>be me
>literal brainlet, probably have adhd
>unironically low iq probably
>some how managed to get a job as a software developer
>i fucking suck at it but somehow get by with little to no mistakes, none that are major
>in the lower range of engineers
i get by as an software developer, but it sucks that i won't ever be able to become "good" or be a 10x. i simply dont have the attention span and capacity to.
anyone know this feel?
>i fucking suck at it but somehow get by with little to no mistakes, none that are major
You do not suck at it. Bad software engineers make major mistakes and/or are impossible to work with and get fired within short order.
You just started man. Are you expecting to be a wizard from the get go? That does not happen. Shit takes practice, time, patience and lots of learning.
Stay hungry. Get something to learn on udemy to get gooder. Give it time and take it easy. Do no underestimate your capabilities, even retards can get pretty far.
i'm unable to concentrate too. i really suck at everything in life. always tired, no hobbies, no social network. i just want a little house in norway, go hunting and fishing and have a family.
eat more lean meat
its hard to argue with digits like those
checked
it's called programmer impostor syndrome look it up. it's mostly field related and common occurance cause progammers' code is judged constantly. kinda dunning kruger reverse effect
being a retard and perceiving yourself as a retard is based. you will make it op.
thanks bro, love u
how did u get the job? i have bs and ms in cs and i cant get one
what country or state are you in?