I'm almost 30. I feel as though I wasted my youth, much of it not my fault...

I'm almost 30. I feel as though I wasted my youth, much of it not my fault. I don't feel as though I have control over my own life. I am beginning to realize the reality of the Eastern philosophy that our circumstances largely dictate our life and it is near impossible to break from this mold. The hope of a new year is always a killer, but when it reaches its end you look back and realize your entire year disappeared. Your time completely consumed by mere survival and unending errands until you reach the years end. Your youth slowly fading away from you, the sinking feeling your ship has sailed, you will never experience young true love, your career being slowly upended by a series of terrible employers, your net worth still hovering at that of a college student. We always tell ourselves next year will be different, but it never is.

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>We always tell ourselves next year will be different, but it never is.

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All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere

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Come and help us build freedom, hope, and liberty
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take a schlop of this lad

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Delet

Maybe it is your fault?

Maybe you should’ve studied harder
Maybe you should’ve met more people to network into better jobs
Maybe you should have worked harder and gotten recognized for your work and gotten promoted

>muh individualism
This is the Western philosophy, that life is in your control and external forces can never dictate your circumstances.

Stop living in the past/future and live in the present. That’s only way you are going to change your life. Or just do DMT

kek

The answer is that it’s both but you can only control your actions.

Don’t look too down at people for not suceeding but people who try and do deserve it as well

estimate the total nominal amount of money you will make by retirement.
Even if that amount was put into your bank account today how would your life change.
Let alone taxes, inflation, housing market volatility, life emergencies

Fuck I feel the same even though I visited multiple continents and fucked a ton of girl, western philosophy isn’t much better friend
Dmt just made it comfortable

fuck off and don't come back

When I was 21 and 25 I went through a big self development phase, improved only a tiny bit each time. Now I'm a 30 yr old Boomer and I was wealthier when I was 19 but didnt realize it. I changed the most when my best friend passed away. My hairline is going. No teen love or any relationship with deep feelings that werent one sided. I still think it will work out and one day soon I'll get something right.

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You will lad, chin up.

>Eastern philosophy that our circumstances largely dictate our life
This isn't an exclusively eastern idea. Plenty of western thinkers have thought along those lines in various levels

But you can change from where you are.
"The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result." Doing things differently, Save money and pack up your bags, Head to mexico or honduras. Invest in yourself.

X-men UNITE

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> I am beginning to realize the reality of the Eastern philosophy that our circumstances largely dictate our life and it is near impossible to break from this mold.
This mindset is why their civilizations, while being some of the oldest, never amounted to anything. While it's true that not everyone can make it, a small few can, but only if everyone tries. If no one tries, no one ever makes it, and nothing will ever progress or improve.

>mexico or honduras

Do you want OP to die?

Sacred GET of truth

Checked

It's a good culture with great food, Nice mexican babes and you can get land and house on that land built for cheap even on the beaches for 15-20k.

There's a reason why there are so many immigrants from those places...

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I felt like this till i became a Christian. Totally changed my worldview. Until you know God and his will for your life u will drift unsure through life i guarantee it. God moved me step by step into a totally blessed life. Deepest human need is to have purpose. God gives you that understanding and turns this shitty evil world into a playground. Ive done drugs and fucked hoes...its all pretty empty without God.

Putting a suggestion, You could always move to texas. Plenty of opportunity there, Or invest in ETH like I did when it dropped to 88$

Bet you hold ARK & Jesuscoin

>My hairline is going.
finasteride if it bothers you that much.

>Invest in ETH
almost as dumb of an idea as moving to Honduras

Only brainlets are capable of coping this hard

You will understand when you grow out of your edgy atheist phase

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It's gonna get far worse. But you can always become an alcoholic or talk to doc to get you running on benzodiazepines

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I turned 40 this year. The bad news is that you're going to feel the exact same way in 10 years, except it will be worse. Happy Birthday.

>he doesnt make over 120k

I sold at 148 and made 8.5k profit, Yea OK liberal.

