I know there are at least a few stinky marines in a similar situation as I am. I am a Link Marine since 2017 and have held strong since, and continue to hold strong (save for a few shitty attempts at swing linking), but in the past 30-50 days or so, I've relapsed from suboxone back onto full opiates like heroin, and in the past few weeks, it has been fentanyl.
I really need to stop before I am tempted to start dipping into my ChainLink stash. At my current rate of use, I estimate I have about a month left of funds to support continued use before I'll have to start selling my stinkies, but I really don’t to spend anymore money.
Is there any linkies in a similar situation as I am? I really don't mean to be this gay, but I need support and I know there are some good souls here. Would anyone be willing to join me in a daily CWG: Chainlink Withdrawal General where we, together, go through the struggle and pain of quitting so that we can protect our valuable stinkies?
Sadly, I love and I hate biz, but chainlink and crypto have become a significant part of my life over the past few years, and believing in ChainLink is actually really pushing me to want to go through this pain before it gets worse and I blow this unique opportunity.
Went to rehab, was just a drinker. It doesn't matter why your taking it, but it's probably due to anxiety about something you're not doing, that you should be. Maybe it's a call you need to make, a son you haven't seen, or some taxes you need to file. Either way, you need to address the root cause of why you're doing this. When you're in addiction, you want to stay in it, and you start to "try to feel better until tomorrow", then it just spirals from there, to where your body is dependent on it.
Shit man, try smoking weed, something that won't kill you, I don't recommend drinking, I had a seizure during withdrawal.
Thanks fren. I'm trying to develop a plan right now where I get my hands on some xanax, marijuana, clonidine, and robaxin to help me get through the worst of the withdrawal symptoms on days 1 through 5 or so. At that point I will decide as to whether or not I want to get back on suboxone or try to go on with nothing and hopefully return from the dead by August 20 or so...
Lucas Morris
>he is a slave to a substance pushed onto him by a drug dealer >he is too weak to say no You already lost you pathetic waste of oxygen, you are too weak to be a marine. Might as well sell now and be done with it, you know you are going to because you are a weak spineless faggot who is no good for anything or anyone. C'mon you little bitch, cash out right now and go slam, cut to the chase already. There is no use in pretending like you are gonna change, you know you won't, we know you won't, you are content to waste whatever opportunities are given to you on a silver platter by God himself. The fact that you are even here seeking validation is proof enough. Go on and prove me right, I'll be patiently waiting to smugly rub it in your face. Or maybe I won't, because I'm patient and when link leaves this planet, I won't waste a single braincell thinking about you, the faggot who was too weak to change his life.
Noah Powell
how do you find this "root cause"?
Jose Turner
Just do us a favor and sell low before you inevitably kill yourself with this shit and your links are locked up forever, someone more worthy deserves your links
Wyatt Thomas
It's not that I'm too weak, fren, it's just a matter of doing it. I'm actually quite motivated, I just need to put together the parts of my plan and gather some comforting substances to help (I also have some things I need to do in the next few days that would essentially be impossible to do while in withdrawal). I really don't need validation from here because I fortunately have a decent support network of friends and family...I'm just hoping I can help some others that may be in a similar situation as I am because we really shouldn't blow this opportunity.
Gabriel Sullivan
Thanks for 2 more of your cents, fren.
Kevin Ortiz
>I'm actually motivated I promise! >But >But >But >But Typical, I was surrounded by you for 18 years before I finally learned the hard way that you people never change. Western N.C. tore itself apart for drugs back in 07-08. No, I know your type. There will always be a "but". Like I said, I give you til the end of the year before you OD. Just sell now so someone else can use your links.
Juan Hall
By thinking through it logically with a bit of emotion.
Jeremiah Rivera
Go back on subs dipshit. Get kratom. I went from subs to kratom and it was pretty easy Don't be a faggot. The only reason to do dope now is to die. Almost everyone I used to get high with is dead. Heroin is (literally) a dead meme.
