Why do I always feel like the government is watching me? Even when I got outside...

paranoid schizophrenia

trust me, normal people want to avoid you

BECAUSE THEY ARE.

There is a fucking backlog of metadata on each and every person there is who has ever used the internet just waiting to be assimilated and correlated; the more advances in AI, the better this will work until they can locate who you are and your entire internet history just by analysing the way you click fucking buttons or scroll through pages.

You think i'm fucking joking? They record EVERYTHING """just in case""" there's some use for it later.

Your fucking phone literally listens to and records EVERYTHING it hears, even when idle. And any app can have access to that cache for any reason.

This shit is a powderkeg unlike anything we've ever made.

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literally paranoia

go see a psychiatrist they can help. having paranoia is probably one of the hardest mental disorders to treat minus gender dysphoria because the people with it dont think the doctors trying to help have pure intentions

Modern governments are malicious, but they don't need to waste resources physically watching you unless you're powerful enough to threaten them.

Dude, I'm so fucked

They will be dead by the time ai is even viable to be developed. The sun going haywire will likely fry the brains of all malevolent types.

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizophrenia
Get help m8

Delete your facebook and social apps on cellphone. Stop using it if possible.

If you want proof of government spying look on pilotbeacon dot me and xyz files on youtube.

Marc Smith and nodexlgraph website is causing problems on our reality and 90% of people are literally brainwashed. The orion hijackers are attempting to separate us from the spiritual.

If you look for extradimensional protection check for Drvirtual7 on youtube to deprogram your subconcious.

youtube.com/watch?v=WZ5KlTHcE2Y

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You're not that important. Well, you are as a human being, but not for the glow in the dark niggers to follow you around. Could be paranoia, could be an early onset of schizophrenia, hard to tell. So here's some tips... First of all, stop associating yourself with any particular group, you're your own person. Secondly, if you're doing any drugs right now, try quitting ASAP. And last but not least, if it doesn't get any better, tell someone you trust (most likely a family member or a very close friend) and have them force you to go and seek professional help, because you won't on your own. Godspeed.

shills shiting their pants on unsucefull damage control

>Why do I always feel like the government is watching me?

because they literally are, retard. there aren't CIA niggers hiding around corners with microphones and shit but every single thing you do on the internet, every byte of data uploaded or downloaded, leaves a digital footprint which is immediately cached and secured in massive data storage centers that governments spend billions to operate (and in some cases, outsource to amazon)

Lol wut

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Uhhh...

Paranoid schizophrenia most likely. Why would the goverment waste time watching you? Go to a doctor.

When I was a kid I used to think I was the star of a reality TV show where people would just watch me going about my life, I hadnt even seen the Truman show.

I thought this because id ALWAYS catch random people looking at me and people I interacted with were always slightly off/nervous.

It was never in a paranoid 'Theyre watching' type thing more like hmm theres nother one.

It still happens now, I catch people looking over at me then they quickly glance away. Im past the 'reality tv show' theory (and no im not some deformed beta). My latest 'out there' theory on it is life actually IS a simulation and everyone around me are just computer generated A.I and some react when they see me.

You're Canadian so you probably deserve it.

Fuck guys i just got into a fight witg a man walking his dog

Take meds. Get an exorcism. Talk to a therapist. Get any help from anywhere but here. Dumb leaf.

I just thought maybe other alt righters ran into this too

>I catch people looking over at me then they quickly glance away.

But this is just normal public behavior. You automatically notice and look at other people. You have been conditioned that it is not polite to stare, so you look away.

Kill them before they kill you.

Who's glancing at you then? Other humans (AIs, souls, whatever) or NPCs? It's a fun little theory, but I wouldn't dwell on it too much, just so that you don't get too detached from it all. Maybe you have an interesting face or something?

Even though I do think about it when I get really mad and lonely, I'm not going to kill someone just because they're following me probably

I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE
SOMEBODY'S WATCHING MEEEEEE

> Guys seriously help
You Canadians are so fucking faggy. I swear to God. This is the worst larp I have ever seen on here. Ever. Go suck Tradeu dick.

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In this country, its not paranoia, it is the truth

I have a whole folder dedicated to the JQ and I still got into Israel. You're probably imagining it
Or you're getting gangstalked

youtube.com/watch?v=uIXV0cir4-E

Heeeeheee

You have slight pre schizophrenia please go get help, this is not meant in derogatory way.

The government is actually, the people here claiming schizophrenia are retards:

The smallest standardized audio codec baked into the baseband of every cell phone is iLBC, which consumes 28kbps to stream audio in a phone call.

