What can cure me of the motivational collapse that I have had for 4.5 years?

>ugly beta autist
You look outward for validation, this is why you do not succeed.
> reading, exercising,
These are great, I need to make more time for reading.
I'm considering getting set up to do welding in future, maybe look at an outlet where you can create something.
>being around normies in their prime
>seeking outward validation

> I waste large amounts of money on coffee and junk food binges to stop feeling sad.
Yeah this totally isn't contributing to your feels.

>I have had so much free time but I have wasted almost all of it
It sounds like you're not even trying, and you know it.
Your feelings won't change shit, you have to do, despite your feels.
> I know that all women and Chads have life on easy mode.
>I understand that all philosophical axioms are arbitrary. No self help or religious bullshit will ever help me.
So you don't want to help yourself, and I'm starting to wonder why I bothered responding. How the fuck are you less likely to work if you eat? Stop eating maccas you fuck.

Seriously start mealprepping with veggies, boil some fucking potatoes.

sage. Look for /SIG? when the mods don't b& them.
Nobody can help you FOR you.

I can help ya. All you need is a piece of rope, man.

You should take up gambling

You should ask about your problems in life on a Japanese anime board about politics

Wealthy self made business owner here.

Not worth it, you make it this far and realize your nation is being handed by subverters to the ghoul horde and all your efforts are for nothing anyway as your nation will end up like south Africa.

Don't bother trying. Unless you're a multi billionaire no amount of cash will save your bloodline in the end.

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Ugly men are betas, and before the stormfags and the TRS cuckbois ruined this place, the beta uprising was always on everyone's lip. The beta uprising is coming, and you will be part of it. It's coming not because some great user doing will break the status quo and see its rise, but because the current status quo isnt sustainable.

Once the issue with immigrantion is dealt with, we have to deal with the issues of society inequality arising from basically men who were born in our respective nations, sons of their countries, are being forced to stay behind.

Get something to work on, learn. Learn and instrument, get good, and meet people or something.

I wouldnt normally suggest this but it sounds like you need video games.

Also not politics but who cares the board is slow as af right now.

TLDR; your individual success only matter in a civic space where it is able to be secured and passed on. The UK has a ruling class that has an insurmountable bloodlust for it's native people so unless you are brown you're better off being a normies or leaving the country all together.

You should start drinking, at least it gives you something to do, and if you put some effort in it will kill you without you having to summon up the courage to an hero. It's the traditional response to your situation.

stealing a plane

"I constantly feel guilty for not being productive, like a loser for not having fun, like a coward for not having my own personal philosophy."

Thats modern life for ya bud.

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I agree, change junk food to alcohol.

become a sex tourist for a year then return home.

Stop being a non Anglo migrant brown skinned whining LARPing untrustworthy backstabbing Muslim (ex Muslim or whatever you claim) piece of shit.
When you've done that I might care. No promises though.

There is always desire to be something more within human. Usually it manifest itself trough materialistic ways, sexual ways, trough drugs or parenthood example. It is endless chasing, rat-race that leads nowhere but keeps you busy trough own creation that people calls as life.

We can't remember our time as toddlers because we didn't exist in that time. We had no identity. Only when years has gone while we gathered data from our environment we created identity. When we have our identity, we decide what matters to us. Then we experience impulsive feelings when things didn't go as we wanted.

We are piece of life that creates own image and plays it (Genesis 1:27 So God created man in His own image). We get so tangled to our own creation that it can kill us and bring us into hell. We think that something or someone causes our misery even when we alone create everything within.

We have all this mysterious desire to do something, be something more. It usually manifest itself trough sexual ways, materialistic ways, trough parenthood, dating, drugs, games, food, alcohol.. you name it. Trough that it leads nowhere, it keeps us happy for a moment and then we need more. So where we are now? We are piece of life that want to experience bigger part of it. Trough physical ways it finds not that part and when that need to expand finds no expression we create this pain within. So what to do? This is what meditation is all about. We wan't to think nothing, be nothing because that is just the data we gathered from the physical and created self from it. When we learn to be still, just be as piece of life, something start to happen that seems to expand you into everywhere. It seems to that consciousness, awareness is the basic that exist and everything else is manifest of it.

What ((they)) wan't is to bind us more and more into physical, sins, into that rat-race i wrote about above, so that we wouldn't learn or even think about this.

I'd be depressed too living in Londonistan

Idiot , you probably had female attention but you didn,t seen the hints. See the hints and do moves, that's how it works.Fix yourself lad.