Oliver Russell
OP I got on nofap and have been working out every day as of 1 week ago. I'm also going to cut drinking and fix my diet starting today. I fixed up my resume and am actually gonna get a job and stop being a suicidal piece of shit. It sucks, and it's difficult. But as time goes on it will become less difficult. If you really want to stop that shit you most certainly can.
Ian Wright
I'm sorry you've dealt with so much hardship from drugs. Most of the time it isn't as simple as "just stopping," and one must plan his life around being incapacitated for at least a week.
Cooper Miller
try kratom user it helps keep my coworker off of meth
Nathaniel Perry
Fellow western NC opiate addict. year clean now living in Utah loving life. Wassup
Nathaniel Collins
I really hope you become an addict one day
Adam Hall
RELATABLE addict moment.
My root cause is probably due to not being in a career that is good for me and my future family in the long run.
I'm glad you got out. Stay sober. Don't ever, ever lapse. Not for a second. I don't care if I sound like a fanatic. I've seen what happens. Went to Dallas myself. Where from originally? I left Traphill at 18, not going back.
Angel Lee
That and mushrooms considering op is already a degenerate
Samuel Gutierrez
I really hope you gargle scalding hot semen you colossal queer. I'll never get addicted to anything because I'm not a pussy, firstly, and secondly I have my wife and soon to be first child to think about.
Brandon Martinez
You can buy some bags with some free crypto on coinbase earn coinbase.com /earn/eos /invite/n3jv6frh
OP, in your current state, if LINK moons you're a dead man. Get this shit under control ASAP by any means necessary.
Levi Torres
>Don't be a fucking degenerate >Don't get addicted to shit It's really fucking easy, believe it or not Oh, no, wait, shit your right, I just woke up this morning addicted to jenkem, how fucking weird
Winston-Salem to Asheville. Been to 3 seperate rehabs but the first two I stayed in the state, I think the problem witht that was always knowing where to go if I was ever craving. Hope you do the same and we both make it
Isaiah Cruz
Who pays for all of this rehab? Your unfortunate family?
Christ cut your fucking parents some slack and free them from the slavery of supporting your useless existence.
Pick any of the following: find religion, read some philosophy, study history, find a figure you idolize and imagine how disgusted he would be if he saw you in your state, and fix it.
Imagine all the generations of people who slogged through the darkness and horrors of history for 1000s of years to build this miraculous civilization (the west of course) only for their progeny to become a bunch of mopey faggots.
Grayson Young
>I'm actually quite motivated Cope is the motto of your life It’s never to late to change that
That's the goal. Will hopefully be in a much better place by August 20.
Adrian Lopez
>I feel like a failure you'll be excited to hear the great news we're all failures >and that's a good thing
Christopher Powell
I know the feels user. I'm addicted to vaping and jerking off at the same time. I do it 3-4 times a day. I use lube and vape when the girl is sucking the dick in pov, so I have a nicotine buzz whilst looking at her eyes. I can't stop and it's killing me .
Nicholas Garcia
Currently getting off nicotine and cannabis. Not as serious as heroin, but I'll participate.
Chase Martinez
Dont get xanax. If you must take a benzo take something with a longer half life like Diazepam. But really stay away from benzos man - your just trading one hell for another.
Ian Nelson
Research ibogaine. It is a psychoactive nonaddictive drug that will induce a very heavy trip in which you will confront your demons. Once you have completed an ibogaine series you will never relapse again. It has the single highest success rate of treating addicts and the recidivism rate is astronomically lower than any legal treatment, yes, even for opiates.
ibogaine will be your cure, just research it.
