How do I know if I'm losing my mind or it's all real and I'm just finally recognizing it all?

Why fren share some details, I'm curious

are you me? i have those feelings every day like i see the truth but dont know if its right or wrong what im thinking because i dont trust inmyself. i often think i lose my mind liek fallingout of the matrix

Also I'm stuck in this prison where I keep masterbating and playing vidya, my Chakra are all out of alignment and it's fucking with me head. I want to get clean but I'm a serial lier and procrastinator. I don't know how to break the cycle

Do grounding meditations and focus on your root chakra and avoid psychedelics like the plague to avoid a trip or two to the looney bin OP. Sounds like you’re waking up to this Jewish matrix, the truth wants to be found now it’s up to you to choose to walk the path that will lead you to your higher self.

TELL US YOU MANIAC I WANT TO KNOW IF YOUR DELUSIONS ARE THE SAME AS MY DELUSIONS

what does it mean to "see the truth"? Is it a feeling or a conclusion? Is it like solving a math or philosophical problem?

Or is it both, where your perspective on life and being in general just shifts and you feel different as a result of the shift?

When you realize everything is a part of the whole and that we are all pieces of the creator experiencing itself so that it can better understand itself. From there you can get in tune with “it” the universe whatever you want to call it and your quality of life can vastly improve, you stop wanting to do degenerate shit to live a better life and be closer with the source instead of spiting jews or normies. I lost site of this a few years ago and spiraled down a pit of black pills, neagativity and all the other bullshit that can come from browsing the ch0n. After 2 months of getting back on my meditation grind and connecting back with the source my life has improved 10 fold and I’m no longer a sad sack of negativity and shit (I also started making 2x as much money).

Basically a bunch of bullshit hippies tell themselves to feel better about the fact that their lives are pointless. I did quite a bit of LSD back when I was 18-20, thought I saw the meaning of the universe a few times and felt that "connected" feeling people describe, but then the acid wore off and I realized I was just tripping balls.

Most of the YouTube videos I've seen on your "3rd eye", "Chakra alignment", etc are total bullshit

>meditate
>2x money
Sound good.

You can always repent fren. Find the divine god inside you and let him lead you. First thing is to stop masturbating and start going to the gym to regain all the lost energy.

acceptance of all evils ≠ enlightenment

recognizing is a huge part of the solution. keep observing. do at least productive one thing a day EVERY day. you're doing better than you think.

Instead of trying to break the cycle, find something to do that you enjoy even more that naturally breaks the cycle. Have you ever been skiing? Mountain biking? Boxing? Gardening? Book club? Gotta try things to break thr cycle, or else you will have nothing to do except sit there and or work, which will make you want to go right back into that cycle

this was true for me also
if you look at your life and see a prison
but also think you could be more
?
>don't know how to break the cycle
have you not done so by recognising this is your situation?
your behaviour is not part of you but learned

maybe learn to build new habits in the place of the bad habits

There is more than one earth. Not everyone you meet is on the same earth as you.

Science earth is full of logical flaws but is very stable. I personally recommend it plus the video games are great.

Whatever you perceive as true is true. Change what you perceive and you change what is true. The danger is mental instability from uncertain or unstable perception.

OP is currently in danger of mental collapse from lack of stable perception.

My advice is to go to Science earth until OP stabilizes enough to move freely.

kek what do you name the higher world?

Not claiming to be enlightened brother, I highly doubt anyone who browses Jow Forums will become enlightened In this lifetime(who knows though, from my understanding you basically have to be a monk to absolve negative thoughts and emit nothing but love in your mind 24/7, then again light and dark exist for a reason the more I know I realize the less I know). I’m just sharing with anons what helped me live a better life, maybe I phrased it wrong and came off as a “woke” fag who thinks they know it all.

