Losing faith in woman

>Where do you find those very high quality woman?

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I had that girl too man. I actually went for it and she actually became my girlfriend. The love of my life but she wasnt able to love back because of the sperginess. Never wanted to do anything, was awake when i was asleep. She couldn't build any inter-personal relationship with anybody and told me that she tried and wanted to be with me and thought that i would've the one if she was not the way she was. Now i'm here making shots of cannabis oil and it's starting to kick. Will go daydream about her again when i'm high. the only other person i knew who did maladaptive daydreaming like me was her. why were we so different on the emotional level, It could've of been so great.

Checked. Don't fall into the trap of always assuming there is something better. Recognize quality and cherish it.

I want fucking justice

these slippery, arrogant women are really pushing it

>went to the states for school

Brah, you're wearing goggles. She's a straight up thot.

>Where do you find those very high quality woman?
Church

youtube.com/watch?v=mJgDfUIoyNE

Had a girl I thought was my soulmate.Our comedy,lives and future we wanted were so in sync I figured I found the one.She suffered form seizures and couldn't work a real job.Just little part timers to help bring in money.I didnt care and wanted to take care of her,have kids and grow old with her.We both wanted a little farm to raise some animals on and have a family.Two and half years together and we were starting to talk about moving in together.

One day I drove her to her doc appointment and on the way back she said she didnt love me anymore.She said I wasn't religious enough for her.We talked a few days after and she said she couldn't have that life with me due to her illness and her religion.She was worried how I would speak of her after this break up too my friend and family in general since I talked shit about all my other exes

I said "I wont talk about you at all" and haven't spoken to or seen her since...I hope she suffers with her deluded choice

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There are very few quality women out there. Unhappily, you need to prepare yourself for the likelihood that you won’t find and pair with one.

If your white, then meet a white women, who isn’t clearly degenerate. Have white children. Set up as many legal property protections as possible beforehand. Record all her actions and keep a diary, this will help when the inevitable child custody comes, followed by forfeiture of your assets.

Sounds like perfect wife/breeder material. You fucked up hard leaf.

oh forgot the OP advice

Its just hard OP.Dont fall in love before the span of 3 -5 months.Get real real filing of what the girl is...its a long plan and takes time BUT when you find the one...its like everything gets clear.

pragmatism from the aussie. If you're 25+ the likelihood of finding this is astronomically low. Lowering your standards and placing as many protections for yourself is the best possible action.

I found love.

I swore I would never fall for someone who wasn't my Jow Forums ideal, yknow. blonde, non-degen, religious. But I fell for a girl with dyed hair, atheist, lost her virginity to a girl, had sex with 5 people by 18.

Dated her for 4 years and it was honestly the best time of my life and she was perfect despite all those red flags. She was extremely motherly, loyal, and caring towards her family and wanted to have 4-6 kids. We had everything planned out for our lives.

Well she just woke up one day and didn't love me anymore and started banging random people in her classes.

Jow Forums warned me but it really was true love on my part

find a middle eastern qt.
1. Loyal
2. Virgin
3. Family oriented
4. prioritizes husband before anything

did you kill her?

you dodged a bullet, imagine how she would have raised your kids

whats wrong with trying the sperg?

I hear you, OP.

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i know man, but in her young adult mind, it seem to me that she really wasnt all that sain. she was not in touching and feeling and huging all that much. How, as a man with sentiments, was I suppose to live through such pain and desire?

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>Where do you find those very high quality woman?
Church. Just go with your gut. If she's sending the right vibes and her history doesn't look too bad, then go for it. If she's bad news then don't even go there.

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fuck that was for you

She would've been an amazing mother. Her face never shined brighter than with children.

Nope. Just let her go do her thing while I fill the void that she left with vidya and random girls.

>Church
Bad advice.

There's no good place to find good women. Good women are generally taken by good men, as there's a really unfair ratio of one to the other.

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I tried the sperg

Why do you care about having a woman?

>lost her virginity to a girl
Um. Sorry to tell you, but lesbian sex isn't sex.

