Lowest points of your life and where you are now

What were the lowest points of your life and how you doing now? Any improvements?

Lowest:

>Working below Hot polyester uniform made me bead with sweat all the time
>Fat, 250lbs> and 6'1, balding.
>Managers made me mop floors and heave trays of trash in front of rich chads and 10/10 models who looked at me in pity and smirks.
>My soul died to the extent that the hot plates we served didn't even hurt to hold anymore.

Now:

>Quit that wagecuck job
>Make enough passive income now to feel comfortable but not secure
>Still fat but did go to the gym so I got some frame back
>Vowed to myself to never work at a restaurant again
>Going to start studying Web development and digital marketing in September
>Soul is healing a bit now, but past experiences has scarred me, but moving forward anything else is a step up as I will always look back and cringe.

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Even as a broke NEET running out of cash, I realised that being in starvation for a short while would be less scarring than memories of working washing dishes. I'm doing great now, hopefully you will one day laugh at those times.

Good to see hear things are looking up for you. Last years was the worst for me, partly because of crypto crashing and losing a ton from my peak, but also because there were a bunch of deaths in my family and my job was going terrible. My brother also lost the house he was living in. It felt like every week something new went wrong. Things have settled down and are going better so far in 2019, so I'm optimistic.

I met lots of Stewarding staff at the restaurant where I was working, most of them were quite chill and are not so obsessed with climbing the corporate ladder.

Good to hear you're doing great, what you up to nowadays. I never did dishwashing but my times as a waiter made me realize the dynamics between servers and the served.

>lowest
>begin of my life until now, no fun, no peace, stress everyday and had to go through shit everyday for basic things, had to be humiliated, hear shit, see real shit, loss of loved ones, several restrictions, starvations, torture and even needed to prostitute myself
Doing now
> have a better house, doing graduations, gf and giving a life I never hard to my brother and at a ultimate level this is just cope to don’t assume this word is runner by a cursed agenda and sadly I am empower it, just wanna see the end of this matrix where I am the secondary character in my own life

Sorry to hear your losses user.

Lowest:
Unemployed autistic NEET incel who only jerked off and watched anime

Now:
Employed (finance), only semi-autistic, with gf but still jerk off and watch anime

The lowest point in your life is being a namefag and remaining so. Would prefer my son to be a homo prostitute than a namefag.

Maybe if I had a father I didn’t needed to sell myself to be what a father should be to my younger brother.

Lowest
I got cucked by my room mates in college. They fucked my girl friend and passed her around, and she liked it. Beat the shit out of them, left her, cut all ties with these fucks, and dropped out of university, humans are filth, i can't look at women the same way anymore, started to work for UPS, started buying crypto when it was cheap before 2017 rush.

now
not a wage cuck, no friends or gf, rich, going to travel the world, and fuck sluts in every country. oh and bought the bottom.

Lowest:

>19
>shy, lonely, socially awkward
>all my HS friends went to different schools so I'm at uni all alone with no ability to make new friends
>get more and more depressed, skip classes because what's the point
>too ashamed to drop out and admit defeat to myself and my parents
>one day decide to take off early, but not enough money for transit
>try to sneak by transit collector with like 30c but they catch me and kick me out which was utterly humiliating
>walk the bunch of miles home instead

Now:

>28
>long term gf
>went back to school at 22 and finished degree
>got first real post grad job in July 2018
>no student debt
>cashed out 250k in '17 from bitcoins I bought in 2013
>studying towards CFA designation

Literally night and day. Couldn't be happier

>>I sold my ass also to truckers at a stop in my town
>>Made a few hundred only
>>One was a spic

>>Was an all time low

Bro I never sold my ass
But I already fucked old gross rich woman for money

It's similar though. Yours was safer. About 50% didn't have condoms. Still haven't been able to bring myself to getting tested

Now I understand, thought you were talking about me.
I know how shit it is, I have cursed visions too. Just hope you find peace fren, if need help or chat feel free to reach me in telegram
Brazilianon

How did they find you and pay you? Hows the sex?

It's kind of a fantasy of mine to have someone pay me money for sex.

Lowest:

>Solitary confinement for months in prison

Now:

>Happy NEET

What did you do?

How'd you get a finance job? What position is it?

