GUYS I THINK I FUCKED UP

been taking 400mg of codeine every day for a month now. pharmacy's are starting to catch on, had 2 refuse to sell me cocodamol and refer me to a doctor.
didn't take any codeine yesterday. woke up at 4am having some kind of panic attack, almost threw up, head was spinning. popped a xanax and fell asleep. woke up in pain, mainly elbow and knee joints. eyes watering constantly + runny nose all day.
dosed 400mg codeine about 20 minutes ago, pain has gone away. feel quite good now. seriously considering paying the homeless fella whose always nodding and asking me for cigs to get me some heroin.
may have almost died a few days ago. drank half a bottle of vodka, took 600mg codeine and snorted 1g of ket. passed out and flatmates couldn't wake me up even when they poured a jug of water on me.
been shagging my best friend and flatmate (male). i have fallen in love with him despite being 95% straight. i keep trying to being romantic with him and he doesn't seem to like it. i think he just wants to fuck.
the situation is CODE RED, lads. utterly dire circumstances here. if one of you lads could do me a favour and actually kill me, that'd be really helpful. thank you in advance.

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Why are you doing this to yourself mate?

>business and finance

Stupid fucking junkie go to a rehab center before you croak

>after Jow Forums

Move to colorado. Smoke Weed. Recover. Dont tale alcohol.

Smoke some DMT or eat shrooms and ask yourself what you want in life.

>been taking 400mg of codeine every day for a month now.
it's only been a month. 3 days of pain.

i have no advice to offer, i am just here to laugh at you.

rehab, now; or move to a weed-state. don't overdo, give yourself a month or two, then start some kind of sport. learn to love yourself again. you can do it fren, i did it, too. you're worth it.

you need to grab yourself a neckpill bud.
>junkie
>faggot
>reddit diary format
i wish i could shoot you in the head.

Codeine addiction is no joke, the withdrawals can kill you. Taper off and stay off

don't end up like my m8 op. drives to around 50 pharmacies every few months to stock up on that shit. the uk must have tons of secret codeine addicts.

This is your brain on Jow Forums

been fucking with shrooms for 2 years now. hands down the greatest shit I have ever done. instead of my life getting progressively worse like it was before the shrooms, I have been actually getting better. Quit smoking cigs, weed, and even cut way back on booze. I wasn't able to quit it all completely but holy shit did it change my ability to control myself. I also have random flashback which are fucking awesome. 10/10 do some shrooms

cant you just black market something in bulk ?
is it not legal anyway

Not the gay gay but I’ve been here fren. Either get help and detox. Or research what you need to detox the next 7 days. Your joints will pain, you will go through the depths of hell in your mind. If you have a bit try to ween down so it’s not 100% cold turkey, if not Xanax/Tylenol pm helped me sleep for 7 days till I could leave my bed. I planned my detox around work and took time off after research. Godspeed, it will pass fren.

you're doing CWE on the cocodamol right?

sure but i guess it depends whether the person finds going to a pharmacy or trying to buy bulk less hassle. it's legal to buy codeine combined with paracetamol or ibuprofen from a pharmacy without prescription.

Fucking drugs

If you really wanna change, go to a rehab center or get some help brother, it sounds like you're far past the point that you'll be able to do this by yourself. Best of luck man.

>Takes degenerate drugs
>Ends up a degenerate

Move out and stop doing drugs and booze or kys

Have sex incel

So no ones gonna comment about it
>>fucking my male best friend
>>madly in love with him
% straight though

Wow, I was actually feeling suicidal then I read this.
Thanks user, I feel much better now, your life is even more worthless than mine is.
Lol.

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I be sippin till death

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Homo bad!

no they can't you lunatic

>your own best friend smash n' dashing you
This warrants a yikes

Enjoy your AIDs and life in the gutter, degenerate.

I hear that micro dosing will cure a lot of shit? Is this what you are doing?

>Hey guise I'm a degenerate faggot druggie who failed to heed the advice of my parents or any caring authority figures. Why am I so miserable now?

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microdosing is almost all anecdote and done for creative purposes and anyone who knows their way around the block will tell you that macrodosing is what actually kicks you out of the shitty spirals.

