The Red Pill is killing me

It's been about three years since I've been redpilled. Since then I have lost my job for arguing politics, I am now a neet, I'm on Jow Forums, reddit, and news sites for 10 hours per day. I hate going outside because all I see are degenerates. I've gotten fat. My gf dumped me. I've developed a nervous disorder where I pluck my facial hair out (trickotilomania), I have ground my teeth down beneath the enamel while sleeping (bruxism), I've developed high blood pressure and horrible acid reflux that so bad I can't even eat ketchup. I have also started to go grey in the past year.

I am 25 years old. I'm not going back to the blue pill. How can you guys deal with seeing fags holding hands, women with black babies, Mexicans that can't speak a word of English, people that weigh over 300 pounds, etc.

I don't see the societal situation getting better in the near future. Should I just take the blackpill instead of getting riled up over everything?

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I don't want to be apathetic or tolerant but if I don't I might be cutting my life short.

Be a man

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Welcome to the club buddy, dont forget, you're here forever

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Put your house in perfect order before you criticize the world. You can’t change the world but you can change yourself. You’re wasting your time and becoming just as degenerate as those you criticize. Sounds like you need a healthy dose of individualism. Put your damn life together. Quit your bullshit.

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Also, my room is a mess. But so is the world.

>Since then I have lost my job for arguing politics
fake. no one is stupid enough to argue politics at work.

How can you not when everyone is saying "muh drumpf" every other minute?

>Since then I have lost my job for arguing politics
You should have had that phase in highschool, you know the one where you finally think you've figured out how everything works and you turn into an insufferable asshole who needs to go around and start spreading the gospel. What happened?

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Listen mate, things are going to get worse before they get better. A race has to suffer before it can learn to improve itself. You want to see beautiful things? There's a cost that must be paid first.

Here's the simple truth: if we weren't in total freefall mode we would be unaware of how shit-tier our society actually is. Now that we know how bad things are we can advance to the next stage of civilization:

>Establish ethno-state.
>Begin using biotech to remove female psycho traits (aka hypergamy) and turn White women into attractive & loyal friends rather than enemies.
> Design advanced tech.
> Hopefully reincarnate into future ethno-state.

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this, leftists force it now

if you don't shit on drumpf or whatever they start to grill you and soon you're targeted

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>trickotilomania
crank head

>I'm on reddit

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>keep your antisemitism to yourself, goy.
kys!

I've never done an illegal drug in my life.

Take more redpills, evolve or die

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ffs user get a fucking hobby and exercise

The world is shit, it always was, and it will stay that way until God decides to straighten things out. Get over it.

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>I've never done an illegal drug in my life.
This explains things.

You are in Texas aren't you?

No, California. I am thinking of moving to Texas.

>Get over it.
edgy cool guy located :^)

I recommemd 3 hours of joe rogan per week and a float tank session once per month.

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Read Robert Greene, meditate, improve yourself, and stop spergging so hard.

I have been to both, depending on which part of Texas they are almost exactly the same bro. However if you are looking for a higher white population and no Spanish then it will be in the far West (Lubbock) or the real Hill Country. Think Fredricksburg etc. San Antonio, New Braunfels, Austin, San Marcos is lost to them.
It's probably just buying time to run from them though, eventually they will control most of the Southern states in the US.

W H I T E R T H A N Y O U A C H M E D

You need to concentrate on the things you can control, and that is your life. Get your life in order and the things that bother you won't have such a huge impact on your psyche.

then you're weak

>The Red Pill is killing me
me too. I've been "red pilled" for I don't even know how many years now, and it does NOT get easier. It's getting worse. We are absolutely fucked. If the whites get purged in SA, everyone of us might as well eat a bullet ourselves because we're about 50 years behind us.

pic related, some kike to let you know even on the edge of destruction, people will never wake up

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Mmmmmmm BULLSHIT

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I've been here before Jow Forums was even around.
I have a wife and kids
A house that's almost paid off
A cabin on 50 acres
I'm fit
I eat healthy
If you ended up in state you are in now OP, you are a damn failure at life and to weak to be of any use to us.
Go to r9k where you belong and an hero

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i know this feeling, brother.

its a struggle. a very real struggle.
but exciting times are coming, and the end with make the journey far more than worthwhile.. focus on the positive, live as a radical rebuke to the degeneracy and incompetence around you

>Should I just take the blackpill?
you cant help yourself or us...what do you think m8?