>Well she just woke up one day and didn't love me anymore and started banging random people in her classes.
Why didn't you call her out on her shit? Don't be pussy-footed with these types of women. They're little cunts because they've never been held accountable their entire lives. If you put up with her slutty behaviour then she will subconsciously make life more hellish for you in the long run. Just grow some fucking balls and quit being afraid of telling the truth

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your daughters would have been fucking everyone and your boys being taken to dragqueen readings at the library

Church is your best bet. Beats trying to meet a girl through Tinder

>lost her virginity
>to a girl
>reddit spacing
Go back you cocksucker.

>lmao why do you care about the most important long term goal of the white race, one of your biological imperatives, and having a fulfilling existence?

Shoo shoo internet jew.

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>that font
photoshopped garbage

There's more than that in life user.

I mean if your options are church or tinder, then fuckin' yeah, church, duh.

There's literally no safeguards, though. It might be a statistically higher chance of success, but it's still rife with reformed roasties looking for a meal ticket.

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I had what I thought was the perfect woman for me. I didn't pay attention to the warning signs because I was in love but looking back now it should've scared me off. She took anti depressants and anti anxiety med's. She's a bleeding heart liberal who shares Occupy Democrat memes daily. She refused to ever admit she was wrong and never apologized for the shitty stuff she did and even after she gave me her virginity she never seemed interested in having sex other than to make me happy. She wanted kids like I did but she's going to school to be a teacher and wanted to infect our kids with her liberal programming. I dated down to be with her because I figured dating for looks just made me shallow and I liked her personality. So when she left me it was a huge shock to me. It get's better anons. Fuck women focus on yourself and better yourself because eventually God will reward us with good women when we prove ourselves to be good men

Sure.

There's less important things, too.

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It's ok user, I think it make us powerful in a way.

Anyway I would lose hope if I lived in your countries, your women are degenerates.

>as there's a really unfair ratio of one to the other.
There are actually more good women than good men

youtube.com/watch?v=VWe0TB6pH2w

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>but it's still rife with reformed roasties looking for a meal ticket.

You can always tell said roasties that they'll end up alone and ugly within the next 10 years if they don't shut the fuck up and stop being such sluts. Be a man. Don't put up with sluts. Or they'll seek to own you

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Yea, I don't buy the whole "chastity" meme from women.
Too many of them think anal and oral sex aren't "real" sex, and as such can't be trusted.

>Too many of them think anal and oral sex aren't "real" sex, and as such can't be trusted.
I have never actually heard of a girl that believed this
Its just more Jewish projection

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You dumb nigger, the point is that the roasties try to disguise themselves as good women.
Are you literally autistic?

Nope. Dude believe me I've had plenty girlfriends before and I'm far, faaaaar from naive to how heartbreak feels or whatever. This is suicide level bad, she was LITERALLY too specifically everything I've ever wanted. Didn't wanna drop this, but her father is the fucking CEO and founder of a company I wanted to work for there. And we were ridiculously close. The chances of her falling into my lap are literally 1000000000000000000000000000000000000 to 1

That's the even worse part, it wasn't "that easily" she gave me a million second chances after making ROYAL fuck ups and I blew it every time. I know.
I'm fucking retarded.

You have no clue. She was so opposed to it but parents basically forced it, and she was the most loyal person you could've met. Only fucked 2 guys before she met me and never even sucked a dick.

You guys could never imagine. This girl has e-cup tits, her great grandma knew hitler personally with photo evidence, she was French and german mixed. VERY moral, absolutely against casual sex or drugs or fast driving. Stayed at home and played mobile games and worked on art.

Just an all around, amazing girl. Would never in a million years lie or cheat.

It Sucks trying to tell people about it cause you get the ol "oh you'll get over it it's just a girl etc" no man, I was very very very anti-trusting women and extremely redpilled on not giving a shit or putting trust into a woman, had my heart broken a million times.

Her dad. Was the fucking CEO. of my dream company.

her interests and looks were EVERYTHING I could ever want

Her values were better than anyone you could ever meet, natural motherly instincts and completely realistic. She was very feminine but thought more like a guy in the ways that mattered.