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Stop this cancer

The only solution is national socialism

You said invest. You didn't say day trade like a degenerate gambler.

I'm going to be 30 this year. I don't remember anything from the last 7-8 years. It's like time skipped and I have this false feeling of living longer than I actually did. Like I got cheated by life.

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No change, I can't change, I can't change, I can't change,
but I'm here in my mold, I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mold, no, no, no

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Because that's what it's called INVESTING TO MAKE A PROFIT YOU BUY LOW AND SELL HIGH NEW REVOLUTIONARY TACTIC ITS ROCKET SCIENCE. and they call this a business board.

Kill yourself you fucking NPC mong.

>doesn't know the difference between trading and investing
>Just another day on Jow Forums - Business & Finance

>Haha guys he typed the word invest insted of de word trade because he sold in 2 days instead of a real dayyyyytrader that "trades" every millisecond.

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All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down, my love
Like a cat in a bag
Waiting to drown
This time I'm coming down

And I hope you're thinking of me
As you lay down on your side
Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
But I know I'll see your face again

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this is the epitome of Jow Forums culture

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Cheer up frens....

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Western individualism is the reason why the west is greater than east asia - even though they are a bit higher IQ than whiteys.
Individualism leads to creativity and innovation. Whites innovate - yellows copy and paste.

"Surprisingly, 83% of all Nobel laureates have come from Western countries, revealing a significant amount of scientific inequity around the globe."

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Maybe our biological reason for existing could give your life a feeling of meaning and happiness.
Procreate, nurture and leave a legacy.

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pattern recognition IQ != creativity

what you're attributing to philosophy could simply be a difference in genetic ability

Maybe local philosophy is a product of local genetics.

No. The solution is national capitalism.

Sad!

>I'm going to be 30 this year. I don't remember anything from the last 7-8 years. It's like time skipped and I have this false feeling of living longer than I actually did. Like I got cheated by life.
welcome to adulthood. grow up and quit being such a faggot and take control of your life and you will make it. just don't be a whiney faggot. you are entitled to nothing and the sooner you realize that, the sooner you will forget about muh lost time. move into the present.

Investing is about buying something that produces cash flow and pays that cash flow out to you, like dividends and interest.

Trading is about speculating the price of things. Buy low, sell high.

>Buy low, sell high
what's this?

Trading.

>national capitalism.
Nigga these things are diametrically opposed. Capital seeks to expand globally for bigger markets, the only way to prevent this is laws and shit like that will just be eroded by (((interests))) over time. I'm not a capitalist because I know that capitalists just want to make money, they don't care about traditions or the ethnic makeup of the country, just like modern communists.

At least I had fraternal platonic love with a good friend. Just kidding, it was borderline homo.
>Tfw no qt gf

communism and capitalism were designed to be diametrically opposed

national socialism is the only system which takes the positive aspects from both, thus ending the inherit extortion of this left vs right puppet charade

I am a capitalist and I care about traditions and the ethnic makeup of the country.
Both economic freedom (capitalism) and nationalism work. I am sure they can be fit together.

just smoke weed and play video games. you need nothing else. prove me wrong

Yeah. Sure. That's exactly how it works.

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>I am a capitalist and I care about traditions and the ethnic makeup of the country.
Congrats, YOU care, your system does not and has shown this over the last 100 years, same as Communism. Capitalism isn't even economic freedom, Jews always just end up working together and taking everything over, you can only prevent this by putting ethnic solidarity of the people first.

I will never feel true love, so what's the point?

true love does not exist, user. Don't be desperate about it

Same here man. Keep wondering where the time went. Cant remember much from the past decade. Its all just a grind to make ends meet in every aspect of life. And i know this year will be the same, so will the next.

me an ching chong can we 說中文?
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Time by Pink Floyd

based and pinkpilled

How do you know

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I'm 35 and have never felt better, had a better situation, or been more happy. Life is what you make of it, pussy. Get out there.

