No cocaine and alcohol day 48

good lord. im not going to make it. life is brutal

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Yes you will

Get angry at yourself. Anger is like fire. Dangerous when out of control, but a handy tool for situations like this.

I'm off weed for like a month
feels pretty good actually, no paranoia

I'm on nofap and you post THIS?

>tfw I'll never get to experience walking in on pic related with my dick erect
feels bad man

im past the anger stage. im just tired of trying and living at this point. i just want to sleep and not wake up anymore.

good work user. I found that the 9 month mark is optimal to reduce your tolerance down to near nothing so when you get back on it you'll be high as a mofo.

yes.
embrace the baptism by fire.

thats the funny thing about this. instead of embracing the sober life and getting back to normal, all i can think about is how glorious the relapse will be when my brain is desensibilized. i will forever be a junkie. i just need to learn moderation

How so? Go somewhere were the temp is always 90 degrees +

Take ibogaine so you can realize the truth, a truth most of us on this board already understand but you don't

I'm about 55 days from 1000 days sober
going to dive right back into drugs when I get there because life hasn't improved much at all
I only did this because probation for drug possession and just accepted the suspended sentence to avoid sitting in a cage

im afraid to take psychedelics when i dont even handle weed. just cliffnote me the truth beloved

>3 years sober not to go in jail
uwotm8

Omg how much LINK for that one on the right?

"OP is a faggot"

at current prices, about 20 link here in europe

noted

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this is why i've never done any drugs and i never have more than a few drinks. i dont like feeling not in control of myself, but more importantly i dont want to lose my ability to genuinely enjoy myself without any kind of psychoactive shit.

By the way OP, your gut is where your body produces like 90% of your dopamine, seratonin, etc. IMO, dysfunctional gut flora as the result of poor diet is the root cause of most cases of depression. You need to start eating raw liver, drinking some raw milk, and maybe even try some high meat in order to begin repairing your gut microbiome so you can begin producing those feel good chemicals again and feel high naturally without drugs. In addition to this stop eating vegetables, specifically leafy green shit, garlic, and nuts, as these all fuck up your gut.

got arrested for felony possession of mdma and weed
they said accept guilty and get 5 years probation 2.5 with good behavior
if I screw up I could potentially go to jail for 5 years
so my half year of court dates and 2.5 years probation is finished by october

and I'm getting back into drugs because I love them

No experience with cocaine but it took about 3 months for me to stop getting nasty alcohol cravings. For the first month or two seeing alcohol would make me break out in a sweat, I would fantasize about drinking.

Now I don't really think about it. 7 months clean. It took a relapse for me to finally get sober for real though. I analyzed how I felt when I was shitfaced, asked myself "Does this really feel that good?" and came to the conclusion that no it didn't. Not good enough to justify all the trouble it caused me, anyway.

Kayla, we saw your pic on LinkedIn today. We’re happy you’re getting in good nutrition and please to see you eating your fruit.

-Mom & dad

>getting probation for baby drugs
damn. unless it were multiple kilos, its ogre. good luck user

Also waking up on a Sunday morning and not being hungover is fucking god-tier. Its one of those things that you don't think about when you're alcoholic but I love waking up and not feeling like a train wreck.

God that's so cute. I love seeing the very edges of girls erogenous zones without actually seeing them. Such a fuckin tease.

have sex bro

>In addition to this stop eating vegetables, specifically leafy green shit, garlic, and nuts, as these all fuck up your gut.
I feel like this is bad advice

it was a bit ridiculous how I was treated but that's small town missouri for you
and through this all I was cool and cooperative signed the probation contract and followed through
I'm a functional addict and did 3 years sober and I'm going back because it's what I enjoy

How

Kek

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Me too. I could get off on that forever. So fucking hot

WTF my boss just saw this and now I'm fired!

this is the best image I've ever seen

Just rememer that people who arent addicted are doing weed/drugs so they can brag about it their friends to get social recognition because they suck at everything else in life to get that.

Once you are past that, you get into a denial phase where "weed isnt addictive" and "coke at parties are fine" etc. But in reality you are an addict allready.

After that, addiction becomes real and you are accually trying to hide your regular use to people around you and you are still covering for addiction by justifying the it by harmlessness.

People are idiots.

Every time you see somebody brag about weed, tell them they are idiots.