So let's say every cell phone was secretly turning on your microphone and transmitting the ambient audio around you directly to the NSA's Bluffdale data center at all times.

28kbps equals 304 megabytes per day per phone.

240 million Americans have cell phones.

304 * 240 * 365 == 2,7518,080 megabytes to record all cell phones 24/7/365.

That equal 2.75 exabytes per year.

According to (((Cisco's))) 2017 annual report on the State of the Internet, global IP traffic was 96 exabytes per month.

cisco.com/c/en/us/solutions/collateral/service-provider/visual-networking-index-vni/vni-hyperconnectivity-wp.html

As you can see it is completely within the realm of possibilities that all cell phones are secretly recording everyone at all times.

For fucks sake, the cost of that bandwidth wouldn't even be a rounding error in the NSA's annual $73 BILLION Black Budget portfolio, which we know from Snowden leaking it.

It is entirely possible that NSA even built their own secret nationwide cell phone tower network to piggy back on AT&T and Verizon and T-Mo and Sprint, so that your phones skip the civilian network and just send your audio straight to the NSA.

Who the hell do you think runs all of those 100's of rogue cell towers in big cities that we see reported all the time but who's owners are mysteriously never identified?

Now consider video. What if your phone camera was also always on and secretly live streaming your fucking ass to Bluffdale?

The bandwidth for that is just a couple more zeroes added to the total tally for audio, and is still within the realm of possibility today.

Assume the worst my friends.

There's a good reason why Osama bin Laden banned all cell phone within miles of where he went starting back in 1997.
1/2

It's in this Snowden dox: COTRAVELLER

edwardsnowden.com/docs/doc/cotraveler-tracking-redacted.pdf

I rank that doc as a top 10 best-of Snowden leaks. (I rank probably 100 Snowden doc in my top 10, you do the math.)

COTRAVELLER already watches all cell phones 24/7 to compile a "Patterns of Life" metadossier on you and everyone.

And it's all automated. NSA just slurps in every time your spyPhone transmits a GSM beacon to the nearest cell towers every 20ms.

NSA pulls the data straight from the cell towers. In another Snowden doc it is recealed that NSA hacked 50,000 cell towers in Pakistan.

That program is called JUGGERNAUT.

There are indications that JUGGERNAUT is a global program, but for whatever reason Greenwald only leaked the one about Pakistan.

So NSA has all your cell to tower beacons.

COTRAVELLER analyzes the data from JUGGERNAUT.

COTRAVELLER can somehow determine what your job is based on where your phone travels. It has 16 "buckets" of job types that it classifies you as.

COTRAVELLER analyzes every phone that comes within 10ft of any other phone. So it knows everything about your family your friends your coworkers and that qt you flirt with everyday at the Google Bus stop out front of the bath house in SF.

COTRAVELLER also looks for anomalies like turning off your cell phone and then turning it back on later.

COTRAVELLER also analyzes which phones always appear together, so when you use that burner phone to send your dick pix to your mistress, you better put on a Ghila Suit and crawl out of your house on your belly for miles into a deserted forest before turning on your pussy phone.

COTRAVELLER only really kicks in if your phone leaves a 100km square radius. Because then you might be a CIA-funded terrorist.

I know more than you can possibly imagine.

Aside from all this mumbo jumbo, he is correct.

They can (and have since the 70s) used microchips placed in your voice box using RFID technology to alter your thought processes, insert thoughts, and listen to thoughts.

All thoughts emit a tiny tiny vibration, all sounds in your head are made through the voice box. We are irreconcilably fucked. I'll try to find an old document on it if I can.

Knowing too much is dangerous to your health.

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The saving grace is that low levels like you or me are of no concern for them. We can't influence anyone enough for action to be taken, nor can we do any significant harm to the system ourselves.

The problem is, just like how they blackmail the vast vast majority of celebrities, they can and will use this information against you if you ever were to get in a position of power.

Your worst nightmares do not compare to what they can do. They have cloning technology as well as CGI and can literally generate evidence against you to keep you in submission. If you dissent, you die in a car crash, or your plane breaks down, or you had a heart attack.

They know who you are. They know who we are. But since we do not pose a significant threat, they don't care about what we do, for now. The very idea of being incognito is laughable. The only strength we have is appearing unimportant.

Sure, you could use tails, linux, use tor for all your web browsings, encrypt all your files, cover your microphones and webcam, but if you slip up even ONCE, they can identify you.