Literally irreplaceable. I'm gonna move there and try to reconcile with her, andif it doesn't work I will 1000% kill myself. I sat with her in my home on Christmas and looked through childhood photos

He thinks and I too think that we are able to see through such woman.

>roasties try to disguise themselves as good women.
You cant fake being a good girl

Trust me, you can't.
You should always be on your when it comes to modern women unless you've been able to personally observe their behavior for an extended period of time.
Yes you can.
Easily in fact.

I want to know who the roasties are, though.

Last thing anyone wants is to marry a woman only to find out 2 years later that she was an ex-stripper who fucked 500 dudes before finding Jesus.

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Well, how did you fuck up?

>Yes you can.
>Easily in fact.
Everyone knows who are the real good girls and who are the ones that go out parting on the weekends

Now imagine dating her and making beautiful memories with her, learning she's even greater of a person than you think now. She builds you up into the person you've always wanted to be and she makes you feel complete and secure. Then she just leaves.

You're saving yourself the heartbreak man.

I just want a woman's face, hair and hands. Keep the rest. Burn the rest in a god damned furnace and send them back to hell. Hold the hands, smell the clump of hair, lie the face on the other pillow where my wife used to be and drift off into sleep. I haven't slept for so long.

The fact that you think that only the girls partying on weekends are the bad ones tells me that you have no idea how to weed out roasties from good women.

virgins only, remember, no roastie

You can see also how the conduct themselves

>wait until The Event
This sounds ominous

I'm sorry aussnon. I suggest writing your thoughts down. It's a good way to organize what's going on in your mind a a way to make it pphysically manifest itself somewhere other than continuously rolling around in your mind.

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Why not think like a woman? Which is use your heart, your feelings to look through someone? The heart is a powerful thing. You can read someone that way

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Alright enlighten me user.
What kind of behavioral conduct would you consider a red flag?

Based user, that's the best of it.

I'm sure you'll find a good naive girl who will submit to your wants and needs.

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Pray to God to help you find a good woman. He'll find a girl for you, but you need to listen to him

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And the worst part is the amount of chances I've had.

After she went home she agreed to long distance and said she'd wait for me, but because I've been so unreliable in the past and because I got clingy out of fear, she texted me on Wednesday (also my birthday) telling me there is not .00000001% chance of us getting back together, it's flat 0. And that there is absolutely no hope and no reason for us to be in touch anymore because it's too painful for her (doesn't trust me, for good reason) and was very apologetic and pitiful about it, honestly I didn't even deserve that and she still gave it to me. Girl was literally an angel/sign from God.

>be me
>depressed loser who's hearts been stepped on tons, dream of moving To Germany and working for x company
>meet her on a whim at school, tells me her father is CEO/founder (I knew about and admired him before even met her)
>lied to her and broke promises constantly because fuckup
>still came back 1000 times
>best pussy in the world
>loves all the music I've loved since childhood
>has all the values you could ever imagine.

She's an honest, realistic, respectful, independent, gorgeous, very kind and empathetic amazing individual and my fear of losing her gripped me so bad that I choked and made every mistake possible.

Maybe someday I'll find a cool good looking girl with those values, but there is absolutely NO WAY IN THE UNIVERSE that I'll ever meet someone on her level.

I'll miss her forever, and it'll burn me with regret until the day I an hero or die of alcoholism. Not only my favorite girl in the world, but also my best friend, and took such good care of me, when I was homeless, when I was abusive, when I was an alcoholic.

>Why not think like a woman?
Great advice, should I also ask a fish how to fish or a deer how to hunt?

I found love in the most unlikely place: within my own family. I've been dating my 2nd cousin for almost 7 years now.

How serious she takes her faith vs how worldly she is.
Does she have boyfriends?
What kind of friends does she have?
How well does she know the bible

Without getting into semantics, the core of that issue is that women are better at being women than I am.

I know they can betray me because I have been betrayed. I know that I am too trusting because I have trusted too much.

