i seriously want to fucking die
>21
>live with senile 80y/o grandma
>no gf
>no car
>uni drop out of 2017
>no ambition
>no skills
>no connections
>no good looks
>only 1.2k to my name and a laptop
Am I the biggest loser on this board? I was born to be a complete loser.
I seriously want to fucking die
You’re young, you have a laptop and an internet connection. You have all the time and resources in the world. Chill.
You're 21. You're not a loser until you're at least 30 and still in this position.
Sounds like how I was at 21. Just don't fucking stress eat it will make things easy harder later on.
t. 24
hey man, I'm older than you and lost all my savings gambling on bitmex. the rest is pretty much the same. can't say that I'm happy with my life.
Take care and love your grandma, you will miss her when she's gone. You have a couple roads you can take. 1.Trade School 2. Military 3. Minimum Wagie. If you join the military just go airforce and pick a IT job and you are set for life and they dont do shit. Your life is only over if you want it to be.
It feels like I have no time when my family expects a lot from me, considering I had gotten off to a great start from 18-19
>new car
>8/10 gf
>good hair/hairline at the time
>3.6 gpa in data structures, linear alg, theory etc.
Everything fell apart in 2017
>10 years later
AHHHHHHHH
how do you cope? I literally can’t take this feeling of utter defeat anymore
She adds to my stress/anxiety
I’ve applied for the electrical and I’m waiting to take my interview
> $1.2K
> Laptop
> Access to internet
> But some bitcoin and altcoins
> trade crypto
> buy low sell high
> do this all day errday
> make incremental profits over a day
> do it every day for a month or two till you have $5000
> rinse and repeat
what's the problem here? you have everything you need to succeed.
>no ambition
yes but just because of this
get some fucking ambition you retard
i tried this all year. literally got gooked.jpg on almost my entire investment. I bought crypto last year in august, made a small fortune at ath but didn’t sell like most and I have been losing since. I can’t afford to gamble right now, I’ve wasted a year+ of my life and dropped out of college because I thought I was going to be rich. I feel so fucking stupid and now my fsmily sees how much of a disappointment I’ve been.
Put 600 in CURE and 600 in TQQ and then just check 30 years from now. You'll have like 5 million USD
But it's so easy. Just sell every time it goes up by a bit. Then buy back in during the daily drops.
I don't understand how people can't do this.
Even if you trae conservatively you can easily make at least $100 a day.
How the fuck do people lose money on cryptocurrency. I don't understand it. Stick to the top 15 coins. But them when they dip. Sell them when they rise. Rinse and repeat. Even if every buy and sell is netting you only about $1 to $10 you can still easily make at least $500 to $700 a week.
>already made a list of things to fix
get to it, bud
>how do you cope?
I don't cope, I'm depressed every day.
holy shit dude what year were you in when you dropped out?
same but 22
can't even buy a gun to end it quickly
Eoy 2017 during break. never returned back to class
You took Jow Forumsraeli advice seriously jfc
Stop comparing yourself to others. Learn to love yourself and others.
at least you avoided student loan debt
now get a job and start accumulating tqqq
All in NBRI. Youre welcome.
If he went to college at all he ought to have debt though. It's not like you get a degree and then pay for it.
OP doesn't sound like he's from the states so I'm not terrifically sure what advice to offer except to go work a wine harvest in the nearest are you possibly can.
If UK go to Kent and work a sparkling wine harvest, Aussie/NZ has plenty of options as well. You don't need a degree and it's mostly experience based, plus you can travel the world working alternating wine harvests (south to north hemispheres) while getting paid at the same time.
Your fine OP, breathe and literally go do anything other than mope about yourself.
I’m from the jewnited states. I just am caught in a deep hole right now psychologically.
OP you are really really fine--get a shitty bussing job, save money, look on winejobs and find a harvest position. East Coast go to the finger lakes or Nothern Michigan, West Coast is Sonoma, Napa, Santa Barbara, Santa Cruz, or Mendocino County, Pacific Northwest you have Oregon and Washington (not as familar with their districts).
It's a lot of cleaning shit, but you're outside and moving in regions that are considered some of the most beautiful places in the world. I'm a resident of Sonoma myself and there's been no better therapy for me than sorting through ass-tons of grapes talking shit with my coworkers about small town bullshit. Winemaking is way more blue collar than people realize-you'll try $100 bottles of wine and then drink Coors without anyone batting an eye. $18 to $22 an hour plus massive overtime pay as well, not to mention most of your coworkers are actually positive people who are also actively avoiding the rat race and do not have notions of "where you ought to be" in life.
Don't be a puss OP, go fucking do it. Even if you fucking hate it who cares, you already fucking hate where you are.
plenty of people here are 30+ and in debt. start making good decisions and you'll make it.
I know that feel user I live with my grandma she literally just sits in the corner crippled going “moooooom! Daaaaaad!” Half the day and you can snap your fingers in front of her face and she doesn’t phase out of it. Then the other half the day she’s just a normal senile person who tells the same stories over and over but is generally fine. Don’t feel too bad, it could be worse. We could literally have been raised on the streets as like sex slaves or something.
Im 19 and my net worth is 230k
Sounds convincing and ez for the most part. I’m honestly going to look into that.
Youre grandma probably is tolerable though. Mine is senile on top of a naturally evil, manipulative personality. She constantly repeats and talks shit about everything and everyone all day, and nobody cares for her in my family, because of how she acts. She has been evil all her life tbqh, but not evil enough to not feel lonely. Which is why she allows me to live here. She’s also dependent on me but is leaving me nothing in her will or rewards me while she’s alive. How fucked up is that? She can’t even drive and won’t let me use/give me her car.
Buy a one way ticket to hawaii, be homeless for a little bit
>dropped out of college because I thought I was going to be rich
Biz never fails to entertain me
good advice desu
You hVe no reading comprehension, probably 69 IQ bro. Get off biz, it's literally dehumanizing. A bunch of principles of people's hopes being turned into repetitive text until it just becomes depressing and malicious.
It turns people's ideals Into a competition, then reduces it's value by becoming a meme of buzz paragraphs and repetitive text.
Just sleep with your grandma.
shut the fuck up faggot. My brain is conditioned to dismiss intelligible sentences with no punctuation. I literally give them a glance because it hurts my brain to try to read niggerish text as so. I’m not a hs drop out nigger like you who’s used to monosyllabic one liners. KYS
>69 IQ
Nigger that’s not even possible.
i was in my 2nd year faggot
savage
He asked you what year of college you were in when you dropped out, not what time of year. You have a 54 IQ and a bad attitude, faggot.
what the fuck are you talking about dude? Jow Forums isn’t the only place on the internet with a degenerate community.
Also, every body in the real world is competing with their peers in almost every aspect of life. Just because you feel like you’ve wasted x amount of time on this site that you’ll never get back, doesn’t mean your own myopic and biased views hold any ground. None of us matter — Jow Forums is just another esoteric way to fill the void.
If you in the US its very simple to acquire capital.
>tradie license asap
>slave away for 5-10 years
>save everything
>at 30y you have 100k-300k
>gtfo out of the US
>invest in various venues
>life comfy for the rest of your life
This board has a lot of wisdom but the spam and toxicity has reached peak levels. It's time for you to leave.
>69
>54.
Wow. Didn’t know I could literally go from floor-level retardation to mouth breathing drumpf support
The slave part is the hardest