Okay, I can't take it anymore. I WAS planning on NOT commiting suicide if I could get 40k (the amount I need to get limb lengthening surgeries) by May (month I turn 25).
I can't do this... I only have basically 3k in the bank. I am willing to spend 1k on 3 separate coins... but that isn't enough... Can I really turn 3k (technically more in time with this job) into 40k?
I feel like lowering the deadline. I feel like instead of waiting all the way to May, I should give myself until New Years. Ya.. even that seems like too long. I can't take being a 5'5" midget anymore. Besides, the surgeries can't actually turn me back to normal anymore. The damage to my manhood is irreparable. So much so that even with the surgeries, I already know with 100% certainty I will commit suicide before 30 even with the surgeries. (So why get them? So I can die with at least some level of catharsis. Just ONE thing. I just want ONE thing before I die. That's all I want now).
So far, I've thrown a little into chainlink (just 285 coins) and FTM (a little under 5300). I'm thinking of throwing some into RSR, Mercury Protocol, MITX, and whatever other stuff people are shilling here I feel so fucking stuck.. what the hell do I do to get the money in time?? I'll be honest. Just the fact that I even have to sink 40k just to be average height in ITSELF makes me want to kill myself. 40 fucking k could be enough to retire off of with the right investments. Of course faggot mother fucker shitstain god wants to keep me poor. I want to choke the life out of that BITCH. You have no idea how fucking tortured I am. Almost 8 years of wanting to destroy this body. Almost 8 years of constant suicidal thoughts. I need the fucking money.
Why don't you move to a country where this is a normal height you absolute faggot?
Aiden Powell
>just accept being a degenerate! Dumb logic
It has less to do with women and more to do with pride. With masculinity. With dominance.
Because that's retarded. Moving to a country with fellow midgets won't magically make me feel like more of a man. That's pathetic.
Gabriel Bailey
You are acting no different than a tranny obsessed with getting his dick chopped off. You even say that if you were in a country where everyone was your height you still wouldn’t feel like a man. It’s not a physical issue but a mental one and you need to learn to love, or at least accept yourself as you are
Nathaniel Watson
You won't make it even if you're taller. It's just going to make you more upset and depressed because your self hatred will be amplified over the fact that your expensive surgery didn't fix your absolute shit self esteem.
>Get off the computer >Go outside >Communicate with friends daily >Call your fucking Dad >NO VIDEO GAMES >NO FAP >Exercise, even if just walking >Read a book or listen to lectures >Get a fucking hobby that isn't nerdy as fuck and relatable with people who aren't incel culture purists >Look at yourself in the mirror for more than two seconds per day >Eat vegetables >Give yourself some type of responsibility whether that be taking care of someone, or something (Pet, neighbor's lawn) >Clean your fucking room
This course will cost you 50 LINK
Grayson Garcia
At age 12, I would do 100 pushups in 1 minute and 20 seconds without stopping. At age 16.5, I used to do 17k pushups with 45lb in a month, 51k situps in a month, curl a 20lb dumbbell 1,800 times per arm in one single set, almost maxed the machines I used for 2 yrs (ages 15-16), curl 50lb dumbbells, hand stand pushups, Etc. That's just a brief summary. I basically did one of everything. Trained 2-3 hrs everyday for 4.5 yrs from age 12-16.5.
As for the weights in the machines that I used, I couldn't tell you. I put pins randomly. I tried to put it in the heaviest I could handle, but never looked at the amount. The fitness room in my highschool also had pins for bench presses. I had my own bench press too with not much weights (maybe about 200lb. Nothing really).
I was planning on doubling my routine and doubling of that and doubling THAT, but it hit me I wasn't going to grow anymore and it completely destroyed me to oblivion at age 16.5. Now I'm 24.
I trained EVERY part I could. I did yoga too. Etc. Training was literally what defined me. So why did I stop? Because my final height was 5'5". That messed up everything. Schooling, jobs, mental health, etc.
I sought absolute dominance. Absolute perfection. Anything less than that is worthy of suicide. I need the money.
Jaxon Morris
False. Moving to another country won't make my shit body become magically "perfect". This is both a mental AND a physical issue. Only a loser would accept a shit body. Only someone that lacks pride could accept being deformed.
Joseph Williams
Ok, so you've done exactly one thing on my list. That's not enough, obviously. Stop being a faggot and be responsible for yourself - including your mental health you beta faggot.
