Fatass here. literally gained 40 lbs this year due to the deep depression I fell into after not cashing out when my portfolio hit 300k and subsequently dropped 120k the following week. I've put in 12k fiat and now it's at 24k. I've spent this year coping with my losses by having meaningless sex (no condom) with literally any tinder thot that will spread her legs, doing hard drugs, and drinking heavily. (My perfect 9/10 5 foot tall GF left me earlier this year after I spent a week partying and got so strung out from not sleeping that I was worried people we're coming after me to steal my crypto and Kill me)
I swear on my life if crypto goes back to what I had by EOY, I will pay off all my debts and do strict keto and cardio daily and get back to 180 and never call up a drug addicted prostitute to party and then fuck them or ever do meth / cocaine / Adderall or treat women like they're worthless pieces of meat or drink alcohol and spend more time with my kid and love everyone in the world regardless of race, sexual orientation, religious beliefs, or gender.
I'm so close to putting a gun in my mouth rn and ending it all because now I'm not only broke but I'm a disgusting fat pig and the only thing more despicable in life than being poor is being fat and now I'm both.