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theres also the cowardly social-climbing cuck, who never mentions a word of his beliefs because he'd rather make more jew-bucks than be intellectually honest with himself and others.
a balance must be struck

Form your own local Nationalist organization.

Repent.

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Taking the red pill is one thing.
Digesting it anoter.

From now on you know what to do and how to act OP.
The final pill and the burden of mankind.

How can you have the arrogance to criticize the world when you can’t even fix your own life? Start with what you can control. Watch Jordan Peterson, read 12 Rules for Life. I know he’s a bit of a meme but I’ve never seen anyone in such desperate need for his advice.

"Blackpilled" is just another way of saying a defeatist demoralized cuck.

I am

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Worry about yourself before you worry about society, this is your life not theirs

Jesus is Lord brother, the truth will set you free.

A proper man will always choose knowing the truth over living a lie, no matter how harsh truth may be. If you cant handle it, fell free to die so that there will be no offspring inheriting your inability to go forward no matter the odds.

>hate going outside because all I see are degenerates
>My gf dumped me
>I've developed a nervous disorder
>I have ground my teeth down beneath the enamel while sleeping (bruxism)
>horrible acid reflux that so bad I can't even eat ketchup
all of this hits so fucking to home?
What was the drop that filled the glass for you, user?
For me it was having a literal tard in my college classes because "it's inclusive"
For fucks sake they guy could barely read there is no way he even finished elementary school.

>take the black pill, kill yourself or
>play Jewish games and win Jewish prizes
>grow your clan pass down wealth
>expose them to the degeneracy of the jew so they don't lose it all

Nothing you can do to change the way it is, all you can do is exploit the system.

>all I see are degenerates.
>I've gotten fat
YOU are the degenerate.
Turn off your computer. Cold turkey.
Get "Starting Strength". Don't follow his nutrition plan. Eat paleo. Buy a mountain bike and ride it.
Get your life back user, you owe us.

how can I clean my room when I'm busy washing my penis

Did you somehow miss the "hide your power level" meme?
What the fuck did you think that meant?

Give Pagan culture a try. Not the larp witches and wickens stuff but going into nature with little to no equipment and try to learn from it. Look for the archetypes that the gods were built to represent and discover more about humanity and manhood. You will find truth about yourself and capabilities, where you want or need to improve and also about natural truth and law. Nature is a soft proxy for the ego, you can take criticism nature throws at you without getting defensive. You see it as a challenge rather than an insult and begin to grow. Or just kys.

Redpill isn't about screeching your fucking retarded politics at whoever you can, you grotesque neckbeard. It's about being able to find strength and confidence from within yourself, and use this to better yourself in every way. You're a pathetic waste of human resource, do not blame redpill ideology for your moronic mistakes.

I wouldnt call sitting on Jow Forums spewing shit all day is even near being redpilled but I hear you, life is hard.

Get on some antidepressants

Also OP, you are not woke you are redpilled. The difference is that when you are redpilled, you realise that you are a tree in a managed farm, an artificial society to make the harvest of you more efficient. Your anxiety comes from watching the cutting machine get closer and closer to yourself but you are not woke and the cutting seems inevitable. Being woke on the other hand means your roots learn to walk and you are free to move back into or create a primeval forest. This is the truth. Also, individualism is just trees in the managed farm focusing on themselves in order to hide the plantation from view. Being an individual does not change what type of forest you live in.

>How can you guys deal with seeing fags holding hands
Don't care

>women with black babies
Don't care

>Mexicans that can't speak a word of English
Don't speak to them

>people that weigh over 300 pounds, etc.
FUCKING REEE FUCKING FATS I HATE THEM SO MUCH!

Hide your powerlevel is my advice. Ever since i've kept in my true opinions (except to close friends who agree / don't care) life has been getting much better. Ignore the indivisualism guy. All you need to do is exercise and become fit, keep up productive hobbies and generally improve yourself. Then you will be a strong cog in the collectivist group and therefore successful.