Just remember that addiction has two parts. Physical and psycological part. The physical part is easy. You go to rehab, lock yourself in a room, somehow get thru 30 days and your body doesnt crave it any more. Now the psycological part kicks in. You meet that one friend. You go to that one party. You walk in that one neiboughhood where you used to get it. You see that phonenumer on your phone. You see that image on the internet. You have that one drink. And suddenly an urge out of nowhere hits you. Thats the psycological part. Your body doesnt need it. But your brain is so used to get that kick at those times that you suddenlt crave it.

But when that happens, you have to keep going mate. Change the situation. Wait 10-15 min. Get out of the habit.

Good luck

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healthline.com/nutrition/dietary-lectins
healthline.com/nutrition/phytic-acid-101
it's not, most plants are toxic but for some reason we're told they're healthy.

Today's the first time I lit the grass in 3 weeks, used to be everyday.
Doesn't feel much different except for lower tolerance. Im eating pizza and watching Clerks while shitposting. Life is good

i found the source of this image

sexopic.ru/photo/pyanye-russkie-devki-snyali-otkrovennoe-foto-v-saune/

Ok now this is epic. I want you to visualize the smell. Just imagine it !

God bless you! May riches come to you and may you have many healthy kids.

huh those chicks are pretty nice to look at in their underwear. I enjoyed that ones bent over butt pic. nice find user

I mean I see all the big athletes juicing vegetables and I feel more energy after a good juice
I'll check out those articles but restricting nutrients to meat and milk seems like a hard way to keep optimal nutrition

>Weed is addictive
Dropped. I do not smoke to tell any friends about it and routinely cut it out for significant lengths of time. If you enjoy a nice steak, you are not addicted to steak.

ikr, they look so slippery...

z? come back to tg nigga i want to talk to you pls

dw meat man is clueless

lol, i too was like you once.
>he hasn't even taken the butterpill yet

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day 10 on no fap and you're fucking killing me

How much do these lady's charge individually? Is it full on sex, like legit brothel, or just a massage?

>talk to me
its been all said and done. what is there left to talk about

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Day 11 here
Delete this shit at once, op, you fucking faggot

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50€ for 30 minutes, sex+hand and blowjob. all 9/10 eastern europe models mostly. its a brothel, you have these in any big city here. its the only good thing in this shithole

I'll give it a try, I've heard a lot of good things about liver and never tried it
wild animals always go for the liver first they know what's up

I how sliding your dick into the one on the right would feel like. Life isn't fair bros

our mutual fren whose 4-letter name begins with F is on the verge of necc

It's horrible advice. You need a well rounded diet with lots of fruit and vegetables, and for most Americans and Europeans what you DON'T eat is more important. Cut out soda, sugar and corn syrup, and as much of the processed crap as you can.

You’ll stop having the dreams in about 6 months.

Wow that's amazing.
In from America never been to europe so I have no clue. The only place I know you can legally get sex in America is one famous brothel in Las Vegas, it's called something like bunny ranch. But I heard it's like $1000+ to get laid there.

i actually have something to tell you about that friend, kek.

are you r...or j...?

Not him but I make €2 an hour how the fuck am I going to afford that ?

uh i'm jp desu

the bad news is that eventually you will get bored of it too and it will feel no different than just jacking off, speaking from experience. semen retention is the final redpill but yeah. come to europe and try it out. it will be amazing the first times. especially when coked up.

who the fuck is jp

im on nearly 4 years of no alcohol
i run 3 miles 5 days a week
save $600/yr by buzzing my head twice a month
day trade mon-fri but only do crypto

in my 20s i did a shit ton of drugs and guess what, i had no investments and didnt really know how to use money.
when i stopped doing drugs and alcohol, i began investing.
going on 8 years now of investing and im worth millions.

so you see, it really pays off to man up and live responsibly.
also, go all in on RSR

2nd night in a row with no alcohol
Is it normal to... hear voices/weird noises when you're in bed and about to fall asleep?

wow...rude...

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sending my energy OP do it for the rest of us.

I need to stop drinking AHHHHH

Gonna take a while before I get bored of it. Maybe when I'm 50 lol

Alcohol is unironically the only drug I've ever been addicted to. Cocaine is fun but not something that has a hold on me. I can quit smoking or toking at any time and have for years at a time without issues. But alcohol, fuck that shit. It's like a gnawing feeling in my gut, I crave that disconnect. Even when I tell myself "Nope not gonna drink tonight" half the time I end up going to the liquor store and hitting the bottle.

just finished beating to that pic thanks op

Are you Elliot in coinmetro tg?

n-no....

What are overrated drugs for 200

ah its you lul. i got my own problems lad. its a cold cold world.