Go to the airport,
Steal a airplane,
Do a barrel roll

>I understand that all philosophical axioms are arbitrary. No self help or religious bullshit will ever help me. I constantly think of myself in psychological instead of definite terms ("If I eat now, I'm less likely to do work in an hour"). I constantly feel guilty for not being productive, like a loser for not having fun, like a coward for not having my own personal philosoph

self help industry is quick to sell any snake oil they got. even peterson is going down that route. what's important is that you need to get comfy first and you do that precisely by understanding yourself in that "psychological" way rather than definite way.

i know the fucking nu-pol ilk will disagree, because they are brainlets, but this collapse of meaingfulness in life that is all around us, its subsitute will never be found in religion, or movements like the proudboys or identity europa. I am not talking about the black pill. us robots, many of us, are starting to understand. I'm close to wizzarddom myself but before these newfags came onto our internet, wizzardom was common amongst our community and we historically survived because we created meaning where it didn't exist.

nerds of the past
>contributed to open source software
>push radical ideas about free speech and built the platforms now being eroded

the real power of wizardom is the ability to have all the time and ability to dedicate to something like a 14 year old but as an older, wiser, more intelligent, more capable person.

no women
no family
just time
and your income

the beta uprising is real.

also OP you are a massive fag from facebook. It needs to be stated that because if you are on Jow Forums and have no hobbies it means at best you post only on pol. we are a community of hobbyists first.

OP isn't white, he spams this shit every day

have you ever thought about suicide?
give it a try

You build confidence by doing things you are proud of

Go do something you can be proud you have done bitch

Move your ass and find a goal to move forward to. Exercise and lose weight, take care of your hygiene, clean your flat in a non-JBP way, stay active all day, do something productive if you're bored, if you really have nothing to do then go for a walk outside. Eat healthy, drink less coffee (you get used to it so it doesn't really bring energy anymore) enjoy the simple pleasure of Life. Social skills aren't based on looks, i see disgusting looking people every day with a lot of social skills. Talk to people more and you'll get used to it. Stop feeling guilty, it doesn't lead anywhere. Be yourself (unironically), become mentally stronger, heal your past if you can (eg. talk to your family if you're in bad terms with them), learn from your past errors and strive to achieve your dreams and desires.

DON'T become an alcholic, a nihilist and above all don't take jewpills

go back to lit friend

>I know that social skils are based on looks

Wrong social skills are about how you talk to people, its about flow and confidence. The inflection in your voice, your voice should go up as you say hi. You need to look a person in the eyes as you talk to them. It has almost nothing at all to do with looks.

Life isn't about what you got, its about what you do with it.

be a goodhgoy and listen to peterson - the right medication can make you into a new man
start with proper SSRI, augment it with benzos. add in opioids occasionally when feeling really bad
when this works, a month later counter the downers with adderall to improve your focus and productivity
you'll never understand the world the way normies do but you won't have to. you'll be satisfied, unnerved and focused which will even allow you to grow the self esteem you need to approach females if you're into it

I'm a 7 out of 10. 8 inch dick, 5'10. fit. and I have huge difficulties noticing attention form women. Its my autism but it doens't matter because being blind to their attention is no different from not receiving any of it. What many of our nupolfag frens dont get is that self improvement to get laid is a scam and any value system that suggest you will find the perfect life (traditionalism, whatever) in family... wake the fuck up. even in the face of demographic collapse, single men in western societies have driven everything about our societies because we have time to pursue things according to our own values/likes and the rest is secondary.

user, enjoy life. if you are a newfag and come to pol and find yourself depressed, you don't belong here. before trump, gore, cheese pizza, and other stuff were the great distresses that kept the normies out.

Jow Forums isn't white

self improvement "pills".

>DON'T become an alcholic, a nihilist and above all don't take jewpills

only normies fall into nihilism.

>looking good lets you get a lot of practice but of course social skills aren't based on looks.

dont do opioids and normies have the wrong attitude towards drugs.
>

>frogposters are autistic
no surprise

fuck off kike. only the autist can thrive off Jow Forums.

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Well he always has a homeland he fuck off to then

Well that's not nearly as depressing as West Dunbartonshire.

You honestly are far from alone. There isn't a lot to look forward to in our lives. Rent/housing is ridiculous and eats away the majority of your cash, we have endless access to any information our hearts content killing any desire to be intrigued and think independently. Life's become mundane with no chase.
You could push yourself into a higher education to chase a higher paying corporate ladder if you found the motivation. But for what purpose than to enter more debt than the people bellow you.
Relationships are a different story, personally I'm happy being single until someone I can truly relax around comes by. Forcing something most definitely bring pleasure.