Without red flags, and taking the time to dissect a woman's behavior, they can lie dormant for years. Especially the truly malicious ones. When you start breaching into oldfag territory like I am, you have to be so ridiculously careful it takes any emotion out of the equation. You can't afford to be anything but cold and calculating.

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>should I also ask a fish how to fish or a deer how to hunt

Ummmm. Just be yourself. There you go

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>powerful
That's an odd spelling of the word miserable.

That's not how I am imagining my dream relationship

is it possible to integrate a female into one's neet paradise of supreme laziness? i am someone who prefers to spend vast amounts of time in abstract, aimless nothingness, doing absolutely nothing, just sitting and "being". not "watching tv"-tier doing nothing but sitting outside spacing out staring at the street level of neet gong.

Maybe try thinking of her as a person, instead of something to get. It works wonders. But, women are good at sifting through bs for the most part.

>I just want a woman's face, hair and hands. Keep the rest. Burn the rest in a god damned furnace and send them back to hell. Hold the hands, smell the clump of hair, lie the face on the other pillow where my wife used to be and drift off into sleep. I haven't slept for so long.

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i had this but with a white girl. fucked it up ofcourse because i was an idiot who didnt know what i had.

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Blow up dolls aren't human.

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Making promises I couldn't keep, being abusive (told her to kill herself in public and that she's a fat whore etc. cause she tried leaving me for being unhappy with me, which was reasonable. I was a dishwasher and a delivery boy and I still am. )

Texted sketchy shit with another girl and hung out with her and denied it (never cheated but just was paranoid and i talk like a douche to girls so it looked shady)

Promised her I had money to take her on a vacation, literally sucked dick in a bar bathroom for weeks trying to get up the funds, then she found out I didn't have the money to begin with

promised I would get an apartment and never did

Promised I would learn german and never did

Promised I would stop smoking and drinking and never did

gaslit her and told her she was insane every time she got mad

lots of crazy terrible shit went down between us, and now I'm just a bad memory to her, and she's home living lavishly and I'm still in Jew york delivering pizza and drinking myself to death 24/7 out of regret and guilt

You could not possibly have fucked up harder than I did, it's like If you were obsessed with BMW for example, met the CEO's daughter, and she was a virgin and loyal af and always good to you, gave you second chances, then you went and hit her or cheated.

>Without red flags, and taking the time to dissect a woman's behavior, they can lie dormant for years.

That's why you should use your intuition to tell if she's lying. If you can feel that something's up with her, say something. Look for the truth. Be blunt. She'll call you an asshole and might moan and whine, but she'll have more respect for in the end. The problem guys have nowadays is that they don't want to make girls uncomfortable in the fear that they'll leave. You got to get over that. Tell women the truth. They'll love you for it

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That's what I did when I was 16.

Women aren't men and treating them as such will bring you nothing but strife.

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I did and promptly got my heart torn to shreds. It's been three years and I'm still picking up the pieces. I fully expect to be dead in the next two years.

No but here's the thing, if she did build me up into that person (which she tried) she wouldn't have left. She hates giving up on relationships and moving to other people. She always told me she wanted to get married and never have to find someone else. But I destroyed her hope of me becoming a better man.

What was her version of a better man?

>T. Muhammad

Disgusting. Don't breed

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i will never have a gf but people keep asking me if i have one

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Best bet is to date a die-hard christian who doesn't believe in pre-marital sex.

Imagine you don't have that intuition and you will begin to understand my situation.

I have no issue with confrontation. In fact, I've been told the opposite and know that I will immediately resort to it if I have the slightest sense of insecurity.

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You need to move on user, this kind of thinking will destroy you. YOU NEED TO MOVE ON

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I can day dream 8 hours a day if i get high and have nothing to do and nothing to worry about in a rainy day. The girl I talk about was a bit like me but she also read a lot and watch a lot of netflix and youtube videos. i guess its the kind of girl that you are thinking about.

Man, you're giving some really bad advice, I hope no one here is dumb enough to take you seriously.

I'm White. Shall I post my pink nipples for you my good man?