All I do is go to work, wagecuck, then go home to my moms house and continue staring at a computer
I've lost interest in friends.. women.. even video games. I just mindlessly scroll through the internet wasting time. A quarter of my life is already passed, yet I've achieved nothing, while others have achieved magnitudes of accomplishments.
I do nothing productive in my free time. Just read some books here and there. But I am paralyzed by depression and fear. I have nothing to look up to in this world
Nothing to look up to? You are at the rock bottom, you have EVERYTHING to look up to.
Nothing will change until you change your actions. And actions won't change until you DECIDE to change them.
Maybe I sound like Tony Faggins right now but it's true. You're the one that lost interest in the things that matter. Vidya. Wimmans. Friends.
All things that matter.
What are you afraid of?
Easton Diaz
Similar to OP, I'm afraid that no matter what I do, I will never experience the joy I once had, so I avoid even seeking it.
Kevin Murphy
why try? I'm already a 25 year old boomer. way behind most other 25yearold boomers in my area.
its too late for me. most i can hope for is for my coins to appreciate in value and go find somewhere quiet to live a measly few decades and die
Christian Campbell
Man I think were the same in terms of not picking the right friends because your real friends wouldn't let you lose interest. I never picked the right friends and didn't develop relationships with the proper ones. Now I'm suffering by myself too scared too reach out.
Joshua Ortiz
Last sentence I agree with completely lad. Took the words right out of my mouth
Best case scenario link moons I run a node in some random European shithole quietly user until death
Chase Martinez
So what if you don't? At least you tried. Better to try than to die a coward. Don't waste your life
25 is young. What you should do is move from mums basement and take control of your life. But you won't do that, will you?
Move out
Jaxson Walker
>25 year old >quarter of your life
I have bad news, you have 50% of chances that half your life has already pass, and 50% of chances that it's the 1/3 of your life
Brandon Mitchell
this is good
Anthony Hernandez
Sounds like you're going through something. Consider nutrition, sleep, exercise, sunlight, socializing and fresh air if you want to feel better.
Austin Ramirez
lol 25 and still living with mom? what a loser, I moved out when I was 18 and never looked back.
-28 yr old boomer with his own house, a boat and two kids
Ryder Young
relationships are a two way street. most heterosexuals bail on same sex friends to spend most of their time with their future life partner
Blake King
same, expect I'm going to be 30 soon
Matthew White
>bluepills That shit doesn't help.
Jackson Gomez
>proud of being a wagecuck and having debt Look at this retard and laugh. Enjoy paying alimonies.
Austin Long
I do all of this, in fact, I'd wager I'm in better shape than any fucker in this thread, but doesn't mean jack shit if you are a codependent asshole w/o a car or an education.
Jose Baker
Exactly.
Gotta move out of mums basement. Once you are responsible for yourself, your brain chemistry changes. He needs that
Asher Cook
>reddit spacing >bluepills everywhere I can guarantee you haven't done any of those things you mentioned. They don't work anyways just FYI.
Henry Kelly
Why don't you move out faggot?
Robert Richardson
Nah I have my own place. I'd never preach something I haven't practiced
Will leave that to you when you claim you've lost your V card Faggot
David Taylor
>mfw hicks ITT being proud of ther $500 "apartments" in their "cities" in the middle of nowheretown USA
Except you still post on an internet forum for NEET incels. Looks like it's working out real well for you.
Charles Jackson
>tfw you miss the irony of what you're saying
Thomas Murphy
those normies who feel euphoria at your life choices, im lmaoing at you not realizing you are at your top and now it will crash and lose 98% of its value
Nathan Cooper
January 22, 2020 is a special day for me, it's the day I will splatter my brains with a shotgun in the woods near my home in Western Montana. Come join me OP, we can make a little thing out of it. You've got 7 months to prepare, sell all your shit and tell your family you got a job abroad or some shit.
Josiah Gutierrez
im 21, my life feels ruined too. Trying to avoid your fate but I keep shooting myself in the foot.
Do something about it then? Wtf is the point of this bullshit thread. Set some fucking goals
Jordan Murphy
>20 I'm old, it's too late, it's over for me >23 I'm old, it's too late, it's over for me >25 >you are here I'm old, it's too late, it's over for me >28 I'm old, it's too late, it's over for me >30 >gee how did I get here
see where I'm going with this user?
Julian Reyes
I was in the same spot at your age, but I've made it past the pit of despair. I'm still a wagecuck, but I'm in a career that isn't a dead end anymore and I still keep in touch with old friends and co-workers. I still can't get over the fear or new people though, but I know it's something I'll survive nonetheless.
Keep moving forward at any pace user, there is no score to keep for life and you don't owe anyone a house and a family.
Nathaniel Sanchez
$500 a month got me a decent house all to myself in a hodunk-ass town. I actually prefer being in a quieter area.
William Cox
Here is the hard truth: Even if you manage to dig yourself out, get shredded, get a good job, get a qt... the reality is that deep inside, you are a loser. Any slight destabilizing circumstance will put you right back in your place, no matter how much you make it. You are where your body, soul and personality want you to be. I know this because at your age, I was like you but took an opportunity to work in another state and turned my life around, only to develop a chronic health condition that now prevents me from doing much of anything.
