I am a black guy and I was a Christian. I started to question my religion when I realized that Christianity was thought to my ancestors in slavery. I thought my parents and my whole entire family were being brainwashed. I started to watch youtubers like Darkmatter2525. I became an atheist when I was young. Today I just had a fucking dream of a fucking demon and it scared the shit out of me. WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO?? Most of you guys are Christians, tell me how the fuck can I be born again. I am scared please fucking help. I don't want to see that thing again. Please, it looked so fucking deformed. I am terrified. I try to change. I try to stop watching porn and tried to go to church. But I can't change. I went to all the Christian chatrooms and asked them and they told me to pray and repent. I did that but I don't feel comfortable. Probably you would say I was fucking hallucinating. Yeah I was sleeping and I saw it but when I woke up and I saw that shit as well, It was like moving its head back and forth. It looked so deformed.
Changing is the hardest part. I know I keep backsliding too. You and Jesus is a trust thing. That takes time. That takes commitment. It doesn't happen overnight.
Liam Hill
If you see a demon you need to say "in Jesus name I command you to go away!" You have the power to cast out demons no matter where you are with Jesus.
Jaxson Barnes
>How do I return to God
Sorry I wasn't speed typing. I am just freaking the fuck out.
Thank you for explaining.
Chase King
>was speed typing
Adam Lopez
Unironically read the Bible. Evola's works on mysticism also help.
Lincoln Ortiz
Jesus is a made up fictional character by the Opus Dei based on Osiris.
I once believed in that as well. But I was watching a documentary a few months ago about the book of Enoch. Why the bible rarely speaks about hell is because most of the chapters that do speak about hell were removed from the bible from the Catholic Church.
Not sure about this, but I have heard this argument before.
Kevin Watson
Challenge the fucking demon to a fucking duel
Leo Parker
Hell isn't real.
Jack Perez
Some people are exploring spirituality from a secular perspective. If this is of interest then check out the Skeptiko podcast. skeptiko.com/
Christian Peterson
Maybe you are right and I hope you are right. But my problem is that freaking creature. It cannot be a hallucination. I am quite sure that thing is real.
Nah, I am quite sure I would go missing.
Anthony Cooper
Good thinking. OP would obviously win since demons are incorporeal.
Ryan Murphy
mushrooms, orange juice, meditation with the will to go to god. there it is! don't forget to tell everyone the good news so they can hate you.
Lincoln Nguyen
Have you or a family member dabbled in the occult/are a witch?
"Oh Pirates, yes they rob I, Sold I to the merchant ship, Just a minute before they took I, from the bottomless pit..."
The gift of Christ super-cedes any cruelty of man.
Bentley Price
Whatever you do do not adopt any religion Semitic in origin
Ayden Rivera
My sister was in witchcraft for a while. She wanted to believe in a female goddess and not a dominant male God.
I have heard about this. Not new in the family.
Levi Morris
Make sure you try the simple act of prayer. I need to inform you of something that happened to me last night...
So I'm part of a mens group at my church. It's pretty long running, over two years now, and it's been a very helpful and influential thing in my life. Going to church isn't going to start addressing the hard questions in your mind and heart about the nature of God. Getting to know some good, gentle, understanding, non-judgmental and knowledgeable Christians will help in a way a one hour sermon on a Sunday never will.
Anyway, my living situation is currently pretty messed up. I live with this guy whose been my friend for, well, maybe eight years now, and we've experienced a lot of life together. To make a long story short, we don't really see eye to eye on much anymore especially when it come to the pursuit of God, avoiding sin, not being a heathen and so on. I don't pressure him on it, we never talk about it, but you can feel the conflicting energies. It's a real spiritual battle.
For instance the way this guy decorates the room we share is really demonic. He hangs up halloween decorations year round. He's got a giant dreamcatcher with a bat skeleton hanging upside down inside of it above his bed. He wears all black every day, talks about how the 'balance of power' needs to shift in this house in a vague sense and so on... You sort of have to see it to understand but I hope you get the idea.
Anyway, the topic came up at my mens group last night. We talked about how I might need to start finding a new place to live, how he's degraded over time, all the demonic stuff on the walls and so on.
I received a good amount of prayer from my brothers and left. One of my brothers suggested that I pray 'for a long time' before I entered the house. So I did.
(1/2)
Ian Hughes
I prayed for maybe 10 or 15 minutes over the house before I went inside. I felt pretty authoritative about it at points; like I was commanding darkness to leave the house. I asked god to purge any darkness from the house, demons from the house. I asked God to make it real to me that he promises that even if I make my bed in Sheol (Hell), he is there. He has authority over all things.
So I asked him to remove the demonic stuff hanging on the walls.
I eventually went inside and I went upstairs. Amazingly, quite amazingly and shocking to me, the dreamcatcher and the bat skull had fallen off the fall. It way laying on his bed, and he was not there. He's since come back and hung it back up, as I type this, but God told me last night that he HEARS my prayers and he CARES about my existence. I pray the same thing for you my friend. (2/2)
Eli Scott
Every. Single. Time. I'll pray for you OP, ask your friends to pray for you as well, don't be ashamed, your sanity is at stake. I knew a family that had some trouble with occult related things. We prayed for them and it all worked out. Do everything you can to get right with God, and don't underestimate the power of prayer.
