screenshots of every CAPTCHA I filled out.
Sounds bipolar to me. If you are just join the club, fuck the grey areas, and never ever go to a shrink.
William Hernandez
kek, this cheap whore is considered an 11/10 in America.
Austin Barnes
alright faggots listen up coming from a producer that suffers from this greatly. Its like this with any type of creative field. Any artist will never be satisfied with the work they do so they have to learn when its good enough and move on. That gay faggot saying is "art is never finished just abandoned."
