Just blackpilled myself hard

cbc.ca/news/business/diploma-mills-marketplace-fake-degrees-1.4279513

This applies to the states too, I'm not sure Jow Forums I'm going to put together infographs eventually, QR codes, I want to agitate society into investigating their hormones, and how they're affected, the meds you take, the food you eat.

HRT isn't filtered out by the water treatment, so you pay taxes for that shit and drink it from the treatment plant prolly, yummy.

We're living in a world awash in hormones. Last March the USGS (United States Geological Survey) reported that " pharmaceuticals, hormones, and other organic wastewater-related chemicals have been detected at very low concentrations in streams across the nation. Many of the chemicals examined (81 of 95) do not have drinking-water standards or health advisories." Ironically, hormones do more damage at low levels of exposure than at high levels.

health101.org/art_HRT.htm

It's all disorganized thought. I'm sorry for that. But we're all fucked no matter what, they've probably done far worse than what I'm aware of but this scratches the surface. I only want people to maybe look into this stuff just for themselves. Stop drinking Alcohol it raises your Testosterone/Estrogen if you're a woman, if you smoke that raises your testosterone have fun going bald and getting prostate cancer and taking prostate meds and getting double ass cancer.
theguardian.com/society/2015/jul/10/smoking-tobacco-might-increase-risk-schizophrenia-say-researchers-psychosis
This is cool too, I used to love poppers and spliffs, that double psychosis/schizo whammy.

These are the ramblings of somebody who belongs no where, you guys could call me a mutt for being half murrican or half Canadian but I am ashamed of both our countries, Western culture is a disease. Russia is based as fuck, they knew the Sarin gas attacks were staged, the zogs are pushing us into a war with syria for more oil and refugees and pharma sales and taxe$..

"If you are one of the many Americans that watch porn on a regular basis, take the simple test below for ‘life less happy’ addiction. If you don’t watch porn, imagine that you are one of your friends that does.

If you were sufficiently motivated:

Could you avoid eating spinach, apples, lettuce, bananas, & berries for one month?
Could you avoid drinking soda and consuming high-fat, high-calorie food for one month?
Could you avoid watching porn for one month?
I don’t know how you answered #1 and #2, but I do know how the average person would respond: 68.3% of Americans over the age of 20 are overweight.1 At some point in their life they were motivated to avoid unhealthy foods. Probably multiple times, possibly every year. And yet they failed.

68.3% of adult Americans are addicted to unhealthy food.
In the same way that smoking addicts find themselves drawn to cigarettes, food addicts find themselves drawn to snacks and soda. The actual number of food addicts is lower than 68.3%, because many people are overweight because they don’t exercise, but the point remains – even if a psychologist may not classify them as addicts, they are biologically compelled towards harmful behavior, which to me is the definition of addiction that matters.

Addiction can be caused by more than just harmful chemicals like nicotine and alcohol."

Lack of Dopamine is the source of all our Anxiety depression, ADHD symptoms.

Dopamine can be fired excessively through porn, excessive calorie foods,

Sex is even more noticeable, in that it increases dopamine levels in the brain by 200%. So, yes, playing video games increases dopamine levels in your brain, just like eating and having sex do, albeit less. 'But just because something changes your dopamine levels doesn't mean it is addictive'

"If a drug produces increases in dopamine in these limbic areas of the brain, then your brain is going to understand that signal as something that is very reinforcing, and will learn it very rapidly," says Volkow. "And so that the next time you get exposed to that stimuli, your brain already has learned that that's reinforcing, and you immediately—what we call a type of memory that's conditioning—will desire that particular drug." Over time, the consistently high levels of dopamine create plastic changes to the brain, desensitizing neurons so that they are less affected by it, and decreasing the number of receptors. That leads to the process of addiction, wherein a person loses control and is left with an intense drive to compulsively take the drug.

youtube.com/watch?v=S8EZqTrgJNM

Dopamine imbalance also causes among Schizophrenia and anxiety, depression, adhd like symptoms. fucking goddamn hyperthyroidism

AKA if you are addicted to anything and training your neural pathways to pursue dopamine being fired off, by going to the bar, having shitty burger king, watching porn, even playing VIDEOGAMES...

Your metabolism is fucked, your reward system is fucked, chronic use of whatever your dopamine "firing" thing is, will come attched with all of the above, and more!

>>Smoke weed?
Infertility due to pituitary issues, two headed sperm

>>Love macdonalds?
Training your brain to be a fatass, enjoy diabetes

>>Internet/Game/porn addict?

Information will set you free, realize your natural highs all come from Dopamine, If you see a leaf that went crazy on the news, prolly me.