Reddit spacing and a bunch of shit that does not relate to OP in the slightest. He's a random leaf. You want to give the poor kid a heart attack? Or are you just lonely in your delusions (and the illusion of grandeur, you're not nearly as much of a hot shit as you think you are either though) and you want to project your mental state to another human being so that you'll have someone to talk with?

This is funny because

A. These aren't my posts

and

B. These are directly from Snowden documents, pleb

Go be a CIAnigger somewhere else.

Right, and how does any of it relate to OP you colossal fucking retard?

A better question would be how does it not. If you're a troll you're a shit one. And if you're a CIAnigger you're proving me right.

>Can anyone help?
A psychiatrist. You're not that important.

> Y u peoples looking at me

Probably because you look like shit, you fugly cunt. Not to mention your creepy twitchy motions attracting everybodies attention.

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>"Guys, when I go outside I feel like I'm being watched..."
>"Of course you are! Don't listen to the shills, here, have a Snowden dump. Good luck soldier, we'll all need it!"
You need to go back to whatever hole you crawled out of. Again, you're not helping OP. Call me whatever the fuck you want, but you're a major asshole.

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paranoid_personality_disorder

Stop taking stimulants. Adderall, Vyvanse, meth, whichever you're on. Theyre making you paranoid nigga. Go to sleep, dumbass.

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I suffered a psychotic break after the Q stuff being posted around here late last year. The information that was being sent and the breadcrumbs was incredible. I started to share threads about deep state corruption exposed by a former CIA agent and that very same week I believe I was followed around by government employees in a store. I also believe some guy in a Black SUV followed me to work.
During a period of intense paranoia like this, it is INCREDIBLY difficult to decipher reality from fantasy.
It is during these moments of paranoia that the consciousness of evil and Satan is strong and present.
The entire time it would be happening, I'd question myself constantly - "Is this really happening? Am I really being followed"

And it's at that moment you have a choice to make

You can either reinforce the negative, paranoid thoughts with confirmation - "Yes I'm being followed by the government"

Or you can take the truly harder path, and start improving your life, REGARDLESS and in SPITE of whatever may be happening.

Right after this break, I started going to the gym
I worked hard on my nutrition and training

Now I am two months into the gym and my life is turning around
I'm at a 200 lbs deadlift, a 155 bench, and can do 100 on most machines. One mile in 7 minutes 6 seconds
I've saved money
I am going to conquer myself and my demons
And I am going to strangle and choke the life out of Satan, the old serpent, myself.
Master yourself, master the enemy.

You're not alone, but just stop giving whatever negative energy may be attracted to you attention.
If you truly believe you're being followed, then you reacting to them or whoever validates their existence. Does that make sense?

I just read in the paper last week that Canadian.youth smoke more weed than their peers other western nations - with the exception of France. You are bigger stoners than us.

If you are out of your teens, you are probably becoming a paranoid schizophrenic.

My cousin has this and it isn’t pretty. Talk to somebody and get off the weed STAT.

Other 'live' players in the open world multiplayer, the drones are the ones that pass you by.

Because it's true.

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>t.

Recite some Polish for me. I'm curious.

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But you can randomly stop any of the "drones" and have a conversation with them, no? Wouldn't that mean they're conscious as well as you are?

Jesteś pierdolonym łbem, nie szanujesz ludzi i przynosisz więcej szkody niż pożytku.

I think you can do it in two steps:
1. Accept you are being watched
2. Don't give a shit about it

I did end up going to the polive about this, they just laughed at me and said I was out of my mind. Who will protect me if I can't rely on law enforcement?

I dont see why that would indicate consciousness?

A simulation this sophisticated would be able to replicate a vague conversation, just look at the Google assistant phone call videos.

Also, OP - everyone is pretty much under surveillance so you're not alone. And by "everyone" I mean the entire world. Intelligence agencies all collect info on every single person connected to the tech grid.

Now does that mean that they're SPECIFICALLY out to get you, right now in the moment? No, not really.

Just realize that you're not alone

We The People are stronger than any weak loser ego-maniacal intelligence agent who seeks to gain power through corruption. There is a reason they hide in the shadows and operate in secrecy - it's because their weak armed, weak men who are too big of pussies to take their masks off and face the People who would have them all routed out into the streets and executed for their crimes against God and the world.

Wouldn't be surprised if that's google translate. But ok.

So what interest does a polish boy have on the US government spying on it's people? And as an extension, why does he so staunchly defend it?

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Dumbass, look here
No one else is going to change your perception of reality except for yourself.

