I am starting to realize that I will not be happy if I make it

My parents came to visit today. Right from the get go my dad starts clowning me (as he usually does) after he walks into my apartment:
>user, you have too much stuff
>But dad, I don't. Look, I don't even have anything hanging on the walls
>That's because nobody ever comes here
Another conversation:
>user, what do you usually do around this time (8pm)
>Uhh,...nothing (actually shitposting on biz)
>Really? Nothing huh
>Uhhhh yeah.
>(Disapproving/disappointed look)
NEITHER OF THEM KNOW THAT I'VE INVESTED MY ENTIRE LIFE INTO THE FOURTH INDUSTRIAL REVOLUTION THAT I DISCOVERED THROUGH A ICELANDIC ROWBOATING FORUM AND THAT THE ANGUISH I'VE ENDURED FROM THE FUD AND DUMPING OVER THE PAST TWO YEARS HAS WORN ME DOWN TO DUST
I almost cried today anons, just realizing how sad and pathetic my life has turned out to be. I wish I could just not think. It's all so tiresome. Even if I do make it I feel like I still have very little faith in people and myself. I don't know biz. Give me some tough love please.

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dont worry fren. you can dangle your $1000 linkies in front of that boomers face while hes on his death bed

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You're feeling like this because you haven't made it yet.
When we hit $1000 EOY everything will change, it's like going from black and white to color.

find many passions before you make it and you'll have things to fill your time

thanks fren. I appreciate your positivity and I'm glad I can talk to you frens here. When you can't talk to anyone in real life about something that's always on your mind it can drive you a little nuts.

Love you frens. Thank you :)

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be glad you have a dad that visits you

He's disappointed because you're an autist who can't hold a conversation.

Are you the son of immigrants? I.e. You'd be first generation

Yes but I have a brother who is successful by bluepilled standards

... And then people will be like
>He just got lucky investing early, it's like winning the lottery
And then you remember all you've been through, all the research, the FUD, the frens...
You have earned it

introduce your dad to anime
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This

Sorry it's rough right now

I feel you bro. You just gotta buckle down and remember this is war. You either buy your freedom or you don't. You go ahead and make those clowns happy if you want, but you won't like what happens to you if you appease the whims of fools.

Just work out you're good.

Imagine having a son who hasn't fucked dozens of whores.

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>I wish I could not think
Oh but you can user. Get good at meditating. You are not your emotions and thoughts

nice