I think Christianity is an (if not the most) important cultural component of the West and I'm fairly sure that the West will not survive if Christianity does not survive.
That said, I feel like I can't really call myself a Christian because, while I believe wholeheartedly in the primacy of natural law, and even in the Monad in its many manifestations in realms of morality, metaphysics, material science, and mathematics and even though I am moved by and agree with almost all aspects of traditional Christian morality, I have never been able to genuinely believe in the supernatural claims of the Bible (resurrection, personal God, revelation).
I tend to see myself as more of a NeoPlatonist in light of my nonbelief in the historicity of the Bible, but there is certainly no extant "Platonic culture" in our world and the teachings of the Greeks and their philosophical descendants, while lucid and compelling, are esoteric at their best and generally impenetrable to something north of 95% of moderns.
Is this as much of a problem as I think it is? I sometimes want to call myself a Christian but most Christians that I have respect for maintain the importance of belief in a genuine historical resurrection and revelation. I'm wondering if there's a way to reconcile nonbelief with Christianity or if I should even bother trying