Leo Long
Im 170 in europe where the actual whites are and everyone is taller than me but i aint acting like a bitch like you do
Nolan Ortiz
Now that i think about it you should kys for even beeing a mutt
Dude, half of the population is going to be below-average in height. It really doesn't determine everything.
>Only someone that lacks pride could accept being deformed. 1) Isn't "pride" one of the seven deadly sins? Just because the gays keep celebrating it, doesn't mean it's good.
2) Half of the population isn't deformed. That's ridiculous.
3) Surgery is just going to lengthen your shin bones, or whatever. It won't actually make you bigger/taller, it will just make your shin bones weird. It's just a permanent version of shoe lifts. It won't make you more athletic, or stronger, or anything. In fact, it might actually make you deformed.
Jordan Perry
Nah, probably just kill yourself, on livestream, violently and painfully, and do a flip.
Logan Ward
This person is a 14 year old retard trolling all of you with contrived b8 and silly stories. His iq is so low. But don’t mind me, you eat all the worms you want
Adrian Hernandez
manlets were a mistake
Cameron Cooper
>limb lengthening surgeries LMAO
Jeremiah Bennett
The fact that you have written link "coins", shows us that you have literally no idea what you are actually buying and are just trying to get rich quick. Guess what, it won't work and you will lose all you have. Your height isn't stopping you from having success or being happy, sure, things are harder, but your mentality is the problem. Goebbles was as tall as you and still able to make millions of people follow his (or Hitlers) will. You will never be happy if you don't accept who you are and start focusing on the strengths you have.
Oliver Wilson
He is still american tho regardless of his story my point stands suicide all the way for that subhuman
Hudson Sanders
It's a pretty lame troll, if it is trolling.
I initially suspected that it was going to end up being some kind of crypto-begging. But I haven't seen him ask for anything yet.
Caleb Lewis
Manlet surgery is worse than women's make up/high heels/Plastic surgery combined.
Jose Myers
Jesus christ, I hit the back button so I'll just give a summary. >Dude, half of the population is going to be below-average in height. It really doesn't determine everything. Median =/= average. Anyways, it DOES determine everythibg for me specifically considering height was a prereq to my dream.
1. I'm an anti-christian so I couldn't care less 2. Yes they are. They have pathetic bodies and simply cope with that fact. 3. Obviously it won't magically build muscle, but I can THEN begin to re-work on this body since I won't look retarded anymore. I also doubt they'll fuck up the surgeries. I plan to do them in Germany. If they fuck it up, I'll just kill muself then and there. It's either surgeries or suicide anyways.
Because you lack pride.
Sebastian Garcia
>Goebbles was as tall as you and still able to make millions of people follow his (or Hitlers) will. lel
That's your example of an inspiring short guy? A super-evil dude that literally made people follow Hitler?
How about James Madison or Genghis Khan?
Adam Taylor
theres nothing to be done. a bullet is what manlets need
Jose Richardson
Your list won't do anything. Training was literally the only thing that gave me deep meaning.
Spoken like a true edgelord. Projecting
Evan Thomas
>1. I'm an anti-christian so I couldn't care less Pride is considered a sin in a lot of religions and ethical systems, not just Christianity. And you seem quite prideful. I'm pretty sure a Buddhist would tell you to:
>Half of the population is deformed >They have pathetic bodies and simply cope with that fact. You're like the Uncle Ruckus for short people. But not as funny.
Are the half of the population with smaller-than-average jawlines also deformed? What about people with narrower-than-average shoulders? Where does it end?
>but I can THEN begin to re-work on this body since I won't look retarded anymore. The taller you get, the harder it is to look muscular.
>since I won't look retarded anymore Most people don't see short people as "retarded" or anything like that. It's pretty much just you, and a few other weirdos.
Jackson Morgan
True. We need to be gassed hitler style. Assisted suicide to all people with shit genetics. >The fact that you have written link "coins", shows us that you have literally no idea what you are actually buying and are just trying to get rich quick Oh jesus christ.. we have an expert here everybody. Shut the fuck up. I'll call them coins all I want. It's just a little name I give then since they are fucking currency, idiot. >Guess what, it won't work and you will lose all you have. Let me guess. I should buy shiny rocks instead?
>Your height isn't stopping you from having success or being happy, sure, things are harder, but your mentality is the problem. False. It is a prereq to my dream.
>Goebbles was as tall as you and still able to make millions of people follow his (or Hitlers) will. Don't know and couldn't care to know who that is. Only a cuck idolizes another person. I live my own path. I don't try to follow others. That's truly pathetic.
