Favelanon here, today I dont wanna ask you guys anything besides attention.
Everyday I wake up and I need to do things I dont like, I dont have the option to refuse because I have people depending on me, those things arent good and I dont wish any of you have ever to live that type of experience.
I'm here to tell you that even if you are in a bad situation, without motivation and thinking into giving up there is always a chance of a different future.
Today was the second day I had to pay the hospital bill of my cousin chemo treatment, he doesnt look good, his mother just have faith and I'm having to do real fucked shit to be able to afford it.
Be gratefull if you have a family that love you and support you, be gratefull to doesnt need to think about starving because nobody will give you food for free, be gratefull to be able to stay comfy on a room that is your and that you feel safe.
I know that everyone is different and we have the perspective of the experiences we were able to have, but I still believe you can make it.
I'm stressed, my brain and emotion are really fucked up, being sincere there are times that I wish that for some reason something happened and just killed me so I didnt had to bypass this shit everyday, but if I give up the heavy stomper will be there to rip my younger brother, so I have to stand my ground.
I have seen death, prison, prejudice... all type of shit that get your brain fucked and make you lose your innocence, I dont wish any of you have to go through it.
This is friday, two days from now will be Brazilian Election, no matter the candidate that wins I will still need to hustle, there is no yada yada for me, be gratefull to doesnt need to lose your mental health and sanity thinking in survival.
Believe in yourself because if you dont nobody will. I believe each one of us can make it, I believe you all can have a better life, things are already fuck up, dont be another fucker please.
Hope you guys have a good weekend.