Being mixed race is hell

Being mixed race is hell.
> Be me
> Mother is of Jamaican origin, but born and raised in the UK
> Dad is a Lebanese Arab, decides to come to the UK for gibs
> Meets my mum, they start dating and he eventually marries her for a British citizenship
> About to leave her after receiving his documents, she gets pregnant and he’s forced to stay
> I am born, I look mostly black, but with some arab features
> Dad has an epiphany and realises that he has to raise a nigger
> Is very racist, he only hid his racism to get the passport
> Life is hell, parents hate each other
> Every time dad is angry at me, he calls me a nigger, 3abeed (slave), monkey etc etc
> Calls my mum a black nigger whore every-time they fight
> Eventually parents divorce when I’m 11 years old
> Dad never contacts me again, have no idea what he’s doing in life
> At school, never fit in with either the black or arab kids
> Never fully sure of my identity
Many mixed race people also have this story of being rejected by one (or both) of their parents and always feeling insecure about who they are.
PLEASE, for the love of God, DO NOT RACE MIX.

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You should maybe search for a girl to "purify" you. I am of lebanese and european descent, but i look very lebanese. I dream of finding a lebanese qt and settle down. We can only dream brother.

RIP fella still going to hang you on the day of the rope.

damn.. my condolences. I'm pure white and it's. ..fucking amazing

Nah I’m either going to settle with a mixed race or black girl.

>Be Chile
>Natives fucking hate you, because MUH LAND
>Can't identify as white
>At least I have my nationality.jpg
>Niggers from Haiti and other opportunist Latino scum immigrants become "the new Chileans"
It's like completely losing your identity, your name, your roots. You don't belong anywhere, it's absolutely demoralizing.

That is exactly what i am talking about. If you do that your children are going to have a better understanding of themselves and of their identity. This is why i search for a lebanese one. You should search for one that suits this objective, whatever race she may be.

get a vasectomy nigger

Fun fact my man, its the reason why state pride is returning in the US. People are losing the identity of the nation but are now gaining the identity of their state.

nigger + sandnigger mix fuck me u are literally an unstermensch

no one fits in any more, our societies have been robbed of any blissful homogeneity

I'm not that mixed, but just enough not to be white. I can't stand this shit anymore, I can't even socialize with most mixed people because I despise their personalities, so I hang out with whites which in turn makes me feel like shit for not being white. I can't have a family either, because anything I did would only perpetuate this curse. There is no escape from this hole, no words can describe it.

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What is it with Lebanese men + black women? I’ve come across at least 3 couples like this.

bad cards, but do your best with them.

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>purify you
Only if you're opting for the non white side, fuck off there are already too few whites, BLEACHING DOESN'T FUCKING WORK. If you have any doubts about it look at brazil and at the millions of European immigrants that had to be sacrificed just so niggers could be a lighter shade of brown.

There is always desire to be something more within human. Usually it manifest itself trough materialistic ways, sexual ways, trough drugs or parenthood example. It is endless chasing, rat-race that leads nowhere but keeps you busy trough own creation that people calls as life.

We can't remember our time as toddlers because we didn't exist in that time. We had no identity. Only when years has gone while we gathered data from our environment we created identity. When we have our identity, we decide what matters to us. Then we experience impulsive feelings when things didn't go as we wanted.

We are piece of life that creates own image and plays it (Genesis 1:27 So God created man in His own image). We get so tangled to our own creation that it can kill us and bring us into hell. We think that something or someone causes our misery even when we alone create everything within.

We have all this mysterious desire to do something, be something more. It usually manifest itself trough sexual ways, materialistic ways, trough parenthood, dating, drugs, games, food, alcohol.. you name it. Trough that it leads nowhere, it keeps us happy for a moment and then we need more. So where we are now? We are piece of life that want to experience bigger part of it. Trough physical ways it finds not that part and when that need to expand finds no expression we create this pain within. So what to do? This is what meditation is all about. We wan't to think nothing, be nothing because that is just the data we gathered from the physical and created self from it. When we learn to be still, just be as piece of life, something start to happen that seems to expand you into everywhere. It seems to that consciousness, awareness is the basic that exist and everything else it is manifest of it.

What ((they)) wan't is to bind us more and more into physical, sins, into that rat-race i wrote about above, so that we wouldn't learn or even think about this.

>very time dad is angry at me, he calls me a nigger, 3abeed (slave), monkey etc etc
Lebanese people are treated like absolute shit in england he has no right calling her a nigger since he is a nigger and will be considered a scummy nigger by most english people. Ur dad is fucking deluded as fuck.

Wasn't planning to racemix, and I think most of the good folks around this corner of the internet weren't either. This story would help a lot more people if you told it in facebook or reddit or some other more liberal platform.

move to Germany

mama Merkel will pay

Same bro.
I used to try to hang out with whites but I felt so inferior to them.
I now hang out with blacks but I feel superior to them when I see them chimping out.
Fuck being a mutt

At least you are doing to right thing and keeping to your own kind. I would never subject my offspring to being mix raced. It is the most horrible punishment I could imagine for people.