>washing my penis
You're touching a man's dick! What are you, gay?

BASED

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hide your power levels retard. just because you're redpilled doesn't mean you should start arguing and ridiculing people off the bat

if you want to argue with someone, take your time to try and understand their view on things, even if you don't like it, and then, -calmly- explain your view, back it up with arguments, both moral and logical. dont start getting rude. the moment you get rude they'll stop being receptive to any logical/moral argument you make

jesus dude ur autistic get ur life in check

proud of you user

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>How can you guys deal with seeing fags holding hands, women with black babies, Mexicans that can't speak a word of English, people that weigh over 300 pounds, etc.

Why does this bother you?

Q predicted this

Get a hobby.

Build yourself up. If you see a problem and you worry that much about it, get yourself in a position where you can feel on top of it. Acquire enough money to keep yourself going, get in shape, train with firearms...

Whatever. It's better than wallowing in self-pity, I think thats one of the most degenerate things to do because you know better.

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GOD is figurative word. GOD is energy, source, consciousness that includes everything and beyond. You are also part of it. All the religions are teaching about this truth, hidden within words to those who are ready to see. Are you ready?

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With these you can enter the rabbit hole. This is most important redpill. Redpill of life.

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There is always desire to be something more within human. Usually it manifest itself trough materialistic ways, sexual ways, trough drugs or parenthood example. It is endless chasing, rat-race that leads nowhere but keeps you busy trough own creation that people calls as life.

We can't remember our time as toddlers because we didn't exist in that time. We had no identity. Only when years has gone while we gathered data from our environment we created identity. When we have our identity, we decide what matters to us. Then we experience impulsive feelings when things didn't go as we wanted.

We are piece of life that creates own image and plays it (Genesis 1:27 So God created man in His own image). We get so tangled to our own creation that it can kill us and bring us into hell. We think that something or someone causes our misery even when we alone create everything within.

We have all this mysterious desire to do something, be something more. It usually manifest itself trough sexual ways, materialistic ways, trough parenthood, dating, drugs, games, food, alcohol.. you name it. Trough that it leads nowhere, it keeps us happy for a moment and then we need more. So where we are now? We are piece of life that want to experience bigger part of it. Trough physical ways it finds not that part and when that need to expand finds no expression we create this pain within. So what to do? This is what meditation is all about. We wan't to think nothing, be nothing because that is just the data we gathered from the physical and created self from it. When we learn to be still, just be as piece of life, something start to happen that seems to expand you into everywhere. It seems to that consciousness, awareness is the basic that exist and everything else is manifest of it.

What ((they)) wan't is to bind us more and more into physical, sins, into that rat-race i wrote about above, so that we wouldn't learn or even think about this.

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Pic related. those 7 circles are called the seed of life.
One interpretation i saw is that its meant to symbolize the creation week, or symbolize the same as the creation week does in the bible
The center being conciousness, that expands to the circle. The conciousness then moves to the border of the circle where it expands again creating the second circle and so on until you got the seed of life. the 6 days of creation around the 7th one, God, the seed of life or whatever you want to call it.
By connecting the points of intersection you gain the (black) cube, as above mentioned symbolizing the material world and as such Satans rule.

I have to say here that the 6, and all these patterns are commonly seen as a positive symbol as it is the blueprint of creation of life, but its only the material part of this, and according to the Bible the source of temptations, the Satan's, which we should work on overcoming with our spirit.

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satan (associated with saturn) meant something like "obstacle". everyone had his own satan. someone who incites him to do bad things, a bad habbit, an addiction, anythinghe should overcome. only later satan became a figure of his own.

6 is the number of man, and his weakness. greed, egoism, egocentrism, all the materialistic desires, and i believe of this plane existence in general (the earth is tilted 23,4 degrees, or if you count from the other direction 66.6 degrees, life, on this planet at least, is made of carbon, the 6th element, with 6 protons, 6 neutrons and 6 electrons. 6 directions in the material realm, north, south, west, east, up and down, 6 sides of the cubes. Think About how molecules and icecrystals form in hexagonal shapes. saturn being the 6th planet with hexagon on its northpole). 666 is going over the top with the materialistic desires, pursuing and desiring only those and making you follow the path of satan.

