What stops you from ending it?

it's a fucking shit game

this. gotta make it before u kys just so it doesn't make any sense

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How do you disassociate yourself from feels though?

Based.

Unlike these faggots I don't care about my mom. She already thinks I'm dead. What stops me is not having a gun and being too broke and lazy to go get one.

Im not a tranny

Well I don't really have to because I feel good most of the time but if I'm feeling shit then I must be to immersed in the VR. Just pause game for a sec. Close my eyes. Breathe. Whatever feels that are there I just feel the feels and let them go and flush them out of my system. I need no reasons to feel good. I can feel good because I want to feel good.

Just to explore this for a bit... why do we feel so good when one of our shitcoins moons? An alien observer would see us staring at a screen with a number on it and see us suddenly have a radical change in internal state / mental chemistry just because a number changed. It's because of the meaning and thought we give to that number we give ourselves permission to feel good after it moons. If you were to change your psychology or your mental software you could make it so that physical circumstances don't even correlate to your moods. Maybe this is insanity but idk. Better than being battered around by circumstances.

that's what drugs are

1) waiting to see if crypto makes me rich in a couple years

2) the fact that my mom would be emotionally devastated

Im gay

because if I do that, then (((they))) win.

Because if there's no point to life but what you make of it, there's no point to killing yourself either

Increasingly nothing, but i have life insurance so I’d probaby make it not look like suicide. But fuck that bitch i dont have kids yet anyways

I don't want to make my family sad.
It's even worse because I larp as a normalfag and they don't even know who I am. So it would come completely out of the blue for them.
I sleep a lot because it's the closest thing to not existing that doesn't hurt my family.

sergey nazarov

pfft.. wrong question. what stops you from making it?

this is what "enlightenment" is. I feel the same way and its weird but 1000x better than the way i used to be when I cared about everything.

This also for me....she’s invested so much in me I couldn’t do this to her.

20k link and a creative obsession

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don't want to miss the collapse of western civilization

can't do that to my mom. i hate myself and people but my mom is awesome.

my kids. in a few years i'll explain family court and they'll internally wonder why im still alive. hopefully they conclude that i love them.

I've recently discovered that I can decide to be this way because it's the only way I can handle the annoyance of chronic illness. What circumstances in your life led you to understand this?

based and linkpilled fuck nolinkers

how can you larp at home? that sounds sad af desu. no offense

me being around never stopped my mom from ending it...

Harold memes

Mine tried. I'll never forget it. I'm sorry fren.

My waifu

LINK unironically

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still working towards getting 1 BTC. Almost there.

20 years of watching chinese cartoons has destroyed my sense of reality so theres no point. I now just randomly slip into fantasy like Doug or JD, especially when stressed. One moment Ill be getting yelled at on the phone by a customer because a distribution worker said a bad word and the next Im having sex with wives Kurmi and Asuka after we've all been injected with magical drugs to maximize pleasure.

Cuz I’m not a beta faggot who takes the easy way out. Pain is only temporary. Last 3 months I have stayed away from all substances and having a clear head is priceless. Another thing that will make you wanna kys is over fapping.

Sounds comfy

All those people who have told me to "kys" on Jow Forums. I persevere just to spite them :^)

nothing really but what's the difference? might as well trudge on, see what happens

life's pretty fucked but w/e

larp used to mean something, now it's just a way of saying "act" here

Weird as it sounds, immortality, I believe completely that life extension therapy will reach the necessary level where you can beat death by old age, I think it will be around 2050-2060.
So I hope I will stay alive long enough for that, and make enough money either by getting lucky with shitcoins, or by working and saving until then.
I want to see where humanity will end, if someone offered to turn me into a cyborg in command of a spaceship, I would pay any price for it, I want to travel between the stars, not just live and die in the same rock.
Honestly if I get too old and the tech is not here yet, I will pay to get myself frozen and set some money aside in an account as a reward for any clinic that can successfully bring me back 300 years later.

$LINK

Hope of course.

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Spite and the need to get even with those who have wronged me

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kys fren

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How do normal people go through a day without wanting to kill themselves? When I'm having dinner with my family I'm always thinking of suicide in the back of my mind. Every action is tinted with thoughts of how I'm going to off myself. Other people can wake up and do things. Be happy and not have a temporal horizon that only extends a week infront of them. I'll never understand normal people

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oh geez the biz butthurt tale

The honest to god hope that I’ll get to watch most of the rest of you burn first.

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Kek

You might have a problem related to parasites, imbalanced gut bacteria, diet, and/or your adrenals. I've fixed a lot of those things over time and the oppressive suicidal ideation has become manageable to the point that I can decide not to be bothered by it. If you have time, watch videos by justinhealth on youtube.

Just bought a new computer, ye boii

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I know that feel. Sometimes imagining fun ways to kill myself helps me sleep and sleep is so good for not existing.

Dreams mostly feel like heaven or vidya

Good man, that's what it takes.
Don't get too caught up in Jow Forums or anything for that matter. Just know that nothing REALLY matters except enjoying the time we have here. Go for a jog, smell the roses, maybe get a dog. There is much more to life than money. Just live your life for YOU.
You can do it

i knocked up a woman and drove two lanes at once. i gave up the wrong one and now i cant and will not see my daughter. i knocked up a married 7/10 big milky waifu who i was in love with and i dont want her other boys to be disturbed by another "dad". her husband is a asian bitch who has no integrity. the feeling that my daughter will never be my family is so destroying i might end it right now when im thinking about it.