Many people here want to race mix with Asian women
But they think Asians are inferior deep down
That racism will manifest itself onto the child
The child will grow up feeling inferior

Either its anecdotal or his dad is just mentally ill & deluded as fuck.

I look lebanese, why should i aim for a white woman? I am half portuguese but i dont share their heritage, traditions or apperance. I know the lebanese side, the names and places, the food!
Not only that, but the lebanese are of levantine descent. That complements my preference for the philo-semetic tradiotion of taught . To me it is the optimal choice.

To all mutts and people who think little of themselves for their physical appearance; stay redpilled and /sig/

Kek, that is a funny combo. Just go to America, you'll be considered white there and a 10/10

Half black is the easiest mix to be moron. In America you're just considered Black. Look at Obama or Alicia Keys.

I think you guys don't realize the niggers are the bottom of the totem pole and even shitskins feel superior to them.

Lol no. I am 100% white and all the shitskins and most white women fawn over me. Whites are still the dominate class as they will remain even if we turn into Brazil. I hope it doesn't happen because we will lose our history and culture.

Exactly in england arabs are below blacks depending where u go. Also most lebanese people are not racist like that. Stupid niggers being stupid niggers as usual i guess.

This.

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>be me
>pull up browser to peruse Jow Forums
>some mongrel shitape is babbling offtopic garbage
>captcha's being a bitch
>decide to meme arrow a wish of cancer for the faggot op

Not anecdotal, he’s super racist
He can pass for white though, Lebanese are the “whitest” arabs

>Lol no. I am 100% white and all the shitskins and most white women fawn over me. Whites are still the dominate class as they will remain even if we turn into Brazil. I hope it doesn't happen because we will lose our history and culture
Yeah, sure. That's why BLACKED is so popular over there...

Sounds like people of every race are dealing with the fallout of this forced multicultural mess.

Anyway all I can advise is be strong, find a good girl Lebanese or black like you said, raise your kids right.

Maybe when you start a family you could move to some more mixed island or country or something and your kids won't feel so lost socially?

Or go to the USA and embrace your 56% heritage heh

No they are not
Arabs are known for being super racist and hateful towards blacks
Even in mosques arabs wont stand near black muslims

not the proper date op

Pretty sure blacked is only popular because there is a high population of blacks. They're the only ones that enjoy that kind of shit.

The Arabs in the United States are mostly Christian, low crime, educated, and middle to upper middle class.

Is that the hand you jerk off to traps with, cumskin?

I honestly don't believe those number every white I know except a couple are disgusted by niggers. I think it comes down to liberal humiliation fantasies. Basically those with liberal mindsets feel insecure and their sexual fantasies seem to compose of fucking those who they perceive as lesser.

And you cucks

Fellow Jamaicanon.
BIG UP THE JUNGLE IS MASSIVE.

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>t. insecure nigger.

Keep being jealous. You’ll never have what I have. Also traps are for faggots. I fuck my redhead blue eyed wife. We even have a blonde haired blue eyed boy who will grow up to be twice the man you’ll ever be. Get fucked nigger.

Sounds like you just got bad races to mix.

White + anything else is usually quite good.

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she looks nice because shes half white btw

Who is "you" cucks

congratulations brother, so .. how many white kids do you have? I'm still young and trying to find a white wife but will never race mix regardless how easy it would be.

>cumskins LARPing as wh*toids now

lmao neither of you incels have ever seen a pussy in your sad soicuck lives. I bet you're both uglier than Roosh. Keep jerking your microdicks off to bailey jay you absolute losers.

alot of arabs are harshly abused it & like u said depending where u go in england they will be considered lowest of the lowest. It stills dosent stop them from anti black even tho it makes absolutely no fucking sense at all. Both arab or black theyll both be considered scum and both will be called niggers.

That's my point though.

Temperamental baby.

Blacks >>>> Arabs and there's no contest.

Haha, this dude's a nigger

Sorry dude but being a mixed spic Jew is great.

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I’ve got a son and a daughter. The ideal nuclear family. We are planning another one now. My son is starting to learn to hunt and shoot. Life is pretty good. Probably not for that nigger though. He’s so insecure just the sight of my skin makes him rage out. It’s why he will never amount to anything. If he wasn’t such a nigger he would realize race doesn’t mean shit and he could achieve anything he wants to in today’s world but he lets his insecurities run his life instead letting ambition and hard work drive him to success.

Finally some diversity for the Jewish people. Brings a tear to one's eye.

This post give me hope for the future brother. I am truly happy for you and hope one day I can find the right women to have many white babies with. Any advice?

