user, my problem isn't that I need love, but that I have so much love to give, with there being nobody to receive it. Or me never having met somebody I considered worthy of receiving my love. With said person then returning said love, not because it's a necessity, but because it's the normal thing to do. It's akin to this society, user, in which I would love to work, with it making me happy, supporting some cause that is worth supporting. And by doing so, I could accumulate positive stress in face of work, which is surely a necessity for any normal being. But I do not find this society worth supporting, when I have so much work to give, the same way I previously mentioned for there to be nobody worth loving, when I have so much love to give.
When you are in a relationship, user, then the "we" in "we are one" isn't of the kind you have when looking up to your mother, even if your girlfriend can be loving, as surely she experiences the same need of giving love as you. Instead it's a "we" you would experience when looking down on your imouto. Even if she might at times look down on you, as well. And then she would be nurturing. But then not as mother, but onee-san. You are both relatively big, but also relatively small. And then, user, it's a relationship not based on weakness, but strength.
Receiving love is not a need, user. Giving love is. But with me never possibly giving love to a "roastie" or "sexually liberated" woman who wants to have an "open relationship," when these women are such inherently unlovable entities, I would appear to be lost. And "love for the sake of love" would also never be an option for me. I would rather sit idly by, trying to mentally sign out of this system, fighting the nature which wants to make me love this which is unlovable, and maybe look at the occasional 2d girls, and the hypothetical ideal of what could have been, instead. Surely it would be infinitely more satisfying than living some rationalized delusion.
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