>Business & Finance

dilate

that's normal, everyone does that, incel

You are dope sick faggot. Stop taking xanax pussy. Go grab a fat sack of indica and detox. Pussy.

ok reddit fag

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You would think after so many daily LARP threads just trying to generate a response that Jow Forums would catch on. Most gullible board on Jow Forums

drugs are bad m'kay

especially since you arent a transhumanist billionare
that can afford state-of-the-art equipment to make "drugs"
which are more like supplements without drawbacks in their own laboratories.
check out the following if you want to get in on "research chemicals" that make your brain and memory better and significantly faster at processing things. Those would make you "the smartest guy in the class" but basically in the best class.

Unifiram,
Colouracetam,
PRL-8-53,
L-theanine with caffeine 1:1/1:2 ratio, test what works for you.

Just to start, if the normal dosage doesnt make an effect, take it with an empty stomach, if not even then, double it, repeat until you feel the effects.

Lol you are posessed, literally believe in christ or some shit because you are too far too gone

This is the average life of a hipster

He's not too far gone at all, don't be so insensitive.
OP, you need to taper your dosage to avoid serious withdrawals. You are currently taking 400mg doses, so take 370mg for 5 days, then 340mg and slowly decrease your dosage by 30mg. You can do this, I believe in you.

Keep letting your roomie stick it up your fudge hallway

based

you literally can't get wock anywhere anymore you didn't take this picturr

What the fuck? stop this degenerate behaviour now. Move far away.

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Yes they can you fucking nonce. Codeine metabolises into morphine after ingestion. Its pretty much the same as oxys

How do you live like that
I don't usually say this, but you unironically need Jesus, dude
I've been on morphine and codeine too and I know how great they feel, but Jesus Christ mate

it was clear once he said that gay shit

You need help. Layoff the the drugs dude.

Nope. Opiate withdraws won’t kill you unless you already have failing organs. If you are dying in the hospital, the stress of opiate withdraws will kill you faster.

ok let's see how you do cold turkey then mr. strong organs

How can we benefit from that?

Tfw I get free prescription Solpadol

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>been shagging my best friend and flatmate (male). i have fallen in love with him despite being 95% straight.

and that's not how being straight works, faggot.

im not really sure what the problem is, you get high every day and get your ass filled by a straight guy only interested in sex, but youre unhappy. Maybe youre not gay?

But how many links do you have?

Is everyone here a faggot???? Serious question.

This is old pasta from int

>been shagging my best friend and flatmate (male). i have fallen in love with him despite being 95% straight. i keep trying to being romantic with him and he doesn't seem to like it. i think he just wants to fuck.

dude how does that even happen?

It's probably more likely if you're fucked up on drugs all the time.

Is 200mg considered a microdose? I have some McKennaii shrooms in powder form.

stop taking drugs idiot

I really think I’ve seen the pasta before. Assuming it’s true, you’re in a bad spot user. Realistically, people in your scenario rarely recover. Opiates are no fucking joke. And it’s a pity, because out of all the drugs out there, you managed to pick the ones that will absolutely fuck you to a literal death. Please go to rehab; you might just make it. Consider buying Link too.

biz

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Tranny detected

where do I buy this stuff

Fuck off subhuman redditor

Bro... I wish you the best and I hope you get better. You need to get on that self improvement train man. Detox (or rehab if you can't do it on your own), go to bed at a normal time (dose natural shit if you have to), get your ass the gym, stop doing gay shit btw, and start watching nothing but YouTube personal development / motivation shit. Get your mind right and it will help you get your body right. God speed user.

the potency varies so much mushroom to mushroom unless you know you're consuming a clone or well mixed powered of MS it's difficult to say each 200mg cap contains the same amount of psilocybin
give it a try the effects are subtle microdosing, I recommend going deep a couple times as well

>1 post by this ID

Every single time

rip

The only things that can kill you from withdraw are XANAX and ALCOHOL. Just try to kick it dude

yeah and that won't kill you. benzo or alcohol wd will not some little opiate addiction

I've done it from a $100+ heroin habit a day, detoxed in jail.. you might wish you were dead but you won't die from opiate withdrawal

L theanine is green tea extract I dunno about the rest of it

>cocodamol
You must be living in the UK.

Simply order a 1 kilo bag of poppy pods from the internet and brew poppy pod tea. Shit lasts like 30 hours and it costs less than a pound per dose plus it feels way better than shitty cocodamol which will fuck up your liver anyway.

Keep it in your own shitty states and stop fucking up mine