I'll never be a biznessmen. I should spend my time on lit

It's your life dummy. Either live it or die trying. Don't complain to me. Fucking pussy. I don't have time for your pathetic drivel.

Hey brother, come join us. May God bless you and 2019 to come.

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Shut up pussy faggot
Lift
Meditate
Eat clean
Read good literature
Go out and do shit

The reality is that you WANT to stay depressed and sad, just like most people. You're unmotivated and scared to try anything or else your ego will be damaged.

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Does he mean relive it as in continue my consciousness or does my brain restart Everytime?

A strasserite vs a neo-nazi. Ain't this silly as hell. Capitalists, no matter what sort would vastly prefer the national socialism that Hitler brought. The one that deregulated businesses, cut wages, increase wealth inequality and rise the cost of living for the sake of the few. Allying yourself with the "nation" and giving out concession is just going to have those very same concessions also destroyed if the means of production isn't taken away from those that hold capital. If you want to try your hand at being a stinking rich asshole, then support neo-nazi idiots on Jow Forums. If you want socialism however, you have to realize that races in themselves don't have much of an interest in actually mixing together with each other that damn often. The actual rate that races mix is around like 2% outside of colonialist rape of the local women. Also stop expecting white capitalists to also not fuck you in the ass. All cpaitalists no matter what creed they go by, are the economic jew of the world. No matter if they're a Republican, Democrat or whatever the fuck. For example, the Koch Brothers sure as shit ain't going to let you close down the borders for real.

生死有命,富贵在天

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I agree? I don't know why you're telling me this and not that user.
>the Koch Brothers sure as shit ain't going to let you close down the borders for real.
The kock brothers are also Jews, something to keep in mind, not that I disagree in general to you statement.

Pathetic

OP, quit being a faggot
Obviously one ideology won't won, if you're not an idiot
So be like the winning ideology
It will be the only one that's left, after all

For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek. (Romans 1:16)

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Make sure you donate money to Israel, we want Armageddon

>implying all Christians are Zionists
Doh-ho-ho-ho, that's where you're mistaken bud!
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You are a Jew basically,the Jew Bible is the origin of all the other religions.

>>Western individualism is the reason why the west is greater than east asia
This entire post is pure ideology and is most apparently manifested as the sociopathic mindset that is pervasive among the American collective consciousness - Individual atoms who's reciprocal relation with each other and society is such that the each sphere reverberate into a pure void and have no effect or consequences on the other, no mutual conditioning.

There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus. (Galatians 3:28)

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Judaism is one religion of many. Personally, I prefer proto Judiasm ((Zoroastrian)

It is called fate, not that new of a concept.

I don't though.

Many religions, One Way

>I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. (John 14:6b)

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If it's my fault, why are so many others suffering through the exact same thing? How much do things need to change before you consider there are external circumstances gradually making life worse? If there are ten jobs left, will you still demand that every person compete for those jobs. Yes there are lots of jobs, but most of them are terrible. Why do you tolerate so little for the lives of the people around you? When do you admit that the bar keeps getting raised every time we learn to jump a little higher. Come on man, look the fuck around you. Phd's don't deserve shitty jobs, finance majors don't deserve shitty jobs, law students don't deserve shitty jobs, even humanity majors don't deserve shitty jobs. Not even high school graduates. Ask more for the people around you and stop blaming the victims of this abuse.

Life for alot of people has become meaningless.
I did alot in 2018 and was "successfull". I can be proud about myself and others. But it all doesnt matter anymore. I dont know whats the point of it all, like fundamentally.

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There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under the heavens:

a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

What do workers gain from their toil?

- Ecclesiastes 3:1-9

Belief in god doesn't actually do anything for your success, and will most likely hinder you.

How would you define success, and more importantly what is Truth?

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>"The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result."
I hate that Einstein quote, you can't ever know whether you're doing the same thing as before since there are too many variables out of your control that are involved, you may very well do what you interpret as the same thing and get a different result, that's how science advances too, finding the limits of our beliefs through never-ending experimentation. Stop posting that bullshit.