that's why my hope is in Link and Jow Forums to change the world. Theres nothing, absolutely nothing like aggregated intelligence.
Lose job of 4 years for reasons
ultimately redpilled and based
suck it up OP or get left behind. the world doesn’t give a fuck about how you feel. nihilism is the black pill and is primarily prevalent in sub 110 IQ but it takes the tail end of a bell curve to activate the red pill and suceed despite the bullshit obstacles one might face. I suggest you read Antifragile by Nassim Nicholas Taleb and apply it to ever aspect of your life; it will give you an edge over your self-limiting mindset.
Damn, I really feel the same as you...
Have you considered dedicating yourself to a hobby and simply use work as a necessary evil? Clearly you're not getting the needed fullfillment out of working so you should probably look for it elsewhere be it a women and kids or some autistic persuit
It's funny Jow Forums makes fun of wagies yet they work the corporation, corporatism and consumerism