Ever wondered why you just cant make it?

ever wondered why you just cant make it?

why you just cannot become a Norman?

why you stare into the abyss and it stares back?

have you ever met a rich person who is crazy?

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>have you ever met a rich person who is crazy?

yes, two

1. No.
2. Yes, its because I am alive and they are NPCs.
3. Yes, its because the collective unconscious becomes more aware as the conscious acknowledges it.
4. Yes, actually everyone of us is crazy so far.

very frequently suicidal
but refuse to indulge in victim thoughts
it just seems to be the way life is
rn I cant stand living with my family
and I guess when I move out I won't be able to stand the loneliness... death is a hidden gift I believe

That picture describes me word by word

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Same, wtf its scary

>death is a hidden gift I believe

its your final sleep....that's all there is to it. just one last falling asleep

Yup me too. Creepy as fuck.

>I won't be able to stand the loneliness...
This is bullshit, moving out was the best decision I've made. Living alone is absolutely fine.

Wtf this is me how do i cure myself

magic mushrooms

This is fine, take the Myers-Briggs
www.16personalities.com
Being on Jow Forums is a filter for introvert-types.
It is what it is and ye are what ye are.

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Done this and plenty of other psychs, i have fun during the trip but never get any life changing experience or ego death scenario

I'm a super extrovert when I want to be, just as the pic says

Up the dosage, do it silent darkness

>why you just cannot become a Norman?
No I never wanted to be French.

>have you ever met a rich person who is crazy?
Yes literally all of the rich people I know are crazy AF.

i was joking, i researched about shrooms. wont risk doing them or lsd. my aunt takes 20 pills a day and is in and out of the looney house. i also have other irregularities running in immediate family....i dont wanna risk becoming psychotic or some other shit

>20 pills a day

i mean her doctor ordered her these mental help pills. i dont know the name of her mental problem

This post is bullshit. Pic related is not sic at all, just a normal human being

Fuck what the hell do i do now

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Kek. That's probably the autistic type.
I'm a fucking mediator aparently, didn't sound too good either.

Im not autistic, im a mage in the 1.9%

I was this then i realised I have BPD

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I fantasize feeling comfortable around people so I can speak freely and not my voice getting shaky like a little bitch

same, i hope for the day where i can confidently speak about establishing the 4th reich

I'm that guy, but what's the illness?

Thats me!

Assassin here ama

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All check except for fucked up hair.
Altho, I have no idea what hair should look like. When I go to the barbers' i say "Just trim it, I dont want anything fancy, just short tidy hair"

AVPD buddy.

> age 22-34
What hapens at age 34?
Do we off ourselves?

Personality test is bullshit, every time I take one after sometime I get different results

>INFJ
I'm supposed to be super charismatic and popular but I have no friends and I drop my spaghetti every time I open my mouth, this is bullshit.

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Aspergers

>tfw assasin
*teleports behind you*
nothing personnel kid

yes. maybe even earlier.

yeah might be time to medicate myself again

i do a lot of deception fucking

All of that bar consuming media

Jow Forums will never believe it but I actually fucked my mind with marijuana

I smoked for one year, very regularly when I was 15 and my mind was never the same again. Nobody every fucking believes me when I say this but weed actually fucked me up at an unrepairable level.

Literally all the people I grew up I havnt seen for years because of my mental illness, i cant bare to even see them because its too weird watching them try to reconcile the state im in

Idont even know what mental illness I have either, I just stopped feeling the same after smoking weed for 1 year, anxiety up, cant connect with people anymore, maybe i fucked up my brain chemistry or something, i dont know what happened. but weed actually ruined my life

Sorry to hear this user, I wish you the best and hope you find peace one day

>age range 22-34

w-what hapens after 34

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>using underline for no reason
Yep, you're retarded

kek not this bait again

w-w-what the fuck. this is me.

whoaaaaaaaa

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Why is this picture so correct. What is this, horoscopes or something?

It can happen man, we know marijuana use in the teen years can be dangerous due to the brain's ongoing development. It's really not a good idea to toke up unless you're well into your 20s and if have no family history of mental illness. Weed can also trigger schizophrenia in those prone to it.