I thought I would never say this but I honestly feel bad for you OP. You should hate your parents for doing this to you, I know I would. Hope you find peace.

the mulatto females are 88 times more racist against whites than pure blacks are. They absolutely hate unmixed people (of any race).

>white larping as white
Imagine being this insecure. You’ll never amount to anything with that attitude. Go chase your dreams instead of being a little bitch. I’ve fucked more white chicks than you will ever even talk to. I settled down with one that I love. All you’ll have is hate. It’s cool though, I’ll give you a few bucks when you ask me on the side of the freeway nigger.

My town literally chased all the pakis out, i remember it like it was yesterday. Arabs are generally more tolerated and a few nogs too.

Eh it's whatever.

Stop caring so much. Most people don't care about race here.

Thats fine...you are a good guy who understands what is right

I hope you find your dream wife and life a happy life...you sound reasonable

Yes, but the most of their hate is overwhelmingly directed towards White men, to the level of genocidal vitriol. I remember reading about some mulatto negress torturing a little White boy to death on Christmas eve with a blow torch simply because he was White. They are absolutely vile.

It's sorely needed. The unbearable whiteness of Judaism is blinding.

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Relaxa mano,para de levar o Jow Forums tão a serio.

Your obviously fucking sheltered or just a new world immigrant.

It doesn’t really make it any better but Blacked is watched mostly by white men. So.... yeah

Oy vey I'm not white I'm Jewish. Hehehe

>PLEASE, for the love of God, DO NOT RACE MIX

Idk its going to be hard to resist

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You're Hispanic-Jewish.

You're an idiot. Arabs are 10x worse than blacks.

Realize that politics doesn’t mean a damn thing. My girl is pretty liberal but we want the same thing for the world. We just see a different path to get there. Be a provider. Never say you will do something and not follow through. You need to be stable and stoic and be a man of your word. No matter what people say integrity matters more than anything. Next is a sense of humor. A depricative one at that. Just don’t take life so seriously and pick your battles. There is no use arguing over dumb shit. Save it so when you do put your foot down it means something.

So you got dealt a shit hand. Are you going to give up or at least be the best damn side character you can be in this game called hell on Earth?

You will be dealt a new hand regardless of wether you waste this one or not. How about you don't waste this one and use it as spiritual training for your next life to become better when you are allowed a better body?

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Sorry to hear that m8, but redpilled post.

As long as you're not contributing to white genocide I don't get what the big deal is. You can't change what you are.

I'm mixed as well, half beaner half white. Look mostly white but clearly have mexican traits.
I'm stelling with white woman, but won't have biological kids, I'm still trying to figure out a way of either explaining this or pretend I'm steril so we have to use someone else's sperm

You are just from a thrash family

there both the same level & i agree with you.

I'm not. The Lebanese Americans are extremely assimilated. They're low crime, educated, and upper middle class.

And I've got to say that Mordecai Ben David is a good artist.

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You can grow your spirit which is more important than genetics you didn't choose

Only weaklings succumb to animalistic urges. Real men keep their blood pure.

Besides, chinks are basically the Jews of the east and should not be mixed with Whites for any reason whatsoever.

Cool go mix with them then u fucking 56% face

This same, non-white people can't ever hope to understand how great White Pride feels. We are literally the greatest race on the face of this planet, and then some.

sounds great, congratulations on the wonderful wife. Never take her for granted because good women are hard to find even if they may be high in quantity. I'm not in a position to give you parenting advice but I will anyway.. the success of your daughter is solely on you. Always keep her active and involved in your life.

I wish you and your entire family continued success and innumerable blessings. love on your wife more (it's impossible to overdue)

>Pure blood autism
Love so strong you and your woman would die for your child is the exception

If you and your woman would die for your child even if it had down syndrome, then go ahead and racemix. If not, your love is nigger tier and you may as well be an autistic android.

What a cheap flag. Oy vey, such disrespect. I'll hook you up with my cousin, David Shekelstein. He'll do you a good deal on high-quality flags.

>>Torture a little white boy to death with a blow torch on Christmas Eve
This world is too fucked, I want out of it.

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Got give more immigrants all those gibs and wonder why you get the trash and we get the cream of the crop. Your socialism doesn't work.

> typed Jorge on his phone
One less white philosopher, scientist, CEO is always worse than having one more mulatto basketball player or DJ

Hahaha thanks for the laughter britbong bro.

Divorce has nothing to do with the child and it's not only mixed race couples that get divorced.

Thanks man. I try hard and work harder. Good advice though. Best of luck to you and yours.

Am I white?

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Dang dude, that sucks
God loves you though
:D

Regardless of what anybody says, you should never ever ever care or give a fuck what anyone says or thinks about you. You owe nobody nothing and vice versa. They are only strong (people in general) in numbers. Outside of that 9 out of 10 are cowards. Do your best, find someone who loves you for you and become expert at something others are not. Above all, love Jesus. No matter what they say, they can no more disprove Him than you can prove Him.