Everything I try goes wrong. I can’t look people in the eye when I talk to them. I’m too scared to speak to my professors. I can barely mumble out a sentence when a female speaks to me, my mind goes blank. I’m a virgin at 23. All my friends are gone and left me because of my own behavior. I can’t focus in school, I went from straight A’s and the highest SAT score in my class to barely being able to read and focus.
I can’t sleep at night. I’ve been lifting 5 straight years and don’t look any different. I’ve never attracted a single woman in my life. I’m likely going to fail out of school. And to top things off, something that I spent months and months planning for just went totally wrong and cannot be fixed. I can’t take it anymore, my life is shit because I’m shit. I’m so scared of myself and others I can barely communicate with them. I just want out. I’m the biggest loser fuckup on earth, there’s no coming back. I don’t have the energy to change, I barely have enough energy to claw my way out of bed in the morning.
No friends, no sex, no talents, no brains, no hobbies, no charisma, no good looks, no accomplishments, no energy, no anything. Just a big fucking loser from every angle imaginable.
Some of us will never make it. It’s just not in our DNA. Farewell Jow Forums. Thanks for the laughs.
Don't kys Try school again in a difderent subject. I'm 22 and a freshman after dropping out when I was 19.
Drink some water and take a warm bath and try again next year.
Brayden Scott
You don't have a hobby that you love. Trying to impress others won't give you satisfaction fren. Find that confidence and grills will flock to you.
Julian Carter
It’s no use. You probably just didn’t enjoy what you were studying and switched to something you did enjoy. I can’t focus on anything anymore. I don’t know anything about current events. I haven’t actually read a book in years. I haven’t learned anything new in years. I just copy all the homework solutions from online and then cram 12 hours before an exam and get a 60. I could switch subjects and nothing would change, I’d still be the same fuckup loser studying something else.
James Ramirez
You’ve got more things going for you than a lot of people on this earth. You’re young, and in college. These are the years where you can actually change who you are and become the person you want to be. If you’ve really been lifting for five years that’s a good sign, it means you have at least a basic level of dedication towards a goal. Meet new people, make new friends, it’s not as hard as your insecurity makes it out to be. Stop masturbating, stop staying up late, get into a routine of going to bed at 10, waking up early, eat healthier and walk to a new place on campus each day. There is no magical cure all, you’re not going to suddenly have a life changing moment that will change everything. You have to work at it, a little bit each day.
Nolan Price
>come wagie, take a seatby my roaring open fire in my large manor estate the thing is my dear wagie, is that you aren't being spiritual enough, youtube some bob proctor and listen to his videos every day, congratulations now you've made the prerequisites to set your manifestations into motion 2nd (pro) tip, prioritise your emotions as number 1, always follow positive feelings shown to you by your heart, the logical mind is a good slave but a terrible master... your emotions are wholebody signals provided by your god-crafted evolutionarily-selected over tens of millions of years quantum intuition tool-set your not making any progress because you've constantly asking that nigger faggot logical processor brain of yours and it shit out of ideas, listen to your emotional intuition like a compass and use your brain like a swiss army knife on obstacles along your way, gl user and remember you where meant to live your dreams, its your birthright...
This just states you're not npc. What do you like to do that makes you happy?
Juan Ortiz
lifting for 5 years and not looking any different. How is that possible?
Jaxon Jones
jesus are you me? only difference is i'm 20 and in the military, still just as completely useless at everything
Ryder Cook
Hey OP I’ve been having tough times too recently. One thing that helps me is watching this YouTube channel: special books by special kids. Here is one video: youtu.be/jr1rl4NKCeo
No matter how hard you have it, you have it nowhere near as bad as the kids on this YouTube channel. And each of them finds something to live for. I bet you’re not facially disfigured, retarded, or living with a painful or socially stimitising disease. Whenever I feel sad about the troubles in my life and my failures and inadequacies I watch these kids to snap the fuck out of it and get a little bit of fucking perspective.
