This except I don't feel "enthusiastically" horny or lonely, I don't even feel like I want a change in the very moment, I'm just very tired and go through the motions without feeling any emotional satisfaction. The same way as I don't actually "enjoy" my meals even though I sense that the taste of the food is positive.
There's supposed to be a emotional "damn it feels good to have satisfied my hunger" after that but it's missing. There's a positive taste on the tastebuds, then there isn't, but the mind remains blank the whole time. And it's the same with everything you do.
