Fatass here. literally gained 40 lbs this year due to the deep depression I fell into after not cashing out when my portfolio hit 300k and subsequently dropped 120k the following week. I've put in 12k fiat and now it's at 24k. I've spent this year coping with my losses by having meaningless sex (no condom) with literally any tinder thot that will spread her legs, doing hard drugs, and drinking heavily. (My perfect 9/10 5 foot tall GF left me earlier this year after I spent a week partying and got so strung out from not sleeping that I was worried people we're coming after me to steal my crypto and Kill me)
I swear on my life if crypto goes back to what I had by EOY, I will pay off all my debts and do strict keto and cardio daily and get back to 180 and never call up a drug addicted prostitute to party and then fuck them or ever do meth / cocaine / Adderall or treat women like they're worthless pieces of meat or drink alcohol and spend more time with my kid and love everyone in the world regardless of race, sexual orientation, religious beliefs, or gender.
I'm so close to putting a gun in my mouth rn and ending it all because now I'm not only broke but I'm a disgusting fat pig and the only thing more despicable in life than being poor is being fat and now I'm both.
I'm literally in the same exact position as you, line for line, dollar for dollar, except I'm in the best shape of my life. Really helps for fucking the randos
another week of this market though and I'll be sucking dick under a bridge. Fucking as many thots as possible and preparing for a life of wageslave misery
Jow Forums lurker here, this is a troll post, right? Also don't do keto if you lift weights, it's a shit diet to make gains. Anyone who disagrees probably has been lifting for less than a year or 2
Connor Campbell
unironically if this is you i saw the first one and thought "thats a strong boi" just fat af
Luke Walker
Banter aside, it's only money. It's always replaceable. Just move forward with your life.
Andrew King
fucking gross. disgusting hick hidden
Isaac Gomez
arent you the guy who bought a ps4 after you got dumped a while back?
John Anderson
What are you, 5'6 ?
Tyler Thomas
Unironically the year before, when my wife left me.
I was going to shove it in her dependa face that I got rich. Now she probably just feels sorry for me.
>put in 12k fiat and now it's at 24k >double up isn't good enough >i'm depressed kys you weak pathetic excuse for a white man. you disgrace the entire race with your pussy complaining. fucken hillary voter.
That's me. I bought the PS4. I made it through farcry and god of war and honestly my life has gone to shit after that. Hard drugs, alcohol, tinder thots. I want my fucking life back.
Dominic Thomas
No... I put in an additional 12k to my 20k initial investment, you flaming faggot piece of shit.
Now I'm god damn bagholding.
Jacob Anderson
>100% profit in a year. >depression WTF is wrong with people
Isaiah Sanchez
Moral of the story, don't buy a ps4 it'll ruin your life.
Grayson Cox
Delete your folio and stop monitoring for a couple years and forget about Crypto in the mean time, Crypto is here to stay and as countries begin to go cashless you will see more and more adoption for Crypto be patient and wait for at least half a decade
Brandon Jackson
IIFYM, but get your micros right. Maybe Leangains if you want to shred
Oliver Gomez
And to add to the story... I got a text from my ex the other night asking me to come over. We fucked and I nutted in her and afterward I mentioned the weight gain. She looked perfect as a goddess as always. I mentioned that it must not be that bad because she still finds me sexy. Her response was "I never said you were sexy, you just always fucked me good." Feels bad man.
Daniel Myers
>deep depression This is really a sucker‘s rally
Wyatt Myers
I hope the big great depression comes so you fucks become depressed but now you won't even have money for alcohol
Ryan Martinez
still kys. complaining on the internet. everyone else with white skin can take it and rebound. you're a nigger inside. kys now faggot bitch. and you're a soft belly homo i'd wear your bitch ass out in 40 seconds with jabs to your fat gut.
Caleb Wood
You might call me a troll
But i think honestly your first OP pic looks better. You got some good mass on your pecs and arms.
I would love to have pecs that big right now. Im trying so hard to bulk and bench press. just You got yourself a good body there
Fuck people saying its gyno. You know whats worst than gyno? being flat as a pancake. being skinny is the worst feeling in the world. I just want to feel big.
seems like you have hit rock bottom. Its only up from here buddy
Asher Peterson
I'm 5'9 and 270 lbs. I'm fucking obese. Sure I can bench 315, squat 455 and deadlift 500 for reps... It doesn't fucking matter when I get out of breath walking up a flight of stairs. Or pour sweat all over some chick half my weight as I'm suffocating her with my gut in missionary
Luke Cook
I've bee lifting for 10 years and tried "all" diets. Best one is paleo WITH quality grains (oatmeal, lentils)
Don't even count calories. Eat less/cardio more if you get fatty, eat more if you dont make gains (never skip cardio)
Try incline, try db bench, change your rep range, get a better diet, max your test (fats, electrolytes from food, good sleep is a nice start)
Angel Jenkins
And I say paleo because there is no garbage food in it
Noah Morales
reading OPs posts make me wonder how much of a faggot someone can be.
I can't imagine the amount of money I'd need to lose to behave like him. Probably nothing could push me down that far.
What a faggot.
Michael Bell
Do you think switcing to higher reps (20 or something) would improve cardio? i dont know if i have to change anything because ive only been working out on my current for 3 months. But its so so so depressing having slow gains. im constantly flexing my pecs all the time because of how self concious i am. The worst part: My pecs are fucking huge and actually desirable when i PUMP for bench press. I feel like im going to make it finally, but then they deplete so fast when i move on to rows.
I do GOMAD with chocolate milk. So i get over 3000 calories a day, 150 g of protein, and lots of fats. And i take supps. I sleep when ever im tired.