Drugs

Now I'm a drug free NEET.
I don't even drink alcohol.

lmao

I created a new Facebook with a new gsm, got into those add me and follow me and I follow back groups, added all pranjesh and algo akbar and lutinhas. toP guys until 200 friends, then installed bluestacks and nox and emulated on my pc, got tinder, used fake gps to rich area, restricted the age and bought tinder boost, did profile in badoo too.
I look like a exotic fuccboy so it wasn’t hard, my description was literally “sugar boy and fucc boy, good things are expensive, my height and snake under pants I know it sounds cringe but it worked, got more than 10 numbers on WhatsApp, got bored and answered the ones who kept messaging me, each time I did a new profile and after broke the gsm and trew in the river.
Sex sucks had to take viagra and be high they smelled bad because I was used to young girls, the money was ok
Would just repeat if didn’t had other solution for $$
Follow a stereotype they like bad boy/fuccboy /mysterious good looking guy etc

>I created a new Facebook with a new gsm, got into those add me and follow me and I follow back groups, added all pranjesh and algo akbar and lutinhas. toP guys until 200 friends, then installed bluestacks and nox and emulated on my pc, got tinder, used fake gps to rich area, restricted the age and bought tinder boost, did profile in badoo too.
>I look like a exotic fuccboy so it wasn’t hard, my description was literally “sugar boy and fucc boy, good things are expensive, my height and snake under pants I know it sounds cringe but it worked, got more than 10 numbers on WhatsApp, got bored and answered the ones who kept messaging me, each time I did a new profile and after broke the gsm and trew in the river.
>Sex sucks had to take viagra and be high they smelled bad because I was used to young girls, the money was ok
>Would just repeat if didn’t had other solution for $$
>Follow a stereotype they like bad boy/fuccboy /mysterious good looking guy etc

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And the solitary? Did you split someone’s wig?

Just got in some fights.

>17 still in high school
>summertime worked as a lifeguard for 9.75 an hour

Fast forward to now
>24
>work as a civil engineer for a large government organization for 66k per year

Not bad for my age. I still live at home and have no student loans, I'm putting away 90% of my 800 dollar a week salary. Comfy

>What were the lowest points of your life
-I had in my pocket 12,20$ left, debit card at 0, no savings. I buy a ticket bus to go back to my parents (12$) and an apple (20 cents).
-My ex gf started fucking a yoga teacher.
-Skinny as fuck

>Any improvements
-115k/y, some cash for emergencies, all in in BTC
-Married, my asian wife has a kid from a previous relationship, but she is the most beautiful creature of this world, I'm happy user
-A bit overweight

Life is not only dreaming for LAMBO.

Life is not waiting 3 years to make it.

Life is what's happening right now while we waste time on biz

Lowest:
>crippling anxiety, panic attacks, acrophobia, agoraphobia
>unemployed and with a completely useless degree
>little to no social interaction //skills
>horrible acne

Now:
>stable job near home in a field I like
>got over anxiety and panic attacks without any meds
>traveling the world on my own
>actively dating girls


Things could be better, but I just wanted to share to show anyone in the same situation that you can crawl out of the anxiety shithole if you really want to.

Everyday is a new low.

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how do you get passive income in EU?

Lowest:
>2016, NEET, no money, using weed to cope the void that is my life, absolutely 0 plans for the future. Nocoiner.
>Spent December 31st alone for the second time in my life, was 24 and my social circle was at absolute 0. I did not interact with any human beings outside of my direct familly. Went outside to smoke weed and That night I got a bit too drunk/high and shat myself for the first time since I was an infant.

Now:
>Completely stopped smoking weed and tobacco. Financially doing better since I'm old enough to get NEET bucks. Actively looking for a minimum wage McJob but I have a black hole in my resume so nobody wants to hire me when they could get literally anyone else. I actually rebuilt some sort of social life since I forced myself to meetup with internet friends in RL, that was a very wise decision. Feels good to just chill with friends in real life and have a few beers.

>Even as a broke NEET running out of cash, I realised that being in starvation for a short while would be less scarring than memories of working washing dishes. I'm doing great now, hopefully you will one day laugh at those times.
Haha I've been there. Worked with some real scumbags. At the least, it offers good perspective. Some people do this shit for 10 years.

Hard to say. Life was fine until I graduated high school. Then everything started going downhill and never recovered. I just made too many stupid life ruining decisions. Been in and out of jails and rehabs for the past year or two, tried to kill myself a few times. I'm not even a junkie, just an alcoholic with some screws loose.

I'm not crying about it, I'm 23 right now and it will take at least 5 years of hard work to get to any comfortable position in life. I'm off the street, back at my parents trying to get it all together.

Godspeed, fren.

I'm 30 and wish I knew of my problems at 23.

Life will get better frendo

>NEET.
>Long hair, not taking shower for 1 week straight
>No friends, no gf.
>Not leaving my house in 1 month.

Now:
>Shitty job but work 2h and get paid for 8h.
>Applying for state job with lots of probabilities to get it.
>Studying nursing career (the real one not the US joke)
>Gf, friends females and males,
>be the uni fascist and none says shit about me infact I'm quite respected even among separatists (I live in cuckalonia).
>Very active politcally on my worker neighbourhood which is now full of pakis and migrants because of commies.

Despair turned into hope. Never give up fags, life is awesome just believe you deserve everything and that you are better than everyone because if you are on Jow Forums chances are you actually are.