Sorry to hear about your troubles. Definitely see a doctor if it's debilitating.

Me too.

Op you just taking this shit up or is it real

This sounds like anxiety.

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what the fuck is this? it even looks like me, what kind of mental illness makes me look like a meme?

It feels like I lost my spark or something, Its exactly like the image, I cant understand what is wrong with me. All i know is there was distinct difference between before that year and after that year. I used to be a happy go lucky person now im just stuck in my own head

I wanna go to a psychologist and try some anti depressants, maybe i fucked up my brains chemistry

>That picture describes me word by word
because it's a bullshit meme that applies to everyone who is a loser just like all those doomer wojacks. literally horoscopes.

Nah. Take vitamin D, lithium orate and St. John's Wort. It's your classic depression, philosophical trap and vitamin imbalance. I recommend also some vitamin B's, keeping a journal, jogging and doing a daily 5 minute to 10 minute transcendental meditation. Within six months you'll be back to new.

This happened 10 years ago now, its completely reshaped my life. No vitamins are going to save me at this point.

I am literally point for point the image in the op. The only category I dont fill is the media consumption

You didn’t fuck your brain chemistry, weed made you think more which gave you anxiety. Go for a run. Also, I don’t speak to old friends much either, people move on I hate trying to be what I used to be to please others, I need space to be authentic.

We all are you fucking moron. Your train of thought has a panic attack and you were induced to hyper-sensitivity to thinking you are what you are (fucked up).

Listen here dipshit, I'm about to log. But, I had LSD slipped to me when I was already on LSD, and drunk and high and it really fucked me up. You think you had bad experiences with just weed, try LSD.

That was... 8 or 9 years ago. And it fucked me up until I had a massive panic attack and realized what I dealt with was just anxiety. I had a fear of religious symbols and motifs, I had a fear of going crazy, I had tons of fears and unbalances. Sinc e my panic attack last year, I've completely changed my life around.

Get your ass out of your head, take vitamins, exercise and get on a better diet. Then do some Buddhism and meditation and retrain your mind and reshape your neural connections. You are a fucking degenerate moron for making me go off on you and taking up my valuable time but i was in the exact same place you were not too long.

>Dude just do some exercise and meditation trust me, you'll be fine

Lmao kys retard

>when I was 15
you fucked up mate, the younger you are the worse it is, because your brain is in development. The same with alcohol.

youre too much in your head. To perform socially you just need to BE. To be able to act on what you see. Not see, think, act logically for desired reaction (ego/autism).

I am trying to relearn social intelligence everyday after i realized how bad i FUCKED my life by getting a (((good tech job))). There is just no way you can have high energy if you spend 5 days a week at an office solving logical problems (sometimes an entire day without speaking to anyone). But I need money to survive..

I still have not approached anyone new, but i have reconnected with some old friends

>I had a fear of religious symbols and motifs, I had a fear of going crazy, I had tons of fears and unbalances.
gay

>smoked weed 10 years ago
>still thinks it’s affecting him to this day and it’s not just anxiety
>calls other people retard

the brain is malleable you're not fucked up for life. But this is double edged sword if you constantly think your brain is fucked, thats how you will wire your brain and make it a reality

Nah it was the weed, i felt distinctly different after and during that 1 year I smoked and didnt realize what had happened until I stopped smoking

I remember I used to get high and think about the craziest shit, Im pretty sure if i had of kept smoking I would have lost my mind completely. I was entering parts of the mind the conscious is not supposed to go

My brain is hyper sensitive to drugs, I dont even drink coffee anymore because of this

I also started drinking when i was 13 regularly but it only affected me negatively in the moment. Not like weed which affected me after weed

Theres no mechanical action I can take now to fix this, ive spent the last 5-6 years trying to work myself out. The only thing I havnt tried is anti depressants which is what I will probably do next just to see what happens

Im pretty sure I am fucked for life, im a husk of the person I used to be. The people i grew up with pretty much think im dead, they must have already mourned my passing because im dead on a spiritual level. I still exist physically but for how much longer im not sure.