I do benching on the machine, so its hard to convert weight. On one machine, i can bench 215 on one arm. On other, i can barely get 1 rep with 220 with two arms. I think i can bench around 170 lb for 10 reps on traditional bench.
My rowing is a lot better. I can hold 220 lb with two arms for 10 secs, and do 160 with one arm.
I do lateral raises. I can only hold 27 lb in the air for 5 secs.
Typing all this out makes me feel better. cause i realize i cant even do 215 lb for 10 reps yet. So. i have hope!
Why only do what you said you were going to do if it ends high! You already know what you need to do, don't be in denial
Benjamin Russell
bet you'll always find something to feel so sorry for yourself tho just do whatever you need to feel less stupid about it? crypto isn't going to suddenly emerge strong after this. it'll be a while until you're back to those levels. why do people always need to make a bad situation worse somehow
Alexander Evans
How much debt do you have? If you had enough to pay off your debt, and then some, you're a fucking retard for not doing it friend
Henry Carter
My man you want to drop all that horrible weight easily? Start water fasting on Monday. You WILL lose 9-10lb in a few days then 20-30 in a month. Because I did it. I'm down 60lbs after 4 months. No catch, no pills, drugs, no specific foods, or retarded diets.
/fast/ for 48hr minimum. Try to work your way up to, One Meal a Week(OMAW) combine with keto/carnivore for optimal results. You can be back to your fighting weight and fucking tinder thots again.
Leo Williams
>I've put in 12k fiat and now it's at 24k You are up 2x, do you have affluenza?
Leo Williams
OP is sergey
Kayden Adams
I could have paid off every single loan and my house but I wanted to do all that and not work for a few years so I was gonna let it ride for another week.... I lost 40 percent in that week.
Logan Phillips
it sucks dude, I still have it after surgery. Don't think theres anything worse for a teenage guy to go through
Hunter Baker
>Crypto ruined my life >I've spent this year coping with my losses by having meaningless sex (no condom) with literally any tinder thot that will spread her legs, doing hard drugs, and drinking heavily.
Crypto is not the root cause stop avoiding the issue and seek professional help.
can't you just get as fit as possible and lift chest?
Nathan Murphy
No, addiction is the root cause. (The dynamite) Crypto was the fuse and my hand lit the match
Carter Allen
Gyno guy here who also has a less than average dick and prematurely ejaculates. I’ve given up with women a year ago and fucked like 12 prostitutes last year just to feel like a man. All my sex experienced have been shitty and embarrassing because of my poor performance. Maybe it’s the porn that warped my mind. I don’t know.
My family thinks I’m gay or something is wrong with me.
Little do they know the pain inside of being a fucking failure.
OP, I know what it feels like. In college I was lean and everyone was proud of me. I had a hot perfect bodied white girlfriend. After college I gained like 40 lbs also and my gf left me. I spent the next 6 years being a depressed piece of shit. I threw away all the opportunities I had going for me and ruined all the things I had been working my whole life towards.
I also had over 300K in January and it’s now about 7.5k. And like I said earlier, I spent 2017 fucking like 12 prostitutes and 2 regular girls. One of which I came fast of course.
I don’t really know what to tell you other than good luck. I know the pain of feeling like a worthless piece of shit. It sucks. Hang in there? Donno.
Jayden Long
Bro what the fuck. That’s the gayest shit I’ve ever seen. God damnit sometimes I fucking hate coming here
Juan Thompson
Oh man... if I ever got the money to pay off my debts I'm instantly cashing out. Don't even care if I have to work, I hate debt
Jayden Richardson
lmao REKT I've been down that road op. There is no getting your life back. You happily threw it away just like me. They already know we're a piece of shit and won't trust us again. So 1 rinse and repeat 2 off yourself 3 fix yourself It's that simple.
Angel James
>only if I get my money back will I start to be a good person
lol I can relate to this I had good grades deans list good college comfy work study and 2.5 years in I snapped lack of human contact and started using drugs wound up in a mental hospital my parents 5150'd me stabilized myself worked shit jobs then got a decent sales job and bought bitcoin made it last year quit working and now lost over 80% so far in the 7 figures it's cool though I relapsed on opiates when we broke 6k
Xavier Perry
i was a millionaire in crypto in december, now i have less than 200k
you think money is going to fix your problems you dumb motherfucker? it won't. fix the things that don't cost money right now. your diet and spirit being the most important. stop being a degenerate and thinking losing money is a good excuse to be a degenerate. that shit is pathetic.
think of your dumb fucking logic; "i've lost a shitload of money, i should do a bunch of other things that makes my life worse. that will fix it"
killing yourself would just be the cherry on top of a string of bad logic.
fix your shit and wait for the market to turn, that way when you actually do have a lot of money you won't be a garbage person with a lot of money.
Bentley Garcia
a lot of people are in similar situation, you aren't alone. we will get through this together.
despite what people say, money isn't the most precious thing, because you can always earn that love isn't the most precious thing, because your love ones can leave you (50% of marriages fail) or you can find new love health isn't the most precious thing, because you can get sick and heal from it the most important thing is TIME, because despite how rich you are, nobody can't make more of it.
Spend this time to get back to a healthier you. Once things fall into order, you'll start thinking STRAIGHT. Right now, you're mindset is like a drunk sob driving down the highway -- Every decision you make now is compromised. I know people who have gone completely bankrupt and are incredibly successful after years of dedication. There's also plenty of people who won millions and lost it all/became worst. The most important aspect through this journey is the mind and how you control it. The only time you fail is if you give up and it won't be just on yourself but you're also giving up on family, friends.
Dylan Richardson
ITT: greedy dumb dumbs who turned tiny investments into almost millions and never cashed out.
You guys were never going to make it, that's why you are struggling now.
