>be me, 29yo, recently took my masters in cs, jobless
>no loss in crypto since ive into antshares
>never had a gf or sex or kissed or even held hands romantically, last hug with a girl was years ago and the last girl to sit in my car was the previous owner, 8 years ago
>did not too bad in uni
>no friends
>cried while marathoning clannad yesterday
Be me, 24 years old, study computer science
Op here. I switched the Wifi.
Holy shit user.
I am tall yeah and everybody says I am funny. But that's it.
>the last girl to sit in my car was the previous owner, 8 years ago
>25 years old
>only had sex once, with a hooker
>high level of social anxiety
>have health issues that include daily chronic pain
>living in moms basement
>no friends
I never thought I would kill myself, but it's looking more and more like a possibility. I haven't been happy in like 5-6 years. I know my mom would probably kill herself if I killed myself, and thats the only thing preventing me from doing it. But that might not even be enough to stop me forever
Oh man, I feel you. I never was a person which cried easily or a lot. But the last months and the knowing "what could be" just fuck me over.
That's what everybody says. Thanks for the advice, but I just can't imagine that's it. I am not fat, neither am I a Skeleton like Vitalik.
with that much link you are going to make it though, bro
I think I wouldn't even need a girl or so for now. Just a real purpose.
But the only purpose I honestly see right now in my life is reproduction.
But doing that alone just doesn't work.
So far I tried to get girls in nightclubs and on tinder. Both didn't work out for me really.
>penis doesnt work
>scammed my grandma to buy 43000 chainlink tokens
explain this please
yeah, i havent cried to physical pain, my own situation, or tv/movies in general since i was an adolescent child but boy does anime get to me sometimes
especially stuff like steins;gate (mayushii stuff), clannad (fuuko in season 1 and the final few episodes of season 2), toradora (final few episodes), even the fucking gabriel dropout ova got to me
women hate desperation. focus on improving yourself in all aspects: mental/physical health, clothing, money and the rest will follow. are you working right now?