>You will never be happy if you don't accept who you are Who I AM is a dominant creature. This height goes against my very nature. I CAN accept who I am as a person. I CAN'T accept a body that isn't my equal. This body is currently incompatible with me.
>and start focusing on the strengths you have. So basically just "cope" like a spineless betacuck. Keep your life advice to yourself.
Nathan Rogers
>Pride is considered a sin in a lot of religions and ethical systems, not just Christianity. And you seem quite prideful. I'm pretty sure a Buddhist would tell you to: AGAIN, I couldn't give one single shit how other see pride as. So if others jump off a bridge, will you do it too? I don't just go with the herd and believe in the same bullshit. I couldn't care less if some Buddhist or whatever considers pride as "bad". Irrelevant.
>Are the half of the population with smaller-than-average jawlines also deformed? What about people with narrower-than-average shoulders? Where does it end? It's subjective obviously. Height just happens to be a criteria I use.
>The taller you get, the harder it is to look muscular. So what? The end result would be better. It's not like it's impossible. Wtf kind of reasoning is this? Are you short too and are just coping by saying to yourself "at east I can build muscle easier"??
>Most people don't see short people as "retarded" or anything like that. It's pretty much just you, and a few other weirdos. My opinion of myself is all that matters to me so that's fine. I look retarded in my eyes. If someone doesn't think the same. If someone actually thinks I look good for instance, That's irrelevant. I don't value myself on how others see me. I value myself on how *I* see myself.
Chase Bailey
>I don't just go with the herd and believe in the same bullshit. I mean, you're the one who wants to break your own legs repeatedly, stretch them, and let them heal, because you're insecure about how your vertical length is three inches too short. Maybe listening to the herd isn't a bad idea in this situation.
>Are you short too Nah. I'm above-average height. Of course, I have plenty of stuff that I COULD be insecure about, if I wanted. Everybody does.
>It's subjective obviously. Height just happens to be a criteria I use. Right now. And a couple years from now, you'll develop some other obsession.
>My opinion of myself is all that matters to me so that's fine. I mean, you're spending a lot of time whining online. I've seen like three of these threads over the past few days, so I bet you've made dozens.
Seems like you do care what other people think. A lot.
Jason Brooks
>I mean, you're the one who wants to break your own legs repeatedly, stretch them, and let them heal, because you're insecure about how your vertical length is three inches too short. Maybe listening to the herd isn't a bad idea in this situation Lold. No. Again, I couldn't care less how others see me.
>Right now. And a couple years from now, you'll develop some other obsession. False. I've been obsessed with height since age 6. I've always coped about it by telling myself I was a late bloomer (sonce I was always the shortest male in all my classes). Maybe don't make baseless assumptions about me?
>I've seen like three of these threads over the past few days, so I bet you've made dozens. >Seems like you do care what other people think. A lot. Funny joke. I vent mostly. That's not the same as "wanting your acceptance".
Elijah Clark
hes nearly a foot too short. there is nothing that can be done. this manlet is terminal.
Hunter Garcia
Agreed
Elijah Gomez
well you already know what to do. end the pain.
Ian Mitchell
end this shameful display. but first ask for forgiveness else you'll travel the three dark paths.
Lincoln Barnes
...do you even know why I want the surgeries? Do you not understand the word "catharsis"?
Kayden Bailey
To explain again, I want the surgeries for closure. To at least have the one thing I was seeking my whole life. The perfect form. A perfect dominant body. After I achieve that, I could kill myself with no regrets.
Jayden Gutierrez
>Lold. No. Again, I couldn't care less how others see me. Others aren't going to look at you different. Most of them won't care.
But you'll still be repeatedly breaking your legs, because your vertical length is 3 inches too short.
>>Right now. And a couple years from now, you'll develop some other obsession. >False. I've been obsessed with height since age 6. Look at other people who want radical body modifications. Transgender people. People who use steroids or synthol. People who want to look like Barbie, or Kim Kardashian, or whatever.
It's not healthy, and it usually doesn't stop with one surgery or medical treatment. They'll either find some (related) new obsession, or continue with the old obsession, even though they've largely satisfied their original problems with their bodies.
>Maybe don't make baseless assumptions about me? You said something about how I was probably short and coping.
>Funny joke. Not a joke.
>I vent mostly. That's not the same as "wanting your acceptance". Seems similar to me. People who vent (to a person) usually just want someone to listen to their problems, and understand what they're going through. That's similar to acceptance.