My advice is to break away and think independently. Don't care what society tells you to do, be your own person. And most importantly find something that keeps your brain away from how hard we're getting played by (((them))), something to look forward to. For me it's crypto, hugely volatile, still not at a loss yet but the thrill and hope that one day I might not have to work again keeps me going. That and cars.

Travelling meme did absolutely nothing for me. In a way it made things worse because it inflated my ego now that I've "seen places".

I rather have a true autist as a citizen than these fucking britcucks who, if it wasn't the injection into the gene pool from cheap poles wanting to wash their toilets, brits are fucking ugly degenerative peoples.

Sedevacante Catholicism.

>tfw not interested in sex

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>You honestly are far from alone. There isn't a lot to look forward to in our lives. Rent/housing is ridiculous and eats away the majority of your cash, we have endless access to any information our hearts content killing any desire to be intrigued and think independently. Life's become mundane with no chase.
>You could push yourself into a higher education to chase a higher paying corporate ladder if you found the motivation. But for what purpose than to enter more debt than the people bellow you.
>Relationships are a different story, personally I'm happy being single until someone I can truly relax around comes by. Forcing something most definitely bring pleasure.

Cuck'd normie... Not a single thought about going to school, to university, for things you enjoy. This is the mentality of fake nerds who take CS courses for the pay. They enter stem because its "based". Hobbies, doing things for fun? No, that doesn't cross their mind. Loving anime, fuck thats a waste of time right?

You finished that early you almost answered you're own shit if you'd ranted a little bit more. Open a word document and have at it.

>I understand that all philosophical axioms are arbitrary. No self help or religious bullshit will ever help me. I constantly think of myself in psychological instead of definite terms ("If I eat now, I'm less likely to do work in an hour").

Seems like you have hang ups that make you think you're too good for tried and tested paths.

Living in London would be the biggest problem for me. Fuck that.

This is so weird. In london, if you know how to have fun, you can have so much fun and an enjoyable life even if you are an isolate.

>pol is a containment board.
There is something wrong with the folks who post exclusively on pol.

>East Dunbartonshire
Gotta love it that before the hordes of brown, you fucking turds had a huge knifing problem because the shits were bored of council life or something. fucking wastes men

Tl:Dr.
Are you white?
Problem solved. Go make an ethnostate clubhouse.

have a you

low iq larp

>not having fun
>modern life
>confuses reddit for life

make some oc u fags

Yy

All I see is many opportunities. You like to read and you say you are academically able? Learn anything useful and meaningful you can get your hands on. Work out. Enter social clubs of like-minded people. Start with small steps to improve yourself.

And you can easily get away with being ugly, especially as a man. Take a look around, there so many successful and popular ugly men.

date foreign women online, even if its just to use as masturbation material

This.
But a year is impossible unless you work out there.
I do okay and I'm on my third Mediterranean Island holiday this summer starting in a few days. Escorts are expensive when you hit the top end, €250 ph at the last place (Cyprus, t best resort, a town over from Aiya Napa). I always report in while I'm club touring or whoring if I can. I posted one escort I'd met a few weeks after getting back and was told by you porn perverts she's a porn star and that since meeting me she'd done her first anal scene.
I do okay here, my main thing is pick ups but also I'm one of the successful straight male hookup profiles. But still I go on holiday to break records, meet the world's finest concubines and high class (moneyed) chicks and have a VERY good time.

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>every board is a containment board by definition
>there is a problem with people who post exclusively on pol

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at least you have a job, I dont
you're lucky.

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A fucking leaf

Pajeet

just be yourself

>and lack of poshness
Fake it til you make it, user. I am by no means preppy, but I can fake the hell out of it for work purposes.

what are you doing off /lit/, londonfrog

It might interest pol to know that this fellow is of Pakistani origin

>Look for /SIG? when the mods don't b& them.
There's almost always a thread up on Jow Forums and they don't get nuked by the mods

I've been through he'll and back with severe drug and alcohol addiction that nearly killed me multiple times. I'm almost 6 years sober and it has really opened my eyes up.

Life is what you make it, you can have everything and be miserable and you can have nothing a be happy ( though it is easier to be happy if you don't have to worry about a roof over your head or the next meal)

I cannot stress this enough, to anyone reading this, physical activity is incredibly important. People were not meant to be sedentary animals, nor isolated . You absolutely need to 1. Get physical exercise everyday 2. Step out of your comfort zone and socialize, no matter how hard at first.