Just the chance of my bags mooning.

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Honestly don't know anymore

I have a high paying job, girlfriend, nofap, lifting etc

I'm way more unhappy than when I was a NEET "loser" living at my parents

I'm half tempted to dump the bitch, quit my job, smoke weed and masturbate to anime and play videogames all day

Seriously had enough of "IRL" life. Wageslave and put up with annoying normalfag cunts all day so I can get my dick sucked for 10 seconds

And then listen about how I don't take her on enough holidays every other hour of the day

People are just cancer, being alone and having stuff like anime and porn is better desu I regret deleting my 100s of porn vids

Fuck my life

man, i know your feelings.

Getting married was the worst thing I ever did. Yeah, I get my dick wet once in a while but it isn't worth all the bullshit. I miss my old job and single life. Family life isn't for me.... I cannot Imagine if I had a kid on top of this, I think I would legit go for a pack of cigs and mever come back.

Chance at moon. Fsn didnt moon yet

KEKED and CHECKED. Triple Twos of Truth.

This. If all else fails I'm going to do a bunch of drugs and poop in Starbucks coffee cups before suicide

I want a kid just so I can fulfill my biological duty then I can probably quit my job and become a full degenerate

Real life and normalfags make me suicidal

We are already dead, this is hell

bors...

The furthest anyone in the world is related is your 32nd cousin. All the seed spilling is done, the only hurdle left is that in your mind fren.

You have to.do one is of two things. Are your feelings about yourself coming primarily from you or from someone else? So if you are facing rejection from someone else then you have to tell yourself that person is just wrong about you. And if it's your own feelings then you have to demonstrate to yourself that you are overly critical of yourself. Or if you do things that you find vile you either stop doing those things or find a mental way to allow yourself the indulgence. You just have to do the mental gymnastics...we despise it when other people do it...but we have to live happy lives so we need to do it ourselves if it is necessary.

We have an interesting thread and you need to make it boring and retard.

Chance of LINK mooning

This desu, actually yesterday my mother told me she will only be happy when I am happy, with a family. She wants to have grandchildren who can come over and do fun stuff with her. She also wants me to succeed aswell. Shit broke my heart bros, she's really the only reason I'm still here trying to cope with life.

man i know that feel all too well. moms are the best, its a shame mine had a depressed loser of a son

i dont know

i wonder how it feels to be loved by a mother. mine was a abusive alcoholic and my father wasnt there either. grew up on my own.

delusion, the slim chance that i might get away with it

reminder that these are the same people that shit up this entire board saying chainlink will turn them into the new elite. these are the people you are taking financial advice from. last guy even admits hes deluded. the absolute state of this shitcoin.

Coming from a war-torn country and being raised by an emotionally abusive father. Also kinda ugly. And spent entirety of youth playing shitty games or watching people play shitty games. (not sooner defeatist cuck btw, just would've made it by now if not for above-mentioned autism)

The 2030s will probably be amazingly awesome. It's worth hanging on for.

Also high levels of anxiety, depression, and suicidal ideation are correlated with excessive screen time.

Protip: Before you end it, just bring your screen time down to under 1 hour a day.

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I'm all in on LINK, it will either save me or I will die.

Why would 2030 be amazing you worthless nigger?

P.S. check out the book digital minimalism by cal newport for more.

My parents..I love them to death. I hate to seem them heartbroken. Without them, there is no doubt, i'll neck myself.

Andrew Yang.

>waitbutwhy.com/2015/01/artificial-intelligence-revolution-1.html

godlike tech power is coming soon. this could go horribly wrong of course, but it's worth waiting 15 years to find out. you can always kill yourself later if you want.

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>just bring your screen time down to under 1 hour a day.
>mfw I stare at a screen all day for a living

>whaitbutwhy
normalfag detected. human existence has been a complete disaster for thousands of years. but oh wait, its gonna get better. ANY MINUTE NOW!

i'm just stating the facts. best thing you can do is not be glued to it during your freetime. get an outdoor hobby and get exercise in nature would be best.

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>human existence has been a complete disaster for thousands of years
compared to what? your fantasy perfect utopia?

i would definitely choose to be born today rather than 100 years ago, and i would choose to be born 100 years ago rather than 1000 years ago, etc. nothing's perfect but it's much better than it was.

Your optimism is founded on a faulty notion that the Jews are going to let you play with their toys.

This plus LINK.

I just stopped caring.

Three things are stopping me so far

Sex one more time but with the right woman

Trying DMT

Making a million dollars

Im on track to making all three happen so now I'm just waiting

I am getting closer to 40 but I have also almost payed off my mortgage, have kids and I may never push into lambo land (at least if I want to be intelligent) but I am doing alright. Debts are close to being payed off, taking nice vacations, portfolio is staying steady without relying on it solely for some big payoff, overall things are coming together. I suppose not putting it all on red, doing grandpa investments, and just waiting an extra fifteen years actually does work out.