Nolan Reed
just die
Alexander Stewart
What you gonna do about your tiny 12cm american made dick tho?
Colton Scott
>Others aren't going to look at you different. Most of them won't care. Okay? And I don't care about that either.
>But you'll still be repeatedly breaking your legs, because your vertical length is 3 inches too short. >still huh? Are you misunderstanding? Again, I'm not doing this to impress anyone else. Also, it's 4 inch limb lengthening surgeries. My dream height was 5'10"-5'11". Perfect for body building. Not too tall. Not too short. Oh well.
>Look at other people who want radical body modifications. Transgender people. People who use steroids or synthol. People who want to look like Barbie, or Kim Kardashian, or whatever. >It's not healthy, and it usually doesn't stop with one surgery or medical treatment. They'll either find some (related) new obsession, or continue with the old obsession, even though they've largely satisfied their original problems with their bodies. Making baseless assumptions about me. New obsession? That's horseshit considering training was all I've cared about. Literally. Again, stop making BASELESS assumptions about me.
>You said something about how I was probably short and coping Ya. That wasn't a BASELESS assumption though. I was making an EDUCATED guess based on how you were justifying being short as "not being so bad".
>Not a joke. Yes it was. I even explained it.
>Seems similar to me. People who vent (to a person) usually just want someone to listen to their problems, and understand what they're going through. That's similar to acceptance. Nope. Just straight up letting out steam. When I make these posts, I already know 99% of people will say the same shit. If someone agrees with my logic, cool. In the end, it doesn't matter to me either way.
K Illiterate? Read the op. I actually want a castration and to make myself asexual.
Andrew Ward
>I actually want a castration and to make myself asexual.
fucking degenerate freak, go see a psychiatrist.
Leo Gutierrez
Well i didnt care enough to read the full blog post
David Adams
We are being raided by discord trannies
Lincoln Cruz
How fucking weird. Turns out I forgot to mention that in the op.
Blake Morgan
Shouldn't you be applauding this? Do you REALLY think it's a good idea for a degenerate to reproduce?
Jacob Morgan
or be alive. stop making a disgraceful scene and go and end your life. be the man in death you couldnt become in life.
Xavier King
>I was making an EDUCATED guess It wasn't "educated". You were exactly wrong, and your reasoning was entirely unjustified, because you weirdly assumed that everybody has your own particular insecurities about height.
>That's horseshit considering training was all I've cared about. Your height is 5'5''. Your surgery will increase your height by 3 or 4 inches. Your ideal height is 5'10''-5'11''. Are you really saying that your obsession with height will stop, when you (partially) achieve your ideal height?
I don't think it's a "baseless" assumption, to assume that you'll either develop a new variant of this obsession (e.g. longer thighs), or keep trying to get taller, until you achieve your ideal height. But, think whatever you want. It's your body to mutilate.
>Nope. Just straight up letting out steam. Dude, you're talking to people. You know you're talking to people. You know you're specifically seeking out people to talk to, rather than just typing your posts into a Microsoft Word document.
Stop with the "I don't care what anyone thinks" bullshit. It's obviously false. (Lots of people say this, BTW, and they're always lying. Humans are, by our nature, social creatures, and it's uncommon to find one that genuinely doesn't care what other people think).
Carson Perry
Yep. You're retarded. I already explained why I still choose to live, retard
Ryder Cox
it wont happen. surgery wont be enough. dont fight it. the pain will be over soon.
Zachary Lee
>Business & Finance
James Nelson
>killing yourself just because you're a manlet Never going to make it
Brandon Moore
>It wasn't "educated". You were exactly wrong, and your reasoning was entirely unjustified, because you weirdly assumed that everybody has your own particular insecurities about height. Do you even know how educated guesses work? You get a bit of data (in this case I used words that you spouted), and you make an assumption, brainlet.
>Your height is 5'5''. Your surgery will increase your height by 3 or 4 inches. Your ideal height is 5'10''-5'11''. Are you really saying that your obsession with height will stop, when you (partially) achieve your ideal height? Again. 4 inches. Not "maybe" 4 inches. Also, no. I'll be obsessed over that 1 missing inch AND my thoughts became chronic. Had I gotten the surgeries say in my teen years, it probably would have 100% fixed me. After all the bullshit I went through thoigh? Not anymore. So no. Probably impossible to go back to normal as this is basically PTSD now.