Stop being a weakling

You're not special OP. Nobody gives two fucks about you. Your parents probably think you're a loon, and it's likely you are.
Anyways I hope you get some help with your problems, we are all under technical surveillance but unless you're a huge fish I don't they have the assets to watch your every move with multiple double agents. What do you know that would make this so?
What are you capable of that would make this worthwhile? Why would the government have anything to earn from what you have? Answer these questions if you want us to take this bait thread seriously.

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You're trolling, aren't you? This is what I get for trying to help people, I waste my time. Great... In case you're serious though: you come to this world alone and you leave it the same way. The only person who'll ever be able to truly help you (and your mental well being) is you. The others are there to give you that extra nudge in case you'd fall down along the way, but ultimately... All you.

Fair enough, but if that's the case how would you know that you're not an advanced "drone" yourself?

>boy
Decent effort, but entirely wasted. As for the US government spying on its citizen, OP is Canadian. And I'm not "protectin' da gubbamint!", I'm trying to keep sch*zoids like you off people who could still potentially be helped so that they can live a normal, decent life without flipping out at the sight of their own shadow.

>how would you know that you're not an advanced "drone" yourself?

By feel. I feel like a soulless automaton so I probably am.

I think you're trolling but if this has any chance of being true than obviously such technology must have different effects on different people.

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Or you're just depressed, a lot of people in Finland are truth be told. I blame the cold and the dark.

So what you're saying is that I should take things in my own hands?

I feel pretty bad if you can't feel your soul, I know I can feel mine. Are you sure you're not just extremely blackpilled and ignoring your soul user? That is a real thing.
Jow Forums is always people talking about a bunch of bullshit, shilling, trolling, psyoping, etc, it's a pretty fun place once you become accustomed to it. Remember you're here for life kiddo. Nice digits btw.

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Therapists are definitely in on it. He says's I have delusions of persecution but I know he's just trying to gaslight me in order to get me to admit myself to a mental hospital where they'll hook my brain up to machines.

I dont go to my therapist anymore because of this

What sensations should I be paying attention towards? What does it feel like to you?

Honestly, it sounds like some type of paranoia or you might have a little latent schizophrenia. This is the most common symptom, fear that some authority figures are spying on you, gangstalking, etc. If they were fucking with you, you would probably know. It would probably be easy to keep giving you stupid tickets and penalties that kept adding up until you were fucked. What would they get out of just gaslighting you and making you crazy when they could just ruin your life?

I'm not sure about that, I heard on other forums that they do it subtly like this so that everyone else is not alerted and won't suspect anything when they come for them.

Depends on what you've meant by that, don't want to read about you in the news. So let's try putting it differently... If you're not trolling, I'd like for you to realize that right now you have a problem. And it's affecting the quality of your life. A large chunk of that problem is in your head, it's not external even though you perceive it as such. Moving on, your parents want to help you - they're your parents. There's shitty ones out there, true, but the vast majority of them love their kids even if they don't get along all the time. Talk with them, don't dismiss them, actually listen to their advice, give it a few months and see whether anything changes. That's a good start, no?

I've been here forever, but recently there's been a sudden influx of legit schizos and the worst thing is, it's spreading. I'm not saying we should all go all hippy on our asses and start hugging trees or something, but if there's even the slightest chance that our words could help someone out as opposed to having them off themselves or do something stupid, it's worth a shot in-between the usual shitposting.

You're just a weak faggot.

Start lifting

Either people actually are or you are paranoid

What do you mean the news? If they come for me, I'll be gone in the middle of the night, poof, and I'm done, I also used to trust my parents but they don't believe me when I tell them there's this group after me I mean how can I convince them that they will get me if I dont get any protection from the police

You know what, fuck it, I'm going to bed. It's 2am here and apparently I'm staying up simply to feed you (You)'s.

always present warm sensational feeling coming from the center of my chest. It's a source of confidence, faith in the future, faith in something more than this material world. You have to have morality and belief in the greater good to find it. This doesn't mean you can't be a realist and recognize the problems at hand today. Just try and be good to those who deserve it. Search within yourself. Schizophrenia, general disillusion with the real world, autism, and a variety of other problematic things occur frequently among some of the people who believe in conspiracies so it's only commonplace that they frequent Jow Forums.

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>The feeling isn't fear.
>It's just telling you to move.

Zersetzung

Interesting, my chest area feels neutral, kind of like the rest of the body. Most of my conscious energy seems to be oriented around my skull. I have tried meditating and focus practice to become more aware of chest and other areas but there has not been much progress.