Andrew Garcia
Cool story bro, it's been a while since I've seen someone use the word Sheol. Hope it works out, and praying for you.
Austin Lewis
>I started to watch youtubers like Darkmatter2525 >WHAT THE FUCK SHOULD I DO??
See? This is your problem, you don't think for yourself, you let YouTube talking heads form your thoughts and now you're asking the sewage of the internet what you should be doing. It's pathetic really. I mean, I don't really have to tell you what to do do I? Don't make me enter into a paradox.
The demon is you, it is a manifestation of your soul, your ego your shadow (Satan) has given you this, guess what will be waiting for you when you die... yep he will stike you lightning fast and suck out your mind and soul and chain you to eternal torment. There is no such thing as “born again” instantly, that is just people being manipulative and putting on an outward image to get social acceptance and praise, inside they are still the same. The cure is to ask God to make your heart and mind clean again when you notice a deep seated sin pointed out to you in your mind you must repent and seek with a pure heart to remove that sin from your heart, nay your entire being. It will take days to remove a single sin a good measure is a week. Take communion once a week and praise God for your progress towards wholeness. After many months of prayer and hard work changing your ego you will begin to see life above the dark waters. Once you are freed of the perverse waters of Satan your demon will flee and you are freed to begin your own life again to walk with God and be tested as all true Christians are thank God for your trials and for your salvation and continue to be good. Amen. Also you are lucky to be born in a time of Jesus Christ through him you are saved, before Him you would have been sacrificed and left unsaved the rest of your life for turning your back on God and Christ. It’s depressing we live in a time where Egoism is becoming a dominant ideology, there are far too many just like you spreading across the world, too many to help I pray you hear my words and that you seek God Almighty like a man in the desert seeks water, when you find peace it would be good for you to politely spread His message and live as an example to others what it means to be saved. Love all your brothers in Christ as Jesus would have done.
Don’t listen to this charlitan pervadsive egoism is your worst enemy. That Zarathustra fellow is bad news too, your only friend now is the church of Christ (not some off shoot) and the King James
Carter Edwards
Can you give me a quick rundown on what Varg thinks of the Christian hell? I ignore him a lot but your pic made me curious as I was also thinking that maybe I was brainwashed and this 'hell' they talk about is nothing but spiritual terrorism.
Luke Lewis
Please keep your small minded racism to yourself.
Mason Howard
Jesus sets free people from their addiction and gives them a new heart, a new character. Seek Jesus in prayer, and ask him to give you a new heart and believe he will because he came that all may be saved, and he is longsuffering that no one may perish but come to him, as he is eternal life.
Irrelevant topic. fuck off stop posting religious shit you piece of garbage.
Jack Wilson
Females will always gravitate towards seeing themselves as the center of the universe without proper instruction from their father. You may consider distance from your home’s ideologies but keep turning your cheak as best you can.
Aaron Rivera
What a windbag
Connor Campbell
>ProjectLifeguard.net Why does this supposedly Christian manifesto start with a bunch of lewd anime girls
Jonathan Ramirez
I was in a hurry. I'm working on the 2nd edition to fix the typos and set the ecchi as chapter breaks in the book.
The pictures all relate to what's in the book.
Go with Christ, user.
Christopher Ortiz
That’s why women shouldn’t have rights
Ryder Thompson
You just had a spooky dream user. (Inb4 government dream manipulation) Also Christianity is primarily BS
If you wish to Beseech HaShem, I recommend transcendental meditation or performing a burnt offering. Good items are incense, make sure you use a circular vessel (Such as a bowl that has not been used for eating previously)
Cameron Rogers
seek with all your heart
Bentley Anderson
You're baptised? Then pray. Just humble yourself and pray. Preferably though, join a Catholic or Orthodox Church, as the mainstream Protestant Churches are pretty much a gutted out version of Christianity.
And Christianity is a civilising force - it's not there to make you a slave but to free you. And slavery existed among your ancestors long before Christians arrived. Given that most of it was by Arabs, Islam has had a larger impact on slavery than Christianity has. Hell, you know the word "barbarian"? Comes from the Barbary Pirates, which were slave traders that took White slaves for a LONG time in Europe. Reminder that Europeans didn't start the slave trade, there was a fairly brief participation (more often than not by (((certain people))) that are only called White by your brainwashed history books), and then we ended it. First big Empire in all history to ban it was the British.
Angel Sanchez
And ignore this fucker promoting you get involved in Kaballah nonsense that actually derives from Greek magical practices Christians don't need. Anything of philosophical value in the Pagan world was absorbed into the Church, as the early fathers were often from a neo-platonist or stoic background, and they discarded they stuff that wasn't correct. See St Augustine for more details.
Charles Sullivan
You had a bad dream user.
There must be a black version of paganism right?
Reject jewish gods and embrace the african god mumbo jumbo, just like Europeans embrace woden
Hunter Barnes
Fun story, last time i've had a sleep paralysis (first time while sleeping on my belly) i've had this deep male voice echoing in my head persuading me to do some sick shit, i instinctively recited The Our Father in my head despite being someone who laments of his inability to have faith when asked about his religion. Obviously the voice stopped at like the 7th verse and the paralysis disrupted. My point is, you think you're an atheist, but once you get in contact with something ill-intentioned who goes beyond our tangible world, you ask for help to a well-intentioned counterpart, no matter if it's in a lucid dream or a sleep paralysis.