The black cube of satan is a symbol for this material, 3 dimensional realm, and the time we fear is running out, which will let us die, and which causes us to do harm to others in order to lead a better life ourself. by this the black cube also symbolizes time and death without either we wouldnt have these earthly desires causing us to do evil.
The 666 could also stand for the dimensions of the cube, 6x6x6, entrapping us in the 6, our weakness and temptations.

We should strive to overcome (our) satan, proof we arent easily corrupted wether satan is just a symbol or a real entithy. So while this world isnt evil itself, this realm of existence kind of makes the corruption a lot easier. When people worship satan, they dont worship some deity or enthity. they worship this material world, the materialistic egoistic desires, and themselves.

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Work out
Plus black pill is useless why? Because although history no great leader or movement just accepted defeat

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Embrace the struggle

>10 hours a day
those are rookie numbers son

When each one of us takes the initiative to improve ourselves, we get stronger as a whole. Please take care of yourself do that our race can prevail user. We can't do this without you

You need to take the black pill, stop following politics, stop visiting news sites and stop visiting Jow Forums, or at the very least treat Jow Forums as a lunatic asylum and only shitpost.

Whoa.

Dude, if you let yourself go like this, you'll be useless when shit finally goes down. Use your red pill as motivation to be the best you that you can. Get back in shape. 20 pushups every time you pick at your hair as a personal punishment.

>t.kike

>20 pushups every time you pick at your hair
But I literally pluck hundreds of hairs a day.

Take the natsoc pill and see how you will be greatness that civilization needs.

This. Getting back in shape is key, you will need to as fit as reasonably possible. Do 10-20 body weight squats every time you shit, then move up to every time you piss (at home anyways). Find ways to work it in. I also find solace doing brisk walks through nature zones/parks in my city, fucking hardly see anyone and when I do they are usually less degenerate and out to stay/get fit themselves. Also works as a semi meditative process where I can think and forget about how bad things are currently and how they could be changed.

Wait untill the black pill kicks in.....

Me too user. I got addicted to this website around 2016 and loved how fun it was. Now I’m absolutely blackpilled and genuinely can’t see a future worth living in. I think I’ll commit suicide when I’m 60 before it gets too bad. I’m stressed and anxious 24/7 and I’ve lost all hope that trump can truly fix anything. Why did everything go to shit so quickly. Sometimes I wish I was a normie or religious so I could live in delusion again.

Maybe it's the drugs. Try stopping the drugs.

Is this a pasta? If not, i feel sorry for you poor burger, at least don't be dumb and try to mimic yourself for normie. Fuck em, they do not deserve to see your true face, say em about black lives which matter, or whatever else bothers your countries normies, just don't try to exile yourself from society with internets and megalomania towards those "idiots who don't view jews as main planetary problem". It does not work. Just try to distance yourself from internet politics and look at the brightier sides of life. And find a fucking job! Good luck!

T.was a neet for 8 months, then found a job and succesfully imitate normal fag for 2 years now. Even study runglish, lol.

I've been on here a number of years and I still can't understand why this sort of thing bothers people. And I still get frequently accused of being Jewish. Hell, maybe I should just convert to Judaism.

This red pill thing that everyone on here keeps talking about just hasn't materialised for me.

Maybe I'm already red pilled and can see reality.

All these things that you are worrying about so much just don't matter.

Consider doing mushrooms or ayahuasca to reset yourself in a peaceful, friendly environment. Start leading a healthy life, cut out bread and sugar and drugs. Exercise and concentrate on your own well being. If your beliefs bind you to a negative space you are not 'redpilled' only defeated.

> (OP)
>Take more redpills, evolve or die
desu

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>arrogant, hoo-rah, YAS 'MURICA meme
>uses the correct spelling of "led" in context
Well done user, I'm fucking proud of you. There hope for this board yet.

>There's
Fuck!

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Whiter Than You Achmed

huh. i decided to call it the final redpill.

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