Launch a video game

>launch a video game
>play for 12 hours until 4 am
>check your blockfolio afterward to see you made 16k
>tfw you experienced this for 3 months of your life, and never will again

Was that it? Was that literally heaven? I have done a lot of drugs, from crack to meth to MDMA. I've also had sex both on and off drugs. And aside from one experience on DMT, that feeling of making tens of thousands while playing vidya was literally the best.

It was like it wasn't a rush, but a constant drip feed of pure ecstatic satisfaction. There was no comedown, until January of course. My single best day I made 80k USD in one single day.

Now reading this we're all super depressed, but I have a new theory to cheer myself up:

we are a focus group for an AI simulation trying to find the perfect 'drug' to keep us happy. Sometime in the future, maybe when we die, maybe not, we will all, every single person who was here before 2018 (this part of the first clinical trial) will make it. We will make it hard and forever. It'll be like one continuous 24 hour green candle on a 24 hour market. It won't even moon that hard, like imagine just 0.5% gain every hour, for 10,000 hours.

Close your eyes and visualise this and the AI simulation scanning our brains and texts will make this happen anons. Believe.

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>7777

N-NANI?!

I know these feels so well

Checked.

Lying in my bed at night watching Twin Peak, while checking my blockfolio and watching as I went up 250k in one night. I don't know what can compare to that. I think that must be one reason I didn't cash it all out and I still come to Jow Forums now. I just want to relive 2017 someday.

>what are realized gains
You didn't make anything unless you sold at that time

delusional tards

>and never will again
You won the lotto, will you win it twice?

Get off the drugs you junkie

250k in a day that's insane. How much did you end up cashing out? And yes, we are all strung out junkies browsing biz day after day chasing that first hit. It will never come again.

Fuck off little faggot this board is 18+

I realised substantial gains, you're missing the point. At that moment I had access to that money. I bought tons of shit as well using my crypto like a new gaming pc, a watch, a phone etc. so if my blockfolio went up 20k in a few hours, I could spend 5-6 that night and the effects would be negligible. That feeling of doing nothing, and then buying tons of shit with the nothing you did, it was like a free shit generator.

I've been clean for 3 years

>focus group for AI simulation
>tfw the bear market completely fries your fucking brain
The bottom is in

No it's not. Now we don't even know which Bitcoin is the real one. We're fucked.

IDecember 2017 was the first and only month that I actually enjoyed and felt genuinely happy since I was 11

I was never this suicidal before February 2018.

>ID = ToldU

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>get up early
>walk to gym through a busy street in morning rush hour
>smirk at all the pathetic wagecucks
>get to gym mostly empty since everyone is wagecucking
>have a great workout
>check blockfolio
> + $5k today
>"not bad"
> go home a play vidya for the rest of the day
that was the best time of my adult life

Probably if you reinvest the gains

told u son

>2018
>check biz for 1 hour
>check blockfolio
>10% down

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2017 was the best year of my life. 2018 has been garbage. I just don’t feel the same

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Why didn't you guys cash out? You didn't think it would last forever, did you?

Best time of my life, boyos. November and December were simply glittering, magical weeks. Everything went right, socially and financially.

This year... well, I try not to talk about it. We've all suffered. Multiple suicide attempts, lost my job and fiancee, health has gone, hair loss...

But I'm bouncing back, healthy again, chasing girls and sometimes getting them. Our brains can heal, it's not about the money. Chart-watching and price-checking has direct negative effects on the brain, and has to be avoided. I also recommend leaving this forum.

>Close your eyes and visualise this and the AI simulation scanning our brains and texts will make this happen anons. Believe.
This actually works

Tfw when I made gains in January - April 2018 and lost money in Decemeber 2017

t. wasnt here since may 2017

it's well known that all honorable Jow Forumstards go to the happy trading ground in the afterlife

ur a retard.
with that sense someone who put 100k into crypto last december and now has 20k has not lost anything unless he cashes out right now.

and someone who cashed out 1 mil has not gained anything unless he actually spent that money.

the current value (the amount of wealth you could sell them for) of your assets compared to a previous time is your gains/losses, regardless of how much of it you materialize and in what way.

>Multiple suicide attempts
you are an imbalanced instant gratification seeking attention whore

HOLY FUCK AND FUCKING CHECKED WE ARE IN A SIMULATION AND WAKE UP NO-LINKIES BECAUSE THIS IS ANOTHER 7 WAKEUP CALL!!

literal retard brianlet just came to biz to see if there was any threads about brexit and what it might do to the housing market. Were you fucks literally making this in a day and have now lost it all or used it or what ?