What am i??

I also am aware this is almost surely some sort of mental illness.. and acting upon it would irrational

if thats the case you shouldn't act on those feeling as they come from when you are in a bad mental state and not completely clear headed
im not saying that the feeling are evil and you should get rid of them. what i am saying is that going of these emotions could lead to you making a drastic decision you might regret and possibly mentally suffer more than you do now

So then wat do? Ive been told excercise and cardio puts the mind in good state

>imagining what it would be like to have boobs
It probably feel like having boobs. Oh, you think meat bags are the key to happiness. I doubt it.

imagine having migraines all the time and you constantly take aspirin. when you do that you are merely trying to suppress the issue and not actually trying to resolve it. the best way for you to solve this issue is just like the person who takes aspirin all the time for headaches you need to get to the root of the problem

you need to understand why you have these feeling in the first place. now i don't know the best way of figuring why this happens but maybe a therapist might help

try to increase your testosterone and balance the vitamins and minerals in your body. Correct your diet and lifestyle and see what happens. It may fix you or it may not but its worth a shot. don't give up right away if it doesn't work immediately. It could take many years to fix.

Lmao

What are you implying?..

you felt relief when you read about other people's experience with depression/anxiety. it sounds like you need to chase THAT feeling and not gender dysphoria. humanizing your experiences by connecting them with others is a useful pathway into discovering tools for grounding yourself. the way you speak leads me to believe you feel un-anchored and you're looking for away to feel anchored. read a lot about other troubled people, and then find something rational to ground yourself in.

don't fall for the transgender meme just because you're feeling perpetually listless.

im saying you need to figure out why you have these feeling in the first place. suppressing them shouldn't be the final solution to your problem as they will just come back again when you are in a high anxiety high stress state.

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I..Its True!
Are you some kind of shrink?

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It isnt fren,
Which thread am i trying to shill? Ill gladly advertize it..

You have to consider that the amount of pro-"T" in LGBT propaganda is driving people who otherwise wouldn't have had HTR or MTF sex reassignment surgery to transgenderism/transexualism, and when a percent of those who have transitioned do become the opposite sex, they continue to experience depression + mental issues + regret because their lives aren't perfect.

I'm a 20-something bisexual who struggled with years to come to terms with my sexuality and what that means. I grew up with a lot of faggoty-ass flamers in high school and people who would become Tumblrettes/SJWs and promoted "queer culture".

I hated that shit. God I hated that shit, but I always was annoyed about the fact that me partially liking guys yet not aligning towards the more cringe worthy feminine attributes of other gay people my age.

The annoying part was for me that I did have stereo typically feminine attributes (I was/am emotional, empathetic to a fault, I enjoy cooking and gardening and shit) I processed them and approached them in a masculine way. For a time, I felt fucked up. But eventually I resolved my latent emotional/anxiety issues and suddenly everything became a lot more manageable. Because my anxiety/stress and the psychological problems causing them weren't really related to those my gender/sexuality, they were just manifesting through them.

Eventually I resolved to just act the way I feel --- a normie, bisexual man.

I have no idea what you're going through but my advice would be to learn techniques to better manage your stress/anxiety and afterwards analyze what other parts of your life could be causing you such distress. It's possible it could be your OCD fucking with you, I can't be sure. But OCD patients are known to suffer from a need to have the same routine (including worrying about the same stuff ad infinium) until they break their ticks.

Ok bro first I need you to answer a few questions:

1. Are you Overweight?
2. Do you watch porn regularly?
3. Do you masturbate regularly?
4. Your porn of choice has been changing to more creepy shit?

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1. If you are overweight, then you may have high levels of estrogen, that can lead to homosexual behavior. Your mind literally change.
2. If you have a porn addiction habit, then maybe you need A LOT of weird stimuli to get aroused. Like watching weird and hardcore porn.
3. If you masturbate a lot, then your testosterone levels are lower. So expect the same as being overweight. Thinking and acting homosexual behavior.
4. If you have been looking at porn since you were young (11 y/o) and you have notticed how your porn habits change with time. First watching girls, then hardcore sex, then anal sex, then shemales, then gay, etc. Then you rewire your brain to act in a weird way.

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If you really want to know what are you, you have to take a hard journey, or continue into the same path. There is no limit, in some years you could be doing things that you consider impossible right now because of their disgussting and hardcore nature.

My recomendations if you really are woried and want another perspective for yourself:
1. Quit porn for 90 days
2. Try nofap for 90 days
3. Workout, 20 minutes a day of fast walking is enough to start. But increase every week.

After those 90 days, you may feel and think so much differently.

In my opinion, you are just another victim of porn and masturbation addiction. Messing up your neural networks and chemicals in your brain.

Don´t be a slave to your body, escape the trap. You may even need a lot more than 3 months to feel the difference. (That´s depend on the level of addiction you are on)

You may be bisexual, but if you prefer females, I think that you are acting gay because of the low levels of testosterone.

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Im OP with another id
same, my HS experience was similar, i look preety much normie myself too and, hate flamboyant fags
not necesarilly all ocds are based on ticks and stuff. (i have that too..) but intrusive thoughts are also a thing, google "call of the void"

/Based/ jose,

1: not really, im not fit either
2: yes
3: 2 ,3 times a day
4: yes..

its true, its like drug addiction,you build up resistance so you need new, stronger shit to get the same high
ive tried nofap and gave up on day 3 lol, might try it again soon

1. Are you muscular? Because you might not be fat, but you may have a high % of fat in your body.

Bro, you need to stop that addiction.

And I´m speaking from experience. I was in the same spot you are now. Several years ago.

I even fucked shemales and guys. And at the time it felt like the right thing. I don´t regret those experiences either. It´s part of my life.

But when I stopped to watch porn, masturbate, and beginning to workout, everything changed.

Mi mind was clear.

already told you, not fit not fat, just average normie belly lol. i dont work out at all, really sedentarious
and woah that shit was rough. glad you could make it out, gives me strenght

Btw im not a shill slider,
Interesting bread

It´s not so hard, when you have clear goals. Or real fear of what could be the consequences of doing the same cycle over and over again.

I'm assuming you are way smarter than the average person.

But you have no idea of the power of your brain, when it´s working as it should. Without all that artificial shit.

Sexual desire is strong, but if you manage to channeling it into something productive. You will be surprised as fuck about yourself.

Read this book if you can. the part about transforming the sexual energy is a bit confusing. But the secret is to control your sexual energy and use it for your own good.

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Thx jose, i really appreciate all the help, ive been watching peterson videos lately and they are so mind opening, about my intelligence id say about above average lol, i did an online iq test and it gave me 130, so it must be 110 or so actually kek

Chingones tus consejos m3n

you're welcome brother

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Thx jose, i really appreciate all the help, ive been watching peterson videos lately and they are so mind opening,my sleep pattern is really fucked up too now that i notice,
about my intelligence id say about above average but not that much lol, i did an online iq test and it gave me 130, so it must be 110 or so actually kek

Chingones tus consejos m3n

Can you retards... Can all of you retards just be yourselves? Why do you feel the need to taxonomize your vapid perturbations? Stop living up to some bullshit ideal - you will seriously only be disappointed

I brofisted you without reading the thread or who you were replying to.
You just got brofisted without consent bro.

I'm unsure but honestly I think pornography and depression are major influences, I used to have the same weird impulses but got away from it when I started working out alot and became happier with my own image.
Of course occasionally I still have waning thoughts but we're talking like once a month compared to hourly at one time, I just feel much better.