What is /biz eating for dinner?

I don't really remember.

>Alcohol
>Benzos
don't...

pasta with rice

>showing off with Xanax
degenerate, enjoy anxiety for the rest of ur life you low life/rat raced/kike’d faggot

Chicken breast + thousand island dressing hhhhnnnggggg

interesting

It's not much alcohol and not much benzos. This was genuinely the most enjoyable meal of my life. Only thing that would make tonight better is a QT to cuddle up next to and sleeeeep

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In that perfect moment where you just want to hold someone

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>falling for the alcohol jew
>falling for the pharmaceutical jew
never gonna make it

NO, DON'T SLEEP OP, YOU'VE GOT TO FIGHT IT!

Just made a huge batch of spaghetti with spicy minced meat. Mom would be proud

Why? That's why I drank the beer and took the benzos lol

Tasty Coom

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One of these times you might be feeling a little too good, and end up not waking up. Dude, I've mixed those two before and it seems fun at the time, but you are just taking a risky path to an easy blackout. Think about your health, your future, and your family.

i had chicken and mashed up avocado and lime for guacamole. i'm debating on eating a tub of ice cream because i really want to drink but i'm trying to stay sober. i'm tired of being broke with no friends and nothing to live for
/blog

Health > already shit
Future > already rich
Family > none. No gf even

Send me your Bitcoin then.

Well if youve already made it, make a change and switch things up. They say "no matter where you are, therell you be", but at least go travel and look to join some clubs on a poster or something whippersnapper.

You stubborn, rich bastard, go buy a fucking mountain bike or something, and take some time off work. You just want to be a high score in a bank account for the rest of your life?

>and end up not waking up.

Couldnt come soon enough. I have literally lived all life has to offer. I've done coke off a hookers ass, I've skydived, travelled the world.

> still alone, always alone. We will all eventually die alone. Who cares.

All I have to life for is to get the actual lambo. I'm so close. Just a little more, the next halvening and bull market is really all I have to live for. It will allow me top notch lifestyle until I get bored of it and probably OD at that point.

I feel like everyone who gets to know me winds up hating me. What's the point

And wtf 90 hours a week? Cant be true, what are you a bankercuck or something? Damn man get a better job

I took half the year off of work last year and was great, but then I got pretty heavily into meth and adderall. At least when I keep working I dont do speed

Start reading philosophy or re-pick up reading it, but seriously this time at an analytical level then, degenerate

No, and I dont want to talk about what I do, but it's worth it when you make $8k a week. It is high stress but I still spend half the day on reddit and Jow Forums

I had leftover spaghetti. Once I make it I will still eat leftover spaghetti.

Have you tried going to church? Or at least this: , if you aren't ready for the God-pill yet.

>hardware wallet

Peak s oy

OP you'll be fine if you just have a couple beers and some benzos don't listen to all these lame gags, they never partied in their lives

I got an offer for $130k job, 9-5 a few weeks ago with 4 weeks PTO, but I didnt want to take the pay cut. If I get a normal job, at least I'd have time to get fit

I mean, I've done meth, coke, ecstacy, and heroin all in the same period of wakefulness, and they're all like "oooh one beer with benzos will kill you"

I'm not trying to be a buzzkill dude.
It sounds like you are reasonable.
I'm white knighting here and posting as a PSA to other anons out to get comfy and looking to your example.

looks low quality, why not just cook with the highest possible ingredients?

Chilean drug dinner.

where is the joint? -you deserve an "subitivo" after that meal

Wish I made 8k a week. Hell, wish I made 8k a month.

It's not just "one beer with benzos", it's the continued use of a known dangerous combination. Come on man: get some new hobbies, meet some new roasties, there is still joy you can find in this life.

Leftover pizza I got from takeout yesterday and leftover buffalo wings I grilled and friend homemade from Sunday night. Had a couple tequila shots before to warm the appetite.

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Just take the paycut you cuck. There comes a point where money is diminishing returns, especially if 90 hours (aka 2+ jobs AND high stress) is normal. Then get fit and start reading good books

He, I've fucked chicks from young to old, all ethnicities, from land whales to pornstars. I've done it all. I'm honestly tired of acting like I want rosaries and spending time with them when all I want is their wet hole. Idk, I'm just over it all.

What I'd really like to do is quit my job and get back on gear and just lift for 2 years. It's tough when you're working as much as I am

I could have my house paid off in 3 years at 32 years old if I keep pushing like this, without having to touch my crypto stack. ($535k). My plan is to sell everything if crypto moons and retire and backup plan is to keep grinding and at least have no mortgage on a house near the beach.

I think its smart

Then hire me to be your assistant and do 60 hours of work for 3k a week. You only work 30 and walk away with 5k a week. Seems like win win

We like you, user. Please don't do bad things to your body on purpose.
Just talk to us, man.
user, you don't need to have a job anymore... Stake maybe a fifth of your stack and you're good for life.

>suicide thread

OP get a safe and put the benzo's in them with a time delay
take 1 and be done with it
I got black out from benzo because I felt good and took more and lost control

No response for 2 hrs. Can someone go to OP's house and check on him?

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Beer at random SF bars.