>Each worth tens of millions >decades of platinum records >family and friends >overcame hardships >made it in every sense of the word >both ended their life by suicide in their adulthood
is money the ultimate black pill? you told me that money makes happiness Jow Forums. why did they do it?
When there are people who are fighting in wars or for food everyday and even if you're europoor living paycheck to paycheck you're easily in the top 5-10%, middle class top 1% easily. Most of use here already made it but obviously the neuroreceptors in the brain adapt to every person's experience. A lot of healthy people kill themselves while cancer pacients and people who were abused and shit live on. In order to feel good you just need to try diferent things and see what works, including your thoughts so that you don't fall into the rabbit hole, it's all that matters. For me, not giving an absolute fuck about anything, including success or failure, while trying optimizing your position in several aspects, and not be just a follower, that's success for me. It doesn't matter if I compare myself to others or any superficial bullshit since I'll never be the best at everything. It's about the attitude. Maybe you're a fag and want to help people or something, who knows. Just try different routines and thoughts and see what works, don't focus on normalfag shit
Dominic Lewis
We're just fire monkeys with undeveloped brain. Tiny little deviation in your brain's chemical balance and game over.
Connor Flores
He is probably an illegitimate son of John Podesta. Chester Bennington was molested and abused when he was a child like most of UnHolywood celebrity. Later in life, he learned about his real father. When Pizzagate hit hard he connected the dots about John Podesta. He literally breaks down for a while. After overcoming this phase he planned to disclose some pedoshit to the public with his friend Chris Cornell. That's why both of them suicided by (((them))). Hanging by red scarf is a symbol of punishing the insider informants. Of course, sheeple will never know any of this and deny this as a rambling of a lunatic, as always.
You ever actually listen to Linkin Park lyrics? I've been suffering manic depression a long time. "Faint" never lost its meaning through all these years of dealing with people's shit, abandonment, dishonesty, and the constant struggle to accept the futility in the struggles of life. Accepting that as much as you want to pretend you aren't alone with social circles and a partner, ultimately those bonds are only as strong as what you continue to offer them. Deep down you know eventually those nasty thoughts will catch up to you again when everything goes quiet and you run out of distractions .
Wealth, appearance, status. Those things get you distractions and a facade of outreach. But you know, when you see the homeless guy with the same look of dispare as you deep in his eyes, that it could just as easily be you. Call it bitter maybe, going from having nothing and nobody was there for you to rich and suddenly you have people reaching out. Chester had an outlet in his music at least, maybe his therapy was gone and couldn't find a replacement to hold him together. My only outlet is weight lifting, and I don't know what I would do to cope without it. I've literally been full out crying while deadlifting 500, or when I feel suicidal go squat until I can't walk anymore.