Bentley Phillips
Yeah stick with Valium, Xanax is fucking trash
Jayden Campbell
Then you don't want to quit. Most rehabs focus on the 10 steps AA NA or whatever. That doesn't work for everyone, some people deep down know they aren't really powerless over their addiction. That shit is the ultimate cop out, the rehab I went to was like a cult with this stuff. I openly read rational recovery while in there. After one rehab, maybe 2, the next one is on you. Look at why you actually want to feel like that again, know people are after the most pleasure for the least amount of effort, and love being numb to their actual shit situation, and try to "defer it until tomorrow". BTW, LINK 1K EOY
Xavier Perez
My goal isn't to trade addictions or to take xanax 24/7 while withdrawing. I only want to take it at night to try to reduce the awful feelings of withdrawing. I don't really like taking Xanax or benzos because I can't function as a normal person on them.
I've never had a problem with any substances besides opiates. I've been to Hazelden, which is considered one of the best 12-step based rehab facilities in the world, and I don't buy into the whole "you will get addicted to any mood altering substance because YOU'RE AN ADDICT!" mind frame. I unfortunately just get dependent on these opioids very quickly. I just don't want to continue with this nonsense.
Gabriel Price
OP I'm with you, I really want to quit smoking and smoking weed. I'm thinking I'll go to bed within an hour, and quit after waking up. I know the pain, though opiates are more painful quitting, nicotine and weed combined are a bitch too. I feel like a lazy mush, I have so many dreams and ideas I just can't get to. I have trouble sleeping and beïng awake, feeling dreaded about doing nothing for 5 years straight.
Brandon Rodriguez
R/leaves unironically helped me. I’m a biztard but I know where to find value. Check it out.
Julian Thomas
put it down, personally know many upper class whites who have died from this stuff.
Nathaniel Parker
>R/leaves Holy shit those 'addicts' are faggots
Juan Clark
are you me?
Luke Adams
You should try kratom, user.
Angel Allen
HAHAHA JUNKIE FAGGOT EVEN WHEN WE HIT $1000 YOU'LL HAVE NOT MADE IT AFTER LITERALLY INJECTING YOUR GAINS
I have two IRL friends and counting that have died from heroin. Both started with pills. Don't be that guy.
Jayden Martinez
Quitting opioids on your own is impossible. You either have to be locked up in a facility for a long time and/or implanted with naltrexone.
Jaxon Roberts
OP, check out Imodium for kicking opiates. Erowid vault has a few accounts. Srsly. Good luck mane
Jace Stewart
Cope more faggot. It’s black and white, you either want to stop or you don’t. T. Been addicted to alcohol, weed, nicotine, and opiates
Most sensible post in this thread. No one thing is going to cure addiction. It’s a process. Nofap is not a meme. Controlling your sexual energy is part of the larger picture. Start here. Next step is your diet. Start eating healthy and lifting weights. Have one cheat day a week. You can drink and do drugs on this day. This will provide a framework for when you can and can’t use substances. Stick to it and you’ll be successful.
Brody Williams
Have you tried Kratom? I've heard it's the best alternative to suboxone. I haven't, so research that shit before you try it.
Brandon Gonzalez
You’re going to make it
Christopher Lee
>I'm actually quite motivated Obviously not, if you're making fucking posts on Jow Forums asking about how to stop being a degenerate. Face it, you're a fucking coward and you don't have the willpower to suffer some symptoms for a few days to get your shit back on track. Either stop cold turkey right the fuck now, or kill yourself. I'd honestly beat the shit out of you if I saw you just because I have to share fucking oxygen with your scumbag ass.
Carson Watson
>I really hope you become an addict one day Because it just happens, right? No. I'm not going to put myself in a position to allow that to happen. Would you like to know why? I'm not a weak minded faggot like you fucking piss-sniffing mouth breathers. You're taught to stay away from drugs at day one of elementary school, and you couldn't even follow basic advice. You and your kind have no one to blame but yourselves, and the world would be a better place if you put a fucking bullet in your skull.
Elijah Foster
Don't worry user by this time next week your linkies will be worth so little that you'll unironically be unable to afford a bottle of tylenol with the whole stack, much less real drugs