Yuppies are stupid, I look outside and I see gears turning all of this shit, fine make me a millionaire I'll just die from environmental disease and get sicker off medication that treats its own symptoms basically

Fluticasone propionate belongs to a class of drugs known as corticosteroids, specifically glucocorticoids, which are hormones that predominantly affect the metabolism of carbohydrates and, to a lesser extent, fat and protein. It is used to treat asthma, allergic rhinitis, nasal polyps, various skin disorders and Crohn's disease and ulcerative colitis. It is also used to treat eosinophilic esophagitis.
Fluticasone propionate is broken down by CYP3A4 (Cytochrome P450 3A4), and has been shown to interact with strong CYP3A4 inhibitors such as ritonavir and ketoconazole.[1][2]

Ritonavir is a common drug used in the treatment of HIV. Coadministration of ritonavir and fluticasone may lead to increased levels of fluticasone in the body, which may lead to Cushing’s Syndrome and adrenal insufficiency.[

he charges stemmed from GSK's promotion of the anti-depressants Paxil (paroxetine) and Wellbutrin (bupropion) for unapproved uses from 1998–2003, specifically as suitable for patients under the age of 18, and from its failure to report safety data about Avandia (rosiglitazone), both in violation of the Federal Food, Drug, and Cosmetic Act. Other drugs promoted for unapproved uses were two inhalers, Advair (fluticasone/salmeterol) and Flovent (fluticasone propionate), as well as Zofran (ondansetron), Imitrex (sumatriptan), Lotronex (alosetron) and Valtrex (valaciclovir).[10]

If what you took wasn't red, it's blue.
Lower frequency.
Get it?

This is all over the place and doesn't paint a solid picture of provide real evidence.

Malignant redpill detected.

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Seriously going to walk off into the woods and die of natural causes, I actually feel no affiliation to anybody, our kids are already going to become malformed and racemixed and pushed drugs and genderless schools and holocaust patriotism. What the fuck is the point? I have no fear of death, this would be the ultimate release. I'm fucking 24 and haven't cried in years. this all ganged up on me and I just feel like I relate to goddamn nothing and the world is trashed beyond repair, the deep state is a distraction. We're in Sanskrit's dark ages, furthest from god.

Take this pic and times it by 600 we're deeply fucked and we don't even know it.

My girlfriend has a pituitary enlargement,
They diagnosed her with a pituitary tumor and will basically just cut her pituitary gland out..

she smoked weed since she was 14.
Chronic, daily pot smoking over 15 years may be draining on pituitary hormones, and may explain the "pot-head" image popularized in movies and TV, according to a case report presented here.

A hormonal evaluation of a patient with symptoms of loss of libido, fatigue, and dyspnea showed luteinizing hormone concentration of 0.2 mIU/mL, follicle-stimulating hormone concentrations of 1.8 mIU/mL, and testosterone concentrations of 22 ng/dL, according to Richard Pinsker of Jamaica Hospital Medical Center in Queens, N.Y., and colleagues.

Also all wars are bank wars >> youtube.com/watch?v=5hfEBupAeo4

And I'm out. I hope you take all this with a grain of salt. Thank you for those who read any of this..
Knowledge is power, they keep us ignorant.

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I'm not trying to say that you're wrong or that I disagree, but rather that data has to present a story otherwise people won't come to the same understanding.

What's the story you're trying to tell here? Even for someone like me it's hard to follow. For instance, the 3 things you link above, ok, true, agreed, pharma companies suck dick and are bad. Let's compare that to what you opened the thread with:
>I feel disavowed by both of my countries, I was states born and always was gungho and freedom this and cheap food and smokes and fireworks, I've been living in Canada under the ultimate illusion of freedom.

How are pharma companies being bad related to this?

You then continue:
> I'm disorganized because I'm ADHD, I smoked weed but I'm quitting, THC firing off Dopamine is the ultimate way to rob you of your ambition, It lowers your testosterone and maybe even estrogen in women.

Again, how is this related?

It's related cause this is what made me investigate dopamine and all of our meds cause pot is being approved for recreational use.

Pick and choose through any of this, it's a disclaimer cause I'm not good at writing shit am I?