I used to have crippling anxiety, for which I self medicated heavily. I couldn't fathom going out in public and not feeling an enormous weight of anxiety crushing me, making my skin crawl, tormenting me, it nearly drove me to suicide.
After alot if introspection and research I really found that working out has helped me enormously.
It doesn't happen over night, but it does happen and I feel phenomenal.

Also physical attractiveness is not all of charisma, I know many people who are far more charismatic than I who are not good looking, where I am particularly good looking .

People all have flaws, you worry about being ugly and autistic, if you weren't either of those you would be worrying about being sensitive, being

the more you fight, hide or mask this the worse you'll feel inside

Start saving [must, avoid capital traps from those around you engaging in wasteful activities, most people or "friends" you seek are dimwits dispelling all intellectual and financial capital at any given chance], develop hobbies of interest that build upon yourself (even things that seem a bore can be exciting, carpentry, etc).

Become powerful in this way, do not allow negative reinforcement (I'm a loser, anti socialite, etc) to drag you down. Fuck the rest of them and succeed on your own metrics. Focus on being the best at what you are and let the complainers do exactly that - when you supercede them they will be left with nothing but blogger entries to cry themselves to sleep.

Get off the computer unless you are digesting relevant data (something to expand your mind, current events [not through propaganda channels, unless you understand that's what they are - take multiple data sources to compile], education via self).

Ditch the junk food as best you can and focus on edibles that do not destroy you. Ditch soda and other sweet drinks as best you can or reserve them for occasional special events, primarily ingest water.

Fix yourself into a routine - get up approximately the same time each day even on off days.

Expel wasteful hobbies from your life, or minimize them so they become special again when you do engage.

The ability to succeed lies with you - the constraint of success also lies with you.

I have had bouts of falling in my life (that is to say, failure to launch) and each time have recovered stronger, though perhaps it takes some time. At this point I couldn't be more pleased with trajectory, but very little of that comes from external factors. I understand that the ultimate authority on what it is that pleases me is internally generated and not externally generated. I have a long way to go, but I see where I want to be and have made massive strides.

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Secondarily, take what I call "the long way", ie don't lay on the couch flipping your remote - specifically take longer physical actions as everything in modern life is designed to destroy your capacity. Physically get off the couch, move about.

Same goes for mowing a lawn, for example, do not sit on the riding mower chugging a 44 ounce Coke, use a push mower and allow yourself to become stronger and feel more accomplished at your task. Let the neighbor, who hates his life and doesn't understand why, ride around growing fatter on a riding mower. This is simply an example, I understand perhaps in London this isn't something you deal with.

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Don't come to our cities tho they are all fully cucked
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join the fucking club you faggot
in all fields
>what is /r9k

>socialize
user, i'm a schizoid

>What can cure me of the motivational collapse that I have had for 4.5 years?

Not a political question. KYS. No ideology can fix your shittiness. Now take your SLIDE THREAD elsewhere.

>What can cure me of the motivational collapse that I have had for 4.5 years?
Move to a country that isn't full of Anglos. Any one will do.

I'm serious.

I'm not helping that OP. I tried before I knew who he was, he just sits back laughing at you I suspect. He's a muzzie. This is just a post he repeats for (You)s. He posts all kinds of stuff.
Hey OP. I stayed in this weekend playing Skyrim VR.
Want to see some of the chicks who have asked me to service them in the last few hours, while I did nothing but flex IRL and shout in VR...?
I get over a hundred of these a week. My only rules are
No dates, no relationships, no messages without pics, I don't host (her problem). Also I never recontact anyone I meet - they know where I am, I don't cuck for couples, I don't do groups unless they are all female.
These girls just want to play games but they don't want their BF's to know what they are really like.

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Hey... pssst... OP
she wanted it so badly.
I slew two dragons instead and ventured into the Soul Cairn. But hey, I'm going on holiday soon and need to save money/jism.

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And it just goes on....

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Whoops. I don't want to dox them.