>I don't think it's a "baseless" assumption, to assume that you'll either develop a new variant of this obsession (e.g. longer thighs), or keep trying to get taller, until you achieve your ideal height. But, think whatever you want. It's your body to mutilate. I don't care what you think. The fact that you know literally nothing about me makes it a baseless assumption. I won't magically get some new obsession, BUT keep thinking what you want. Whatever.
>Dude, you're talking to people. You don't say? >You know you're talking to people. You know you're specifically seeking out people to talk to, rather than just typing your posts into a Microsoft Word document. How the hell is that the same as "wanting your acceptance"? It's like you can't read. I've already addressed this above. I couldn't care less if 100% of people disagreed with me. I vent.
>Stop with the "I don't care what anyone thinks" bullshit. It's obviously false. Lold
Hunter Johnson
>(Lots of people say this, BTW, and they're always lying. "Always". Another baseless assumption.
>Humans are, by our nature, social creatures, and it's uncommon to find one that genuinely doesn't care what other people think). Projecting. Also, at BEST, I see you guys as a timekiller. That's not the same as "wanting to be accepted". You seem to be under the false impression that I want the surgeries to impress people. That makes no sense. If that were true, I wouldn't get the surgeries to begin with. For instance. I've had quite a few 10/10 girls flirt with me despite me being short. They accepted me. Did that fix me? Nope. Others accepting me is irrelevant.
Nolan Harris
I can't believe summer is over already.
Height correlates with money. There.
Thomas Lewis
>How the hell is that the same as "wanting your acceptance"? It's not the same, but it's similar.
You want people to understand your pain. You care whether people think about you, and whether they ignore you. Otherwise, you'd be happy venting into a Microsoft Word document.
Wanting approval =/= wanting people to listen.
But they're still pretty similar.
Blake Kelly
>For instance. I've had quite a few 10/10 girls flirt with me despite me being short. wut
>Others accepting me is irrelevant. That's not what you said.
You said "I don't care what other people think". Which is clearly false.
Jordan Sanders
>You said "I don't care what other people think". Which is clearly false. You can't read inbetween the lines? Others accepting me can't fix me so I DON'T care if others can accept me or not. Holy shit.. think about it a little. Put 2 and 2 together.
Elijah Mitchell
Reaching, but okay. If it makes you feel any better, okay. This whole time I just wanted you to accept me. Those surgeries? You think I wanted them to obtain the perfect form and achieve my dream? Naaaaaa. I'm doing it so you can accept me!
Justin Richardson
You’re probably short from weight training from 12-16. It damages your growth during puberty and makes you a manlet
Lucas Harris
>probably False. It's mostly genetics and people in my family tree are short.
Jaxon Rodriguez
>I DON'T care if others can accept me or not. I don't doubt that. Lots of people are that way. But you kept saying that
>I don't care what people think And you obviously do.
If you insist on committing suicide, at least do it in a meme-worthy way.
>Get surgeries, get muscles >Take a bunch of sexy pictures as ripped 5'9'' guy, put them online >Kidnap a bunch of short people >Imprison in your isolated, underground chamber >Force them to have the surgeries too >Suicide by cop The media will love you. You'd be famous
I'm not recommending this. It'd be morally wrong. But it would be damn funny.
Bentley Mitchell
I'm 5'1.. Not going to say that it's good to be this height but you have to see the irony of the situation and keep moving. Short men are unironically low-key oppressed.
You can still get laid though if that's why you're sad.. I've fucked about 10 biiiches....
Michael Jones
>And you obviously do. K >The media will love you. You'd be famous I'll consider it just cause I like memes.
Justin Ross
>Short men are unironically low-key oppressed. Yep. Society oppresses short males, but that's not what gets to me.
>if that's why you're sad Nope. Strictly the fact that I can't obtain the ultimate form with this height.
Noah Gonzalez
oh man I know how you feel this morning I woke up and noticed I need new shoes
Luis Martin
> 5’5” Kek! How old are you? 7?! You’re practically the next bagel guy. Have you ever been with girl?
Ethan Russell
Careful, what if you kill yourself and when you get to heaven God trolls you by giving you a 3 foot tall female short stack body with an embarrassingly big butt?
>i want a bunch of money to do a pointless surgery but I’ll still kill myself after but at least I’ll die a few inches taller.
Cut to the chase you nigger. Just donate the money you have saved so far, to kids with actual medical problems and then kill yourself, let us watch, and make it hurt. I’m not asking a lot you weak, stupid little cunt.
Joseph Ward
>Besides, the surgeries can't actually turn me back to normal anymore. The damage to my manhood is irreparable w-what happened to your dick?