The DSM is now in its fifth edition, the DSM-5, published on May 18, 2013. The DSM evolved from systems for collecting census and psychiatric hospital statistics, and from a United States Army manual. Revisions since its first publication in 1952 have incrementally added to the total number of mental disorders, although also removing those no longer considered to be mental disorders.

oboy more mental disorders to medicate whupee~

Also imagine Israel is safe in their iron curtain behind their 50 foot fence and we're all being manipulated by our doctors, the FDA, health canada they're fucking our hormones, they're changing our wiring user, these meds make you sicker than they make you healthier, birth defects are skyrocketing but only in North America, let's conviently start a war to immigrate people into the country to pay taxes to fun more war to immigrate people into the country etc. Good idea to gather all the goys in one spot and poison them. Did you know Jews own boston dynamics? oyeah imagine they're ready to kill us all with robots by making a drone/robot that doesn't shoot jewnoses via facial recognition?

Also social media was designed to destroy community. we will never fight this. Kill me user.

I'm fucking white and a dual citizen and I see no future anywhere. I'd rather be a shitskin and ride camels and smoke hash til I die at the young age at 17, better than being trapped in the zog matrix and being killed by an invisible enemy.

I've been into a solid month of researching this.
Italian police sought bribery charges in May 2004 against 4,400 doctors and 273 GSK employees. GSK and its predecessor were accused of having spent £152m on physicians, pharmacists and others, giving them cameras, computers, holidays and cash. Doctors were alleged to have received cash based on the number of patients they treated with a cancer drug, topotecan (Hycamtin).[137] The following month prosecutors in Munich accused 70–100 doctors of having accepted bribes from SmithKline Beecham between 1997 and 1999. The inquiry was opened over allegations that the company had given over 4,000 hospital doctors money and free trips.[138] All charges were dismissed by the Verona court in January 2009.[139]

In 2006 in the United States GSK settled the largest tax dispute in IRS history, agreeing to pay $3.1 billion. At issue were Zantac and other products sold in 1989–2005. The case revolved around intracompany transfer pricing—determining the share of profit attributable to the US subsidiaries of GSK and subject to tax by the IRS.[140]

The UK's Serious Fraud Office (SFO) opened a criminal inquiry in 2014 into GSK's sales practices, using powers granted by the Bribery Act 2010.[141] The SFO said it was collaborating with Chinese authorities to investigate bringing charges in the UK related to GSK's activities in China, Europe and the Middle East.[142] Also as of 2014 the US Department of Justice was investigating GSK with reference to the Foreign Corrupt Practices Act.[143]

I love you Jow Forums please stay safe.

Not lone bro.

I have had major depression for years. I won't say it gets better. But you always can do better. I intend to die with the knowledge my kids never lived in poverty like me and my brothers. If you don't fear death then you have little to fear.

One day it will all be over. And I don't want to rest easy. I want to do whatever it takes so I can look at my little bastard and tell them to their face "I was going to blow my brains out but I realized you needed to be born."

I am going to educate myself and be a good man at all costs. I have suffered much. I never got to live the life I wanted. My parents were just too poor and to damaged to help me get there. They didn't know any better. Now I know better. I am giving it to my children. Maybe I won't get the life i always wanted but I will make damn sure my kids have what I wanted in triplet. I am not god, but I will prove myself worth of giving my children a life I was never able to achieve.

People suck. I have no doubt you can do better because you know better user. The world needs heros. Become one.

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Nigga, what

Stars are best discerned from the lonely isolation of experiential depths, not from the illuminated and ecstatic mountain tops.

I was blackpilled, found salvation overnight, and now im the whitepill.

I love life, and all of my family, of which you are included.
If you were here, i would embrace you as a brother and sincerely tell you, that i love you.

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i'll greentext it for you
>avain flu vaccines are poison sold by evil people - the plot of the show "utopia" btw
>weed makes you sad in the long term
>paying niggers welfare only exacerbates oil dependence
>mexico and south africa are shitholes
>estrogens are water-soluble
>porn artificially raises your sexual expectations
>OP wants to commit suicide by hypothermia (solid choice)
>jews start wars because profiteering
etc.

I thought all of that was common knowledge, but okay. I mean, save OP wanting to kill themself.

it's not all that common. I only made the link between chronic blazing and its consequences on long-term happiness this year, when circumstances encouraged me to actively manage my serotonin

t. stoner who's no longer depressed

>it's not all that common.
I had meant common sense. All of that should be easily apparent. None of that is a deep, at all.

OP here, cigarette fags are fucked too.

Nicotine is the chemical in tobacco that keeps you smoking. Nicotine that gets into your body through cigarettes activates structures normally present in your brain called receptors. When these receptors are activated, they release a brain chemical called dopamine, which makes you feel good.

Thanks by the way anons. I hope all of you do well you guys are all good guys probably as mislead and polluted as I am, was smart at some point. , Think if I an hero it'll be by printing redpills and putting QR codes up to wake yuppies until

>>deathbycops

or

>> I get locked into a hospital Sarah Connor style.