>from my understanding you basically have to be a monk to absolve negative thoughts and emit nothing but love in your mind 24/7
that's wrong is what I'm saying

the darkness is a part of you also
we must accept that as fact to become whole
and learn to control it

Blessed are the meek

>the higher world
There's more than one.

does 'the science world' refer to the people who see the world from a purely scientific point of view? know the world by measurements, enlightenment thinking.

TELL ME YOU MANIAC

Yes. But the science earth is not just a network of people but a physical plane as well. Also many/most of the founders of science earth were not Scientific Materialists so the enlightenment aspect gets fuzzy.

>Earth is round
>Heliocentric
>Universe understood through a very specific tradition of reason with a list of canonical thinkers
>Scientific Materialism most effective ideology
And a lot more but you already got the idea.

I'm you, but from the future, you are NOT losing your mind. You're on the right track, keep going.

I get the point you are making I guess it just depends what kind of life you want to live? For me when I allow dark thoughts to manifest and roam free in my mind my quality of life is shittier and that’s been my direct experience. I get that accept the dark as it’s a part of the whole, and accept
Your thoughts won’t always be perfect, can you elaborate your viewpoint a little?

not judging you personally, but just an annoyance I have with this internet spiritual hippie chakra talk.

>When you realize everything is a part of the whole

it makes no sense to then say I am light and aspire to the good only
as if one follows from the other but it is not so obvious. from that perspective you do not see the world as it is and leaves you helpless and unable to make the right decisions or actions that take you to that aspirational light.

>absolve negative thoughts
? is it not the angry part of you that is creating the contrast between good and evil and is putting you in the position where you are trying to do one and not the other

better to integrate this part than to avoid it completely / emit love or whatever.

I guess be wary of ignorance

nothing is real user....thats really the final pill
the moment you recognize none of this makes sense is the true moment of freedom

>you do not see the world as it is
Meh I think I’ve seen enough of what the world is and that’s why I’ve chosen to follow the light/positive love whatever you want to call it. I get what you mean by the fake hippy spiritual chakra shit getting annoying. I won’t pretend to love everyone and constantly be doing good I think some people are beyond saving in this life and are completely corrupted.
>Absolve negative thoughts
I’m not trying to say just delete anger, anger can be a powerful motivator to push you towards a better life if you channel it right. What I think is allowing anger and negativity to dwell too long in your mind you get that whole law of attraction where you attract what you give off and for me I want positivity and love. I’m well aware blindly thinking the world can be a hippy commune is ignorant and juvenile. What do you mean by integrate it?

This reality is computer generated. Are you only just coming to this realization?

Define 'real'

>I’m not trying to say just delete anger, anger can be a powerful motivator
you did tho
>enlightenment - from my understanding you basically have to be a monk to absolve negative thoughts and emit nothing but love in your mind 24/7,

>allowing anger and negativity to dwell too long
agree

>What do you mean by integrate it?
make it a part of you

I think you are already there
if you’ve used that period in your life to get here. (and this is preferable)
but many do not. turning a blind eye, avoiding Jow Forums(and anything like it) because it's hatespeech or whatever excuse.

nothing is real faggot. real is nothing and nothing is nothing
none of this shit makes sense.... none of it
"none" is nothing

/x/ and Jow Forums team up, featuring LARP

no problem. Everything you can interact with, or what can interact with you.

if you can't hold both in your mind as being true, then you aren't going to make it. it's real and in equal measure...it's not real. it matters....it doesn't fucking matter. believe everything and nothing user.

Meh you’re right anger can be harnessed to mold yourself into something you wouldn’t have achieved without it. The tricky part is then holding onto the pain/anger too long and allowing it to hinder you after you’ve used it to make something of yourself. During my Jow Forums phase images of hoards of brown people invading my country and women that rejected me fueled several of my workouts and study sessions in uni. Now I don’t really care about other races and women because I know I’ll thrive anywhere and that I can always get girls. Rage can make you feel powerful but it’s a slippery slope imo.

we are all part of one nature, one whole
nature eats of itself.

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My worst fear is that Quantum Immortality is unironically real.

I don't think i can handle doing this for an eternity.

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