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>thinks being vegetarian will make OP’s life better
I hate captchas as well

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Leftist shill thread

Sage

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Want some tips..?
Ug or handsome doesn't matter in the end, your TV is crawling with ugg jobs that are rated as symbols, they believe what you believe. You ought to see me swagger, even when I'm bricking it. Anxiety is the killer, I can't help with that except to say it's there for a reason, it's your brain saying it's out of its depth because you haven't been learning the skills like you should have been doing.
Looks do help, sure but they aren't required. Sweet skills are.
The closest thing to it is learning to track and hunt, you stay mindful of what works, and learn what effect everything you do, say, wear has on people. It takes a while to build your skill but once you have you become like t devil himself with your spooky mojo powers. Such a buzz too.
Always plan your moves so you don't sweat it, so check hotel bookings before trying to pull otherwise how do you know what you can offer?
And work out.
I was so fat a few weeks ago. It was starting to effect my game, I just did a workout and selfied (pic related), it doesn't take long to improve.
And people do what they are expected to do so be confident.
Work on your smile.
There, you are not qualified but you got advice from the best. I promise it will work. It's so fucking easy.
Don't think I just do hookups, I hardly ever do, a few a month usually. The pick up is the most fun a man can have in this life IMO. Go for that, get one and you'll get hooked in... and improve.
I'll never try to help you again if you don't try - you're anxiety will go if you put preparation into it.

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>sex symbols

/pol is for men

boards.Jow Forums.org/r9k

Stop crying like a baby. Even Chris-chan has friends and sexual encounters and isn't ashamed of anything. You can't be worst than he.

What is keeping you from happiness is that you are caught in the illusion of your brain/mind/time. The mind only operates on memories. You are not truly experiencing the beauty of reality because you are constantly 'membering the past and imagining future, which are pale phantoms of reality. The brain only records reality vaguely, so if you are constantly in your mind, you are not in your Self. Practice withdrawing your awareness from your mind and into your body. Acknowledge the pain that is in your body as it is revealed to your awareness, and allow it to pass. Gradually, the habit of remembering/imagining pain/fear will come to a close, and you will realize that you were just a caterpillar in a process of metamorphosis to pure awareness/Joy/light and that your pain was just your being lost in your mind (your mind being the cocoon that you are now beginning to escape). The constriction of the cocoon hurts more and more as you approach the point of breaking out of it. So don't resist pain. Acknowledge it and it will pass. Break the habit of remembering/imagining pain. Realize that the mind/brain operates only through pale memories, and hence the use of it inevitably obscures your vision/experience and causes you to act based upon pain/fear remembered from the past, whereas when you awareness is fully in the Now, there is no pain whatsoever, only pure joy.

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my advice is drugs or alcohol

do it so much your can't feel feelings anymore

Sorry that long post is a bit garbled I'm trying to cope
These grills go crazy at the weekends just give me a moment to remove dox info and I'll show you inside the hookup sites, I switched 3 off because I was getting literally hundreds of requests (and no these aren't whores, that's legal here and on other sites)... but it's still getting retarded at the weekends. It would take me all day to open these never mind reply. Hold up while I censor the dox stuff

>implying both statements are true

good try Yusuf

typical anglo asshurt

dont take advice from normies who came from t_d and survived drug addictions. if you are one of us, you already have a gift that will help you thrive as long as you persist.

This user clicked on those ads on porn hub that promised him to fuck women.

go back to facebook you monley

>I hate captchas as well
Agreed
We've been
>1 post by this ID
'd

G83 in the house. Fuck the 'myre.

Before the browns invaded the UK, the brits had yuge problems with idle council folks and Glasgow was like world famous for the nights of knifing. How is the island even worth saving if thats the best anglo scum can come up with?

nah faggot

came to post this.

The problems you have are not what is holding you back, you're just using them as an excuse. Being an ugly beta has nothing to do with motivation and success.

It sounds like you have no direction at all. You need to pick a career, you can do more or less anything you like in life but you'll realistically only ever master 1 thing deeply, so pick something, it doesn't have to be something you're absolutely in love with, it has to be something you can tolerate doing, that suits your personality traits and that you have a reasonable shot at mastering. Then you need to go out there and do that thing the very best you can do it.

That means always be learning and improving, both in your career as you work but also outside of work hours, always be improving that will give you huge amounts of confidence in your specific realm, it'll give the feedback of progress which is the fuel that powers motivation. People are motivated when they have a healthy relationship with putting in effort and seeing the rewards. That means promotions, more money, more respect, more opportunities etc.

When you go to an interview most of what matters is that you can speak about your skills and knowledge with some authority, yes pretty people have an edge but a lot of those people try and rely on that alone and will get picked last for good positions because of that.

Everything else in life, relationships, money, success, motivation, that will all just naturally move forward for you when you've become competent, you'll be confident and that will generalize and make your life better.

>Being an ugly beta has nothing to do with motivation and success.

Saint elliot would disagree