Sebastian Harris
Welcome to late stage capitalism.
Carson Cook
I'm 25 and I hope that I've lived 95% of my life already. I don't enjoy life and would prevent my existence if I could travel back in time.
Andrew Wood
Trades?
Matthew Garcia
I can relate user. I also have a routine which involves most of what you've described(except maybe I pay the rent here and mother has moved to the country to live with my gran)
I am 34 atm(if I remember correctly) books, games, exercise, this are all important things that also keep you busy but whats most important is to find something that resonates deep within you. For me its woodcarving/whittling , Ive always been into art, several forms of art. But woodworking speaks to me. I mean, the question that torments me is how much time I have left to work on carving baroque accents? or acanthus leaves , rocailles, arabesques of all manner and sorts. I digress but I think it helps make my point, find that which calls you, listen very carefully from a deep state of introspection and Im sure you will hear it. Pic grossly and beautifully related.
I've told this story before on Jow Forums so maybe some of you had heard it. I used to be a contractor for a guy who ran what was basically an employment agency for skilled positions in tough, overseas locations. Anything from cooks to engineers his company would provide for exorbitant rates if you had some mine in Sierra Leone or whatever.
For these jobs you usually have an induction somewhere and he was there for it. There were only two of us (electricians) from his agency but he went because it was in Marseille and he loved that city. Long story short he brought me out for dinner just to shoot the shit. Basically devolved into him giving me his life story.
Guy was a stone cold loser until he was 25. Then he took out a bunch of credit cards he had no intention of paying off and just saw the world. Didnt come back to the USA for years. So he gets to 30, is living in Australia or NZ, and he realizes his whole life ahead of him is fucked since he's $50k in debt with no real skills aside from an American truck driving license. So he just enrolls in pilot school and figures that's a stable career.
Fast forward ten years and he has this agency. Started out as just him, then his pilot pals and now he does everything. Has to be worth tens of millions and the way he tells it things just all sort of happened for him. I never did a contract like that again because it was nightmarish work but the conversation has stuck with me ever since. At some level certain individuals are just exemplary, and he had a way of talking and thinking that clearly was exceptional, but at the same time sometimes you just gotta flick the switch somehow.
Either way it's never too late. Especially if you're under 40. So many people don't make shit out of their lives and quit the self destructive behavior into well into their thirties. Giving up hope at 25 is just stupid.
Alexander Campbell
Just kys dude. Why u still alive?
Jackson Evans
Get some vitmine d supplements
Jaxon Reyes
No no no friend, you've got it all wrong.
Humans perceive the passage time logarithmically.
25 is measurably a quarter of your life but perceived by you brain to be the halfway point.
It's all downhill after 25.
Cooper Rivera
Yeah seriously only a small group of people live to be 90+ and very few of those people are actually living and enjoying life and not using walkers, taking several medications, waiting to die etc.
Lucas Phillips
Sounds like fate itself put you back in your place
James Hall
sounds gay, wouldn't recommend it
Adam Lee
rock bottom? he still has a home, his youth and probably most of his health
Adam Anderson
Have a 1 year trip around the world, maybe you will grow a pair
Jose Gray
>Falling for the trades meme
Juan Taylor
You're a fucking retard, I only started improving my life at 27. It may be late but you still have a good six decades ahead of you if you get your shit together. You are the author of your life, what your future looks like depends on you. Stop comparing yourself to where others are today, compare yourself to where you were yesterday and make a bit of progress daily, even if it's only .1%.
Charles Long
Welcome to hell, OP. you're amongst similar company
>January 2020 Bitcoin will be over 20k at that point. Why the fuck would you kill yourself right before you're about to make it?
Josiah Bailey
Have sex.
Joseph Baker
Not OP, but I'd join you if my day wasn't this Friday
Grayson Price
like how quiet? I'm getting a little sick of california, its reached the point where i'd rather be anywhere else
Austin Brown
I will once Link moons to $100 and my real life begins. I’ll have $200K that I’ll use to move to thailand and open a small swedish meatball restaurant. 200K is all I need.
Blake Campbell
why so much?
Leo Powell
Good luck with that.
Christian Clark
Sounds comfy senpai
Jonathan Nelson
THIS x 1000 please listen to this user if you don’t want to kill yourself from shame in 5 years.
Lucas Gomez
Yes, that's the point I was trying to make. Fate breakes your legs and shoves you back into the cuckshed when when you try to escape. One of the jobs I worked was in the trades, but it didn't cause the problem, only exacerbated it.
Sebastian Howard
Drugs aint cheap.
Gavin Nguyen
at least you have a job all i do is waste the best years of my life and hate myself for it
Angel Clark
I got married at 23 divorced by 25. I a jail cell at the same age with an alcohol problem contemplating suicide. When the case was dropped it was the reality check I needed. I got in Zoloft initially for a year.
Now I am a 29 year old bloomer. What you need is something to focus your creative energy into. For me it was starting my own business, learning to code, going to the gym, no fap, no alcohol, quit smoking by vaping then quit vaping. Met a new woman once I sorted my own house out. You need that dopamine rush that comes with setting a goal and achieving it. Your synapses are probably fried from over stimulation, porn and Vidya.