You don’t seem fucked to me you’re completely coherent. What you said about entering parts of the mind you “not supposed to” I’ve been there , oh I’ve completly fucked myself too, user don’t get me wrong. But it’s mostly in your head, as it is in mine. I’ve brought myself back and re-fucked myself time and time again, remember you are in control of who you are, ultimately.

Start meditating regauraly, running and eating well. But you won’t do that.

looks like you already made up your mind. Enjoy your void existence then

>i felt distinctly different after and during that 1 year I smoked and didnt realize what had happened until I stopped smoking

Did it ever occur to you that you feel different because you grew up you fucking retard? I feel different than I did at 15 because I'm an adult now.

Only posting cause no one practically helped me when went through a similar thing. This is the red pill that I needed. Your most powerful ability to improve is your ability to adapt by *figuring things out*.
> muh yeh what am i 4 yrs old..

How do you ACTUALLY figure yourself and your life out?

You get an empty notebook, you put the date at the top of page 1. Then wait. Then write down something that is your dominant thought at the time as a heading. e.g. "What is the point of this bullshit notebook..". Then under the heading, write out any sub thoughts.

Then do this every time your stressed about something, everytime your feeling good, every day for a year, and at the end of the year you will have figured out a lot about life. Just make sure no one else can EVER read this. That could seriously fuck up your life. Lock it in a safe, or write it on your laptop instead and keep the file password locked at all times.

Hold out and stay positive user, shit gets better when you git gud.

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Lol why does this topic always trigger people. Ive posted about this a few times over the years and for whatever reason it triggers certain people. They think im lying or havnt tried to resolve the issue. If only you knew how bad things really are

thank you

very legit, a very bad LSD trip also changed my life too. it didn’t fix my problems but made me aware of what was mechanically going wrong in my head.

mfw when I realize this meme literally fits me down to the last letter

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I've often told people that my time smoking weed was like living in a cloud. Nothing is clear, you can't see anything except what's right in front of you, it's just a haze. You don't realize this until you sober up and get all the thc out of your brain.

This is accurate. After I stopped for several years I'm basically back to normal. I no longer feel a spinning sensation when I close my eyes.
Sure smoking it before you are 21 is associated with a permanent iq drop and I'm sure there are other permanent changes, but your brain can absolutely compensate and looking back I wouldn't change anything.

Every single autistic delusional neet in this thread who thinks a meme about being intensely attractive throughout their life applies to them should be forced to post a Jow Forums full body shirtless flexing pic with a timestamp for our amusement.

INTP/INTJ master race
basically 80% of Jow Forums

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you wish faggot. nice digits, though

Druid here.

Yeah you check all the boxes pal
So do I
Shit

No wonder I don't get along with anyone here.

how many people ITT would still be saying this applied to them if it didn't say "attractive"

delusional retards

you have to go back

Became a worse version of OPs pic after fucking around with weed for years too.

lmao, what am I, like 4?

This, you fags are worse than self diagnosing tumblr losers

Mage here- INTP-T

>1.9% master race
>140 IQ
>9 inch cock

I like Meyers Briggs. Jung did nothing wrong.

theres actually no such thing as large eyes, everyones eyeballs are the same size.Incels tend to have less bone mass and soft tissue round the eyes, chads have hunter slit eyes, bone and mass all around them.

It's a meme designed to describe everyone with social issues/ anxiety. I don't have large eyes, though.

I've just realized at some point that I am fundamentally different from normalfags and will probably never fit in. I had the great luck to be born wealthy, so I won't have to work a day in my life and interact with them so it's cool. I'm just going to live off passive income and travel the world.

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checked

>Living alone is absolutely fine
This!

I was pretty worried I would get lonely and even more depressed once I hade moved out, but in reality it’s only helped my introversion.

When things are too quiet, I listen to new music as loud as I like.

When I’m stressed after work, i meditate and spend some time alone with my thoughts with no interruptions.

Things like drinking, staying up late, reading, relaxing, exercising are completely at my discretion.

When I feel alone, I just leave and spend time out doors.

Living alone is comfy as fuck