M/20 Here, this is a long one but bear with me >Introvert >No direction in life >University dropout >No education outside of high school >No friends >Still live with parents >Unemployed >Mom constantly berates me for not knowing what I want to do with my life >Dad is alright, but he drinks every weekend and becomes a pain in the ass said weekends >Mom picks fights with dad every single weekend because of this >No hobbies outside of video games >No motivation >No long term goals >Burnt out on exercise in general I've started trying to learn how to code so I can at least try to make a simple video game before I die.
Although these things pales in comparison to the next part: >Live in Sweden, rape capital of Europe, run by feminists and leftists >Everything is going to shit >It's gotten so bad that the government has issued emergency preparations pamphlets a few weeks ago >Nobody takes it seriously except me >Would have kept the pamphlet but my parents disposed of it weeks ago >Not enough money to leave >No vehicle either >Weapons heavily regulated outside of civilian firearms like hunting rifles/shotguns and even then you need a license making me unable to effectively defend myself >Been stocking up on food, gasoline and other stuff I'm probably going to need pretty soon in the future >No idea where to go or what to do once shit hits the fan here and in Europe in general >Ponder on if it's worth it or not I'm on the fence whether I should end it now or wait until shit goes down. Judging by the sheer amount of immigrants my country has been taking in, odds are I'm going to get killed in the near future anyway. But on the other hand I want to live long enough to see it through to the very end. Write a diary or something and document what's happening. Assuming they don't just memory hole it after I get executed by muslims or whoever is going to be in charge of my country in the future. I'm pretty sure I'm screwed no matter how I look at it.
take a bus/train etc. and look for a job in that part of the country. you feel shit because your stuck in one place.
Colton Peterson
you'll be on some sort of welfare benefit right?
pack a bag for a few days (clothes etc) and buy travel ticket and go for a wander around. you might find a vacant position somewhere on your travels. plus youll be around swedes and not dirty somali's and coons.
Alexander Lewis
You're feeling the repercussions of globalization and (still) the 2008 financial crisis. Things won't get any better.
Aaron Phillips
Join the military, at least get your motivation back. Or alternatively lay down and rot idk man
Aaron Price
>20 years old You haven't even begun life and you're already such a pussy...that being said living in sweden would black pill anyone so I suggest you make it your goal to move somewhere less poz'ed. But don't come here with this "wah im 20 and I'm a loser in life bullshit" you'll grow out of it you big dumb dumb
Noah Sullivan
Kill some Muslims first, at least make it worth it
Alexander Nelson
Just pack up and leave, go far and wide, you'll regret staying in the same shit den for years
Brayden Long
Dude just be yourself bro
Gabriel Jackson
Dude stop. Here's what you do. You fucking walk. Just pack up your shit, some warm clothes, some food, and you walk. Head east. Western Europe is dead. Can't get a gun? Get a bow and learn to use it. In most places bows are unrestricted, cheaper than guns, and ammunition is reusable. Just LEAVE. You have a very real opportunity to go innawoods so just do it.
Levi Mitchell
>But don't come here with this "wah im 20 and I'm a loser in life bullshit" you'll grow out of it you big dumb dumb I've had that sort of depressive mentality since I was 12 and life hasn't gotten better (28 now). Still friendless and only a small amount of direction in my life (going to community college).
Jaxon Clark
/SIG/
Juan Kelly
Come to Germany, we let everyone in.
Oh wait, immigrants are your problem... nevermind.
Tyler Rogers
My advice is that life can really suck sometimes. Don't end it. Fight it. Do whatever it takes to become valuable to an employer, then do whatever you can to keep learning. Learn whatever you can about whatever you can that makes you a good employee. I had to suffer for years in a job I hated but I kept pushing forward and now I'm finally starting to see that work pay off. Don't end it, life is too short anyway.
Bentley Powell
Wait until the next election at least before you commit suicide.
Charles Young
Can't you at least enter a community college or something? Are you low iq? You know it's never too late to study, right?
Joseph Campbell
How much of a fuck do you have to be to love in Western Europe and not make anything of yourself? I live in a third world shithole and I finished uni and make a good living. You can either take charge of your life and stop waiting for a "happening" that won't come in our lifetimes or just neck yourself.
Kayden Hernandez
There is always desire to be something more within human. Usually it manifest itself trough materialistic ways, sexual ways, trough drugs or parenthood example. It is endless chasing, rat-race that leads nowhere but keeps you busy trough own creation that people calls as life.
We can't remember our time as toddlers because we didn't exist in that time. We had no identity. Only when years has gone while we gathered data from our environment we created identity. When we have our identity, we decide what matters to us. Then we experience impulsive feelings when things didn't go as we wanted.
We are piece of life that creates own image and plays it (Genesis 1:27 So God created man in His own image). We get so tangled to our own creation that it can kill us and bring us into hell. We think that something or someone causes our misery even when we alone create everything within.
We have all this mysterious desire to do something, be something more. It usually manifest itself trough sexual ways, materialistic ways, trough parenthood, dating, drugs, games, food, alcohol.. you name it. Trough that it leads nowhere, it keeps us happy for a moment and then we need more. So where we are now? We are piece of life that want to experience bigger part of it. Trough physical ways it finds not that part and when that need to expand finds no expression we create this pain within. So what to do? This is what meditation is all about. We wan't to think nothing, be nothing because that is just the data we gathered from the physical and created self from it. When we learn to be still, just be as piece of life, something start to happen that seems to expand you into everywhere. It seems to that consciousness, awareness is the basic that exist and everything else it is manifest of it.
I think that what ((they)) wan't is to bind us more and more into physical, sins, into that rat-race i wrote about above, so that we wouldn't learn or even think about this.
Liam Stewart
Your country is still better than your neighbor to the west of you. Just saying that's a real third world craphole there.
its up to you to decide but ending it for those reasons is kinda stupid
Lincoln Evans
Nigga I’m 37 and I still live with my parents and have never had a job other than shitposting on chans in my life. My parents are rich as fuark though so I guess I don’t feel too bad about being a good for nothing. At least I’ve never been in trouble with the law.
Kayden Thomas
I am on a similar boat, everything is about the same except that things are already shit here. We are young, sure it seems hopeless now but you never know what will happen tomorrow, killing yourself does absolutely nothing aside from depressing everyone that cares about you, be the best man you can, hope for the best and prepare for the worst, also stop being such a faggot.
Juan Thompson
>I'm on the fence whether I should end it now or wait until shit goes down. Take you pain out on the journalists, as they are THE group most responsible for the shit of a society we live in.
You could just man up and do the hard thing for once and make yourself the best fucking you, you can be. Eat better, sleep better, lift, walk/jog/run. Learn IT shit that normal people on the spectrum do, and be a FUCKING BOSSSSSSSS!!!! Then girls will want to fuck you so hard.
Sebastian Reed
OP, it's never too late. Don't give up.
When I was your age, I struggled with some of the same issues that you are having. A little under ten years later, I've found financial success and started a family.
Go find like-minded people to share the burden with you. Find events for people who share your interests (hunters, outdoorsmen, young political types, metalheads, ravers, whatever). I know that it's hard to talk to people but they are waiting there for you. And you only need to find one.
Start reading, if you can. Try to find a pathway back to school or a trade. You are young enough where none of your mistakes or shortcomings in life are final.
I believe in you, user. It's time for you to start believing in yourself.
