I got liquidated and lost everything.
It's not like I'm a degenerate gambler, I was shorting bitcoin without leverage, and I finally got liquidated.
I feel completely destroyed, I see no future now. I had put all my hopes and time into this, only for it to end like this. If doing my best means losing everything then what's the point to continue living? How could I ever bring myself out of this hole if doing my best brought me into this hole?
At this point I'm desperate. I desperately need help but I have no family to help me. I guess people in my situation end up homeless, in an asylum, or just kill themselves to end the suffering. Watching my dreams getting slowly crushed and finally obliterated killed my mind. I won't recover on my own, I will just end up like one of those crazies or become one more suicide statistic.
Why would anyone even help me? There has to be losers for there to be winners. There has to be slaves working a shit job for a shit pay for their masters to enjoy the good life without effort. People help those they love or care about, what makes my life worth more than that of some random person in some random country? Why would anyone care about me?
I have nothing to lose anymore, I am already dead inside, suicide would be deliverance from this suffering. Only being helped could bring me back a glimmer of hope. They say people who suffer like this are mentally ill, and they attempt to treat them with ineffective pills, when money is the effective medication that would bring many people out of their sufferings. When one suffers from being a slave, the cure is freedom. When freedom can't be had, the last resort is death.
If somehow you made a lot of money that you don't need, a tiny fraction of it could save my life
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Otherwise no worries, we all die eventually
