Sometimes I wish I was not a free thinker. Just a good little cog in the big machine

I highly recommend you either find religion or adopt a philosophy like Stoicism that emphasizes personal development and accountability while accepting/tolerating that which you cannot change about the outside world.

Basically it is beyond insane to link your happiness to things outside of your control.

Stoicism gives you a framework for discerning the world without getting too caught up in its badness.

Head over to daily stoic and check it out.

bait sage in all fields

I'm 50+ I feel sure I have had a lot more life experience than you. I just want to escape the modern day trappings of society. It all went to shit over time.

>I'm 50+ I feel sure I have had a lot more life experience than you. I just want to escape the modern day trappings of society. It all went to shit over time.

It's just the UK. Humans needs space. The UK had 48million people in the 1950s, and was still crowded. Now it's probably closer to 90million. You need leave the UK to somewhere, less populated with more space.

I'm sorry to hear that brother. Maybe take up sculpting or painting. As people age they often become lonelier, especially in these Jewish times. Do you have any children or grand children you can spend some time with?

I think you may be right there. I feel so fucking claustraphobic living in Londonistan. Where I live is nigger and Jow ForumsRussian/Muzzie city.

Seeing as you're older and living in London you're probably skilled in a field. Consider immigration to another country. I'm an American and it's an alright country for most things, but I wouldnt recommend trying to immigrate here. Maybe NZ or AU.

I spend most of my time with my younger brother and his daughter. They make me happier. My parents are on their way out and live too damned far away. I think I will go visit my sister who is closer and could probably use the company. My youngest brother is a little further out but is far too busy with family life and trying to make ends meet.

That's good! Life isnt so dim after all.

Yeah I have IT skills. I could probably find something outside the UK. The UK attitude is fucking awful. People have drank the SJW Koolaid. There is not independent thought here. Just sheep following whatever the media and government tells them to. I need to go someplace where attitudes are less fucked up. Any decent European countries still that have not been overrun by immigrants?

Does anyone know my problem? I have no shame and don't care if people think I'm a loser. It's like living your life to please strangers.

There is little chance of changing peoples attitudes in my country now and if they do it will be long after I am gone. Are there any parts of America/Canada where freedom of expression and speech is not suppressed still?

I'd say unfortunately only NZ at this point or Aruba or something similar. The issue with places like that though is their population size is minuscule compared to regional population hegemons like China and South America. The white man is vastly outnumbered and with the modern eras immigration policies itll only be a short while before they too are swamped by the colored tidal wave.

There definitely are. I'm a network engineer so I can tell you pretty easily that you shouldn't ever speak about politics like ours in the workplace, but you can get away with nantz if you know people. I worked for Bayer a couple of years and routinely made oven and holocaust jokes kek. If you're going to try immigrating to America I'd recommend avoiding H1B because its slave labor and try to get a long term secure job in a place like Kentucky or Tennessee. Nashville is great. Canada is kill.

Yeah those states sound like they are still predominatly white areas. They also like their bill of rights so all good I guess. I will do some research into employment prospects then immigration. Lots of reading to do. The time has come to GTFO of shitsville.

funnily enough public opinion surveys of all age groups seem to show most people are hugely unhappy with the state of society & ((culture)) - they all seem to feel like there is a big void or feeling of something missing from their lives that they can't even find words to describe & lack the tools to analyse properly

and you, what are you ?

the real spiritual deal, or the same ant trying to get the best paradigm for the colony ?

serious question m9

*tips fedora*

I'm going to say it is mostly from being static. I have spent far too much time in one place. I probably would have been happier as a nomad (jej). Humans are not made to be stuck in one place doing the same shit day in, day out. I feel the need to travel and 'find myself' if that makes any sense. I know it sounds silly but it may help. I always have the UK to fall back on if it falls apart.

I have selfish needs too I guess.

I'm going to wander over the local minimarket and grab a beer then go sit in the sunny park and contemplate what to do next. Sorry for blogging. You can slide this now.

find your goal
good luck

congratulations you have successfully been indoctrinated to believe yourself a victim

take responsibility for your own existence.
all financial markets are predicable with exponential growth models priced in gold

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I am comfortable financially. It's the system around me and the people I work alongside and in general that I have a problem with. Anyhow I'm off.

Peace faggots.

if you can't survive without a job you're only alive because someone else can make money out of you

>predicable
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you're a primate on a piece of wood in the middle of the pacific ocean

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Same here mate. I have "Fuck you" money.

all financial markets are predictable